Dagat na dagat na ako.

It seems that my youth only exists in my memory now. I haven’t been active here on Tumblr but to be honest, I miss the old social media. Years ago, I would have thought of engaging in the blogging industry but now, with everything that has been happening, I did good by not pursuing it. Also, as my close friends know (or not), I am never the type of person who is consistent in what she does. My attention span lasts as long as I’m enjoying it but when I stop, I stop full-time. Life has been a series of twists and turns for the last 8 years. I entered college, I failed college, I transferred schools, I changed my program, I became alcoholic, I smoked almost one pack of cigarettes a day, I smoked mary jane, I did all-nighters, I gained so much weight, I got into toxic relationships, I hated myself, I was depressed and I almost died. But despite of these horrifying events that occurred within those years, I flourished individually and grew maturely also. As human beings, it is expected of us to only remember the worst and bad things--not realising that we enjoyed some parts too.