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SYPNOSIS ahn keonho has been chasing after you for years. just as he’s about to give up, his prayers are answered by none other than professor dumbledore himself when he’s informed that he’s been chosen as head boy—and that you’re the new head girl.
CORTIS X HARRY POTTER (MARAUDERS ERA)
WARNINGS/DISCLAIMERS james potter!keonho x lily evans!reader, remus lupin! james, mutual pining, fluff and angst (?), animagus shenanigans, everyone knows except y/n
NOTE keonho is LITERALLY james potter guys i swear they’re the same person in different fonts…yes, i am the biggest harry potter nerd, yes ive read the books a thousand times, yes ive watched the movies a thousand times, YES my harry potter story on wattpad has 80+ parts and YES, it has 600k+ reads
keonho lay sprawled across his bed, staring blankly at the ceiling above him as though it had personally wronged him, while seonghyeon sat nearby looking increasingly exhausted by the dramatic rant he had been forced to endure for what felt like the hundredth time.
the room was quiet except for keonho’s endless complaining, and eventually he let out a long groan before throwing an arm over his eyes. “no, i’m done, sean. no more y/n this year. she’s clearly not into me, so there’s no point in chasing after her if all she’s ever going to do is insult me.” his voice was full of frustration, though there was something miserable about the way he said it.
seonghyeon rolled his eyes so hard it was a miracle they did not get stuck. after listening to the exact same speech every summer since they were eleven years old, he had long since lost the ability to take it seriously. “keonho, we’ve had this exact conversation six years in a row. seven, now. you love the girl. just admit you’ll never get over her.” he said it casually, as though stating a simple fact, which only made keonho react even more dramatically.
“no, i don’t! i don’t love her!” keonho shouted immediately, bolting upright so fast he nearly fell off the bed. his face turned bright red as he pointed accusingly at seonghyeon, who looked entirely unimpressed by the outburst. keonho let out another frustrated groan before burying his face into his pillow and screaming into it, while seonghyeon watched him with the expression of someone witnessing a particularly embarrassing public spectacle.
“alright, mate, no need to get defensive.” seonghyeon replied dryly, and that only made keonho even more offended. he was already preparing another argument, which would most likely consist of more shouting than actual words, when seonghyeon suddenly noticed movement outside the dormitory window. perched patiently on the ledge was a school owl carrying several letters, and without hesitation seonghyeon stood up, shoved keonho aside before he could continue yelling, and opened the window to let the bird inside.
the owl flew in gracefully and dropped its letters onto the nearest bed before immediately taking off again. both boys grabbed their envelopes, eager to see their seventh year information, and keonho lazily flopped back onto his mattress while holding the letter above his face. for a moment everything seemed completely normal, right up until something heavy suddenly slipped from the envelope and came crashing directly onto his nose.
a loud curse escaped him as he immediately dropped the letter and clutched his face in pain. “bloody hell!” he groaned, squeezing his eyes shut while seonghyeon leaned over to investigate. whatever had fallen looked metallic, and after picking it up from the blanket beside keonho, seonghyeon glanced down at it curiously. the second he read the words engraved across the front, his eyes widened so much they looked ready to fall out of his head.
“what? what is it?!” keonho demanded, sitting upright immediately as panic flashed across his face. seonghyeon looked between the badge and his best friend before letting out a scream loud enough to wake the entire street. “you’re head boy?!” he yelled.
“what?!” keonho practically shrieked as he snatched the badge from seonghyeon’s hands. his eyes dropped to the polished burgundy pin trimmed in gold, and right there in bold lettering were the words head boy. for several seconds he simply stared at it in complete disbelief before the realization finally hit him. the next thing seonghyeon knew, keonho was bouncing wildly on top of his bed while screaming at the top of his lungs, nearly hitting his head on the ceiling as he celebrated.
seonghyeon was laughing too hard to stop him, but then he happened to glance down at the rest of the letter. curious, he quickly unfolded it and began reading the details included beneath the appointment notice. his amusement vanished instantly as his eyes landed on one particular name, and he froze so abruptly that keonho finally stopped jumping.
