It’s been a long time since I’ve opened this account and I don’t think anyone I might have interacted with is still on here or maybe they are and we don’t remember each other possibly because when I would post about Voltron it was 2017 so a lot has happened since the. I came across this blog a couple days ago and I was thinking about all that I would share about my personal life at the time and I came across a post that really hit me that a lot has changed since then
In late 2017 I was going through a lot emotionally and I had posted a question to myself at that time wondering if things would change if I went back to school because at that point it had been three years and I wasn’t doing anything with my life besides using Tumblr and working a part-time job. I was struggling to find a place for myself. I felt horrible because my friends were finishing school or in school or others were having children and I know that as a 20/21 yr old that would be too much but I felt like I was falling behind. That same year I had met a boy and I would talk to you guys about him and even though nothing came of it in the end, it was a new experience for me and I think it allowed me to grow as a person. For those who might’ve been around back then his tag was “k” and so many people would ask me for updates and give little inexperienced me advice. After that whole thing, I had convinced myself that I would never find love and that I was destined to be a loser (lol).
Spring 2018, I made the decision to go back to school and now 5 years later I’m in my last semester and graduating in the fall. I won’t go into much detail about what I plan on doing once I’m done but I wish I could go back and talk to that girl that wondered if going back to school would make her happy. It has been an incredibly stressful ride but I don’t regret it at all. It’s been 100% worth it and I’ve met incredible people along the way.
Also, I wish I could tell her that she does find love. She ends up marrying a great guy that shows her that she’s capable of being loved unconditionally.
You don’t really think about all that you’ve accomplished until you stumble upon past you going through a hard time.
