Dewdrop/Copia| Frater Imperator
AU Dewdrop, because he's desperate
When the band has returned to the Ministry for a short break in the tour, Frater wasn't there to meet them. It was noted soon that he was also absent from all the meals and the masses.
The Ghouls decided that he must be very busy with the Clergy or something. But very soon they became beyond worried, when Papa V said that he hadn't seen Frater at all and all their calls and messages were left unanswered. They couldn't even feel him, especially Rain, Phantom, Aurora, Cirrus, who were summoned by Copia.
Dew was also beside himself with worry. He always believed that he and Copia had a special bond, but even he couldn't feel him or find him. He'd searched all the places known to him, where Frater could be, but it was useless. He was gradually losing his mind running around the Ministry. Fuck the pain in his leg, when his mate was missing. Everyone he asked answered that they hadn't seen Frater for a while, even his assistant or his aunt. It seemed like Copia disappeared completely.
But it wasn't true. He was still there. Though he preferred staying away from everyone, who caused him pain or so he thought. He knew that the Clergy will find a way to function without him so he just left them alone.
He longed to see his ghouls, to hug them, to cuddle them, to kiss them. He missed them greatly. He was so angry, when Dewdrop broke his foot and couldn't do anything to remedy that except for calling every night and listening to his mate's raspy voice. Dew's vocal cords haven't healed completely after his transformation, but Copia found his voice extremely sexy.
And they thought of each other as mates, though they haven't been officially mated. They were lovers, though Copia bedded the other ghouls too. The bond between them still felt different than with the others.
It changed when Copia became Frater. He felt like he was losing his ghouls to the new Papa. And what hurt the most, he was losing Dew, despite the reassurances of the latter.
When the band left the Ministry for a tour, something died inside Copia. He'd watched the videos of the Ghouls being friendly with V on stage and burned in his jealousy. Dew hugged V's waist like he used to do with Copia. It made him cry and rage until he was empty inside. No emotions left. He stopped calling Dew and answering his messages.
There was an unused old church tower on the Ministry grounds, which was crumbling, but Copia always loved hiding there praying or just reading books. It was beautiful to him as it still retained some of its decorations. And he felt some warmth there like when you return home from being abroad for a long time. Everywhere else Copia felt like he was perpetually cold.
Three days after their arrival Dew finally found Copia. It was the only place he hasn't searched and he just wondered what if his beloved could be in that tower.
"Copia" , whispered Dew upon seeing his mate. "Oh, Satan, I thought I'd never find you. You didn't meet us, when we came back, so I started looking for you. I missed you so much".
There was no reaction from Copia, he just watched Dew silently like a statue hiding in the shadows. Dewdrop felt his eyes filling with tears, which almost never happened, but right now he didn't care. He didn't expect Copia to be so rigid.
"Please. Just, please, talk to me. Please, Copia", Dewdrop begged him slowly coming closer. Copia still didn't move.
"Please, I'm here...Fuck, I know, I left you alone. But I'm here and I promise. No, I swear I'll never leave you alone again. Fuck the touring, they'll find someone else to play... Come on. Just... Please". Dew knew he was babbling now. And crying. Hot tears rolling down his face and evaporating. He was desperate to reach Copia, but it didn't seem to work.
Dew was right in front of Copia looking into his eyes. There seemed to be no recognition and Copia remained motionless.
"Fuck it. I'm here. Do you hear me, amore? I'm going to hug you", and Dew hugged him. It felt so strange like hugging a lifeless doll. Even Copia's skin felt cold to the touch.
"Oh, Satan. You're freezing. Come on, Copia. Please, please. Come back to me. I know it's cold. I'll warm you up. Just come back to me. Just come back, please". Dew continued babbling raising his body temperature to try to warm Copia up.
"I know, I'm a bastard that I've left you. I know, I didn't tell you how much I would miss you, how much I love you. I really do, I swear", Dew mumbled into Copia's shoulder nuzzling his face.
"You're so cold, Satan. Please, just please... I love you", Dew whispered laying them both on the blankets on the floor. He continued rubbing Copia's arms, legs and everything he could reach.
"I know. I know. I'll stay here. I'll stay with you... Fuck them all. I missed you and I know you missed me. I heard that in your voice. Please, come back to me. Please", Dew kissed Copia's cheek. His skin felt a bit warmer, but he remained still.
"You're my everything. I can't... I won't, you hear me? I won't lose you. You're mine. My mate. My love. I can't live without you. I would kill everyone, who hurts you. I hate myself, because I'm the one. I swear... Just be with me. Please, please, come back", Dew peppered kisses on Copia's face. He hoped, he prayed for Copia to come back.
"Dew?", Copia's voice was so quiet, but there.
"Yes, it's me... amore... my mate. Yes, I'm here". Dew gently nuzzled Copia's face.
"Colddd. Ssso colddd", Copia's whole body was shaking, but he was there.
"Yes, amore. I'm here. I'll warm you up. Just stay with me", Dew whispered rubbing his body against Copia's more intensively. "We'll need to take your clothes off"
Copia was looking at him. "Mmy handds are coldd... I can'tt... movve".
"That's all right. I'll do it for you. I'll do anything for you. Just help me a bit if you can. Yes, that's right. Slowly. You're doing good, my love", Dew was undressing Copia slowly. "Wait for me for a bit", he quickly took off his clothes and joined Copia on the blankets. He laid on top of Copia and looked into his eyes.
"I swear, I thought I'd lost you. You were so cold. So lifeless"
"You are crying, Dew. Are you in pain?" Copia's trembling was almost nonexistent now.
"No, not right now. I'm happy. I'm happy that you're here. I love you so much. I won't leave you again, I swear". He wrapped his tail around Copia's waist to prove him that.
"You really are here. You're real, aren't you, Dew? Please, be real. Please, don't leave me". Copia slowly wound his arms around Dew to hold him tightly.
"I am real. And I'm with you always", promised Dew.
Copia just nodded and closed his eyes finally relaxing.
"Sleep, amore. I'll guard your dreams".