“keonho!” seonghyeon shouted.
still standing on the mattress, keonho looked down at him excitedly. “what?”
seonghyeon slowly lowered the letter, his grin growing wider with every passing second. “you’ll never guess who the head girl is.”
for a moment keonho simply stared at him, and then a familiar expression began creeping across his face. it started as a tiny smile before quickly growing into something far more dangerous. “is it…” he asked, barely able to contain himself.
seonghyeon remained silent for a few agonizing seconds purely for dramatic effect before finally throwing the letter into the air and screaming. “it’s y/n!”
the reaction was immediate. both boys exploded into identical screams loud enough to shake the room, and within seconds they were jumping across the bed together like a pair of overexcited first years who had consumed far too much sugar. neither of them could stop laughing as they bounced around the room, celebrating as though they had personally won the quidditch world cup.
“i’m getting the girl!” keonho screamed, pointing triumphantly at himself.
“you’re getting the girl!” seonghyeon screamed right back, matching his energy perfectly as they continued jumping around like complete idiots.
you sat inside one of the hogwarts express compartments with your arms crossed tightly over your chest while wonhee and yoonchae emptied an alarming amount of sweets between the two of them. wrappers were already beginning to pile up, yet neither girl showed any signs of slowing down as they happily passed candies back and forth while discussing absolutely nothing important.
a chocolate frog suddenly leapt from yoonchae’s fingers before she could eat it, landing directly on your lap with a soft thump. before it could escape again, you grabbed it without hesitation and tossed it into your mouth. your bad mood had been following you all morning, and unfortunately for everyone around you, it showed very clearly on your face.
“y/n, come on. keonho is really not that bad.” yoonchae said as she unwrapped another sweet, while wonhee nodded immediately beside her. “yeah, and me and him are actually really good friends. don’t kill me for saying this, but i think you and him would make a pretty cute couple. your personalities kind of compliment each other.”
you were just about to tell wonhee exactly how ridiculous that statement was when the compartment door suddenly flew open with enough force to slam against the wall. “that they do! hello, ladies!” keonho announced proudly as though he had been waiting outside specifically to hear that conversation. before you could object, he dropped into the empty seat beside you and flashed an annoyingly confident grin.
your expression immediately darkened. seonghyeon entered right behind him and made himself comfortable between wonhee and yoonchae, looking entirely pleased with the situation, while juhoon, james, and martin poked their heads through the doorway moments later. “hey! how was your summer?” martin asked cheerfully as he looked around the compartment, earning greetings from all three girls.
you actually liked most of keonho’s friends, which was probably the most frustrating part about the entire situation. james was quiet, kind, and usually impossible to find without a book somewhere nearby, while his love for chocolate rivaled even yoonchae’s sweet tooth. despite the scars scattered across his face, he always carried himself with a calm gentleness that made people naturally trust him.
juhoon was much quieter and far more reserved than the others, but he was incredibly intelligent, and you had always enjoyed talking to him whenever you got the chance.
martin was probably the closest thing the group had to a reasonable version of seonghyeon and keonho combined. he loved pranks, caused trouble almost daily, and was loud enough to rival both of them, but unlike the other two, he actually understood boundaries and knew when a joke had gone too far. beneath all the chaos, he was genuinely thoughtful, which was exactly why most people liked him.
while everyone else settled into conversation and began catching up after the summer holiday, you focused your attention firmly on the passing scenery outside the train window. unfortunately, that became difficult when you noticed keonho sitting far too close for comfort. every time you glanced toward the glass, you could feel his eyes fixed on the side of your face, and when you risked a quick look in his direction, you found him smiling at you like an idiot.
“keonho…” james called from the doorway after a while, his tone carrying the familiar patience of someone who had spent years dealing with him.
keonho completely ignored him. his eyes remained fixed on you while his grin somehow managed to grow wider, and across from him yoonchae had to cover her mouth to hide her laughter. eventually juhoon stepped forward and sighed. “we have the prefect meeting.” he reminded him.
you immediately stood up before anyone could say another word. the chance to escape was far too good to pass up, and you quickly reached for the stack of folders you had prepared for all twenty four prefects. behind you, james let out a disappointed sigh as though he had already predicted exactly what would happen next.
“how the hell did keonho manage to become head boy? don’t you need to be a prefect first to achieve that?” wonhee asked, sounding genuinely confused.
keonho placed a hand dramatically over his chest and smiled proudly. “dumbledore just saw my potential. i knew he loved me.”
“there hasn’t been a single day in the last six years where you haven’t been in detention. maybe old age is finally starting to get to dumbledore.” you replied before walking out of the compartment.
predictably, keonho followed immediately. james and juhoon remained a short distance behind since they were prefects themselves, but keonho stayed right beside you as you made your way through the train. “i know somewhere deep, deep down you love me, y/n. i know it. even your friends think we’d be perfect together. you heard what wonhee said. our personalities compliment each other.”
before you could stop him, he draped an arm around your shoulders.
you reacted instantly. jumping away from him, you smacked him repeatedly with the stack of folders in your hands while glaring furiously. “don’t touch me! you’re such a dog!” you shouted as the folders continued landing against his back.
instead of looking offended, keonho immediately burst into laughter. every hit seemed to amuse him even more, and eventually you gave up and stormed ahead before he could say anything else. “you’ve been calling me a dog for years now, my y/n. oh, if only you knew how true that is.” he said between laughs as he hurried after you.
you glanced behind yourself just long enough to see james and juhoon trying and failing to hide their smiles. for some reason, every single one of them found the nickname hilarious despite the fact that it was very much intended as an insult. “that’s not a compliment, you prat.” you replied with an annoyed roll of your eyes.
by the time the conversation finally ended, you had reached the prefects’ compartment. stopping outside the door, you turned sharply toward keonho while he looked back at you with the exact same irritating smile. behind him, james and juhoon lingered quietly, clearly interested in seeing how this would unfold.
“okay, listen carefully. for whatever reason, you were chosen to be head boy, which is a decision i personally find questionable, but i won’t comment on that. you have absolutely no idea how any of this works, and i’m willing to bet you never bothered asking james or juhoon about any of it. just stay quiet and don’t interrupt.”
keonho immediately straightened his posture and saluted. “yes, ma’am!” he announced loudly enough for several nearby students to turn around.
you sighed heavily and shook your head. “stupid.” you muttered.
“hey, i heard that. i’ll have you know i’m very smart.” he protested.
“i told you to shut your trap.”
“right.”
he straightened up even more as though he were reporting for military duty, though you missed the sight entirely because you had already opened the compartment door and stepped inside. juhoon walked past him with a deeply unimpressed expression, while james paused long enough to pat him on the shoulder.
“this year is your last chance to get with her, mate. don’t mess it up.”
for the first time all day, keonho stopped smiling.
as the compartment door slid shut behind everyone, the realization finally settled over him. seventh year had arrived much faster than any of them expected, and after this year hogwarts would be over. there would be no eighth year, no extra chances, and no more opportunities waiting around the corner. if he failed now, there was a very real possibility that he would spend the rest of his life wondering what might have happened if he had managed to make you look at him the same way he looked at you.
the past few weeks had been absolute hell for you, and at this point you were beginning to wonder if the universe had personally decided to test your patience. your classes were becoming increasingly difficult as professors buried seventh years beneath mountains of assignments, revision schedules, essays, and examinations, while the pressure of upcoming n.e.w.t.s seemed to follow you everywhere you went. unfortunately, the endless studying was only half the problem, because keonho had somehow become even more unbearable than usual.
for reasons you could not begin to understand, he had started following you around like a lost puppy. at first, you ignored him completely, assuming he would eventually get bored and find something else to occupy his attention, but instead the opposite happened.
every day he seemed more determined than the last, appearing wherever you went with that stupid grin permanently attached to his face. after nearly a week of having absolutely no peace or privacy, your irritation had steadily grown until simply hearing his voice was enough to make your eye twitch.the worst part was that you could not bring yourself to properly yell at him. normally, you had no problem putting people in their place when they annoyed you, and keonho certainly deserved it more than most, but every time you considered truly snapping at him, something stopped you. you hated that feeling.
you hated not understanding it even more.
that was exactly why you found yourself sitting beside the black lake long after midnight. according to the castle clocks, it was already approaching three in the morning, which meant that as head girl you absolutely should have been in bed setting a good example for everyone else. unfortunately, being responsible felt significantly less appealing when your thoughts refused to leave you alone.the grass beneath you felt cool as you stretched out on your back and stared up at the night sky. above you, thousands of stars glittered against the darkness while the moon hung peacefully overhead.
thankfully, it was nowhere near a full moon. the sight immediately made you think of james, and a familiar sadness settled inside your chest.the moon had always been one of your favorite things in the world. whenever you looked at it, you felt calm, peaceful, and strangely comforted, as though all the chaos in your life became quieter for a little while.
it was beautiful and reassuring in a way you could never properly explain. for james, however, the moon meant something entirely different.
where you saw beauty, he saw pain. where you found peace, he found fear. every full moon brought suffering, dread, and memories no one should have to carry, and instead of simply admiring its light, he was forced to endure transformations that left both physical and emotional scars behind.you felt guilty sometimes for how much comfort the moon gave you when it caused someone you cared about so much pain. you did not know how james managed to endure it month after month, year after year, without completely breaking apart. the thought alone made your chest ache.
suddenly, something wet brushed against your cheek.you let out an undignified scream and nearly launched yourself off the ground before spinning around in alarm. the panic disappeared almost immediately when you found yourself staring into a familiar pair of dark eyes. standing beside you was a golden retriever whose tail was already wagging happily.“goldie!” you gasped, pressing a hand against your chest as relief flooded through you.
goldie tilted his head innocently as though he had absolutely no idea why you had reacted that way. you had been seeing him around the grounds for nearly three years now, usually during nights when you slipped outside to clear your head. despite wandering around hogwarts after curfew, he was always clean, healthy, and well fed, which had convinced you long ago that someone must have secretly brought him into the castle. dogs were not allowed at hogwarts, but clearly nobody had informed goldie of that rule.
“hey, cutie.” you cooed immediately, your bad mood disappearing the second he approached. he padded closer before resting his head on your thigh and gazing up at you with eyes so impossibly adorable that your heart practically melted. “awh, did you miss me?” you asked softly.
goldie responded with a quiet whine.you groaned dramatically and pressed a hand over your face. “oh, stop doing that, goldie. you know it makes me feel bad.”
another whine escaped him.your shoulders slumped in defeat. “oh my god, fine. come here.”
the moment you leaned back against the nearby tree, goldie wasted absolutely no time. he climbed directly into your lap and practically collapsed on top of you, burying his face against your neck with a content sigh. the force of his weight nearly knocked the air from your lungs.“sometimes you act like a freaking human or something.” you complained while gently scratching behind his ears. “also, you’re really heavy. holy shit.”
despite your complaints, your fingers continued moving through his soft fur while goldie remained perfectly content where he was. eventually he lifted his head just enough to look up at you, and before you could react, he licked your cheek enthusiastically.you laughed despite yourself. “you’re not an animagus, right? because that would be kind of weird. i’d sue you.”
for a brief moment, goldie seemed strangely frozen.you smiled softly and shook your head. “of course you don’t know what that means. you’re just a cute little dog.”
leaning forward, you pressed a gentle kiss against his snout.goldie immediately let out another soft whine.“i told you to stop doing that,” you scolded while nudging him lightly.this time he did not respond. instead, he simply snuggled closer against you, looking entirely too comfortable.“don’t fall asleep.” you muttered. “i have to go back up soon.”
when you looked down a few moments later, his eyes were already closed.you sighed and reached into your pocket before pulling out the remains of a sandwich you had saved from dinner. carefully unwrapping it, you held it beneath his nose and waited. for several seconds nothing happened, and then suddenly goldie’s eyes flew open as though someone had cast a revival charm on him.“there you are.”his tail wagged furiously as you fed him the sandwich piece by piece until nothing remained. once he finished, you pushed yourself to your feet and stretched your sore muscles, knowing you could not avoid sleep forever.
almost immediately, goldie began whining again.your heart weakened instantly.“oh, come on.” you complained softly. “you know i have to sleep too. i’ll come back tomorrow.”
the whining continued.you crouched down in front of him and gently cupped his face between your hands before pressing one final kiss against his snout. “goodnight, goldie.”
his ears drooped dramatically as though you had personally broken his heart.forcing yourself not to laugh, you stood up and began walking back toward the castle. behind you, goldie remained exactly where he was, watching your retreating figure until you disappeared through the darkness, and only once you were completely gone did the golden retriever lower himself onto the grass with a long sigh that sounded suspiciously human.
a few days later, the full moon was drawing closer, and as always, you found yourself worrying about james more than he probably wanted you to. every year the signs appeared days before the transformation itself, and every year you hated seeing them. no matter how much time passed, no matter how many years he endured it, there was never a point where it became easier to watch. knowing that someone as kind as james had to go through that every month felt deeply unfair.
your arms were filled with enough snacks to feed an entire study group as you hurried into the great hall. several students glanced at the ridiculous amount of food you were carrying, but you ignored them completely while searching for a familiar face. it did not take long before you spotted james sitting at one of the tables with a book open in front of him, completely absorbed in whatever he was reading.
you immediately made your way over to him, and the closer you got, the more obvious the changes became. the scars scattered across his face looked noticeably redder than usual, as though they had suddenly become irritated overnight. his skin appeared pale beneath the floating candlelight, and dark circles rested beneath his eyes despite the fact that he had probably slept more than most students. the approaching full moon always affected him long before it actually arrived.
dropping the pile of supplies onto the table, you startled him badly enough that he nearly jumped out of his seat. his eyes widened before he relaxed upon seeing you standing there.
“hey.” you said as you slid onto the bench beside him, slightly breathless from carrying everything across the castle. “it’s the first full moon of the school year, so i thought i’d get you some stuff.”
james blinked before glancing down at the collection of snacks, chocolates, and supplies spread across the table. a small smile immediately appeared on his face as he picked up one of the boxes. “painkillers? you know we have magic for that, right?”
your face instantly turned red.
“i’m sorry.” you groaned, lowering your head into your hands. “i can’t believe i’ve known about being a witch for seven years and i still somehow forget that magic can solve almost everything.”
james laughed softly.
“don’t apologize, y/n. honestly, i appreciate the thought more than anything else.” he reached for one of the chocolate bars and smiled even wider. “and thank you for these. you got me my favorites.”
you shrugged casually, though the smile on his face made the effort feel worth it.
“of course i did. you know i’ve got your back, james.”
for a moment, he simply stared at you.
the smile on his face faded slightly, replaced by something quieter. “you don’t have to do these things for me,” he said softly. “i mean, at the end of the day, i’m still a monster.”
your expression hardened immediately.
“don’t.”
james blinked.
“seriously, stop saying that.” your voice had become much firmer than before. “it genuinely annoys me every time i hear it. you turn into a giant furball for a few hours once a month. that doesn’t change anything. the most important thing is that you stay the person you are right now. you stay kind, thoughtful, funny, and sweet. that’s what matters to me, and that’s what matters to your friends and family. stop calling yourself that word, james. seriously.”
the silence that followed seemed unusually heavy.
james stared at you in complete shock, clearly not expecting the speech.
only then did you finally notice that he was not the only one looking at you.
slowly, you turned your head.
keonho was sitting right beside you.
you had been so focused on james that you had not even noticed his presence, but now that you did, you almost wished you hadn’t. keonho was staring at you with an expression you had never seen before, his eyes wide and impossibly soft as though he had just witnessed something incredible.
it looked suspiciously similar to the way people stared at shooting stars.
your stomach immediately flipped.
what the hell.
why was he looking at you like that?
more importantly, why was your heart suddenly beating faster?
his eyes somehow looked even bigger than usual, giving him an almost puppy-like appearance, while his lips were slightly parted as he continued staring at you without blinking. there was something so painfully sincere about the look on his face that it made your ears start burning.
he looked…
cute.
your eyes widened.
what the fuck were you thinking?
you immediately shot to your feet so quickly that your leg caught against the bench.
“my love, wait!” keonho shouted.
the entire great hall turned to look.
you did not care.
without another word, you spun around and practically sprinted toward the exit.
“no! leave me alone!” you yelled while running.
behind you came the sound of hurried footsteps.
“just give me one chance, i swear!” keonho shouted while chasing after you through the hall. “i’ll love you like nobody else!”
“stop saying things like that!”
“never!”
students jumped out of the way as the two of you raced through the castle, completely ignoring the dozens of confused looks following your path. several younger students seemed concerned, while a few older ones openly laughed as they watched the familiar spectacle disappear around a corner.
back inside the great hall, james watched the chaos unfold for several seconds before calmly picking up his book again.
a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth as he opened it. “idiots in love.” he muttered quietly to himself.
despite his words, he looked happier than he had all week.
the next few days passed in a blur of assignments, prefect duties, and constant worrying. although james had insisted countless times that he would be fine, you still found yourself keeping an eye on him whenever possible. thankfully, he was surrounded by people who cared about him just as much as you did. juhoon, martin, seonghyeon, and especially keonho never seemed to leave him alone for long, which at least allowed you to relax a little.
you were on your way to transfiguration one morning when a familiar voice suddenly caught your attention. out of pure instinct, you looked up before your brain even had time to process whose voice it was. the second your eyes landed on keonho, you immediately regretted it.
he was crouched down in the middle of the corridor, speaking to a tiny first year girl who looked like she had been crying. tears still clung to her eyelashes while she nervously twisted the sleeves of her robes, and although you could not hear exactly what they were saying from where you stood, you could tell keonho was trying to comfort her. his voice was soft, his posture relaxed, and his expression was so gentle that it barely even looked like the same annoying idiot who spent half his life chasing after you.
without realizing it, you stopped walking.
your eyes remained fixed on him as you watched the interaction unfold. keonho smiled warmly at the little girl while listening to whatever problem she was explaining, and something about the sight made that strange feeling return to your stomach. it was the same feeling that had appeared in the great hall a few days ago, and it was becoming increasingly difficult to ignore.
his smile looked different when he was talking to younger students.
softer.
warmer.
cuter.
you immediately hated that thought.
before you could stop yourself from staring any longer, two figures suddenly appeared beside you.
“see that, wonwon?” yoonchae asked dramatically. “our little y/n is falling in love.”
the smile that had unknowingly begun forming on your face vanished so quickly it was almost impressive.
you immediately resumed walking.
“i’m not falling in love.” you muttered.
“oh, but your smile said otherwise.” wonhee replied innocently. “honestly, i wish someone smiled at me the way you just smiled when you saw keonho.”
“i wasn’t smiling.”
both girls exchanged a look. it was the kind of look that instantly made you nervous.
“oh, come on, y/n.” yoonchae said. “just admit you’re finally realizing that you like him.”
you stopped walking so abruptly that several students nearly walked into you.
the crowded corridor continued moving around you while your brain completely short-circuited.
then, without warning, you let out a loud scream of frustration, ignoring the way several students seemed startled.
before either of your friends could react, you spun around and sprinted away.
the sound of their laughter echoed through the hallway immediately.
“now the next step is kissing!” wonhee shouted after you.
yoonchae laughed so hard she nearly tripped over her own feet. “after kissing, you have to get married and have children!”
“i don’t like ahn keonho!” you screamed while running.
at this point, half the corridor had stopped to watch.
“that’s what they all say!”
“shut up!”
covering your ears, you somehow managed to run even faster. eventually, salvation appeared in the form of the prefects’ bathroom entrance. without hesitating, you rushed forward, rattled off the password, and slipped inside just before the portrait closed behind you.
silence, finally.
you leaned against the wall for several seconds before beginning to pace.
“what the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck.” you muttered repeatedly.
your hands moved through your hair while you walked circles around the bathroom.
“i like ahn keonho? do i like ahn keonho? am i actually losing my mind? he’s so annoying. he’s literally the most annoying person i’ve ever met. why would i like ahn keonho?”
you continued pacing.
“there are billions of people in the world. why ahn keonho?”
the universe, unfortunately, chose that exact moment to embarrass you further.
one of the bathroom doors suddenly opened.
you froze.
standing there were juhoon, martin, and a very pale looking james.
all four of you stared at each other.
you were breathing heavily with your hands on your hips.
martin looked delighted.
james looked tired.
juhoon looked like he wanted to disappear.
the silence stretched for several painful seconds.
finally, you accepted your fate. “martin.” you said slowly. “why the hell are you even in the prefects bathroom right now? last time i checked, you’re not a freaking prefect.”
martin awkwardly scratched the back of his neck.
“uh…” he glanced between you and the other boys. “i got permission from keonho?”
immediately, your entire posture straightened. “do not speak of that name.”
martin’s eyes lit up. it was the exact expression people got right before making terrible decisions.
“why?” he asked, already grinning. “does little y/n have a little crush on little keonho?”
silence immediately followed after that.
james closed his eyes while juhoon sighed loudly.
martin realized his mistake approximately half a second too late.
a few minutes later, students throughout the castle were treated to the unusual sight of martin sprinting through the corridors for his life while laughing so hard he could barely breathe. behind him, you chased him at full speed with murder in your eyes, loudly threatening his existence while he continued making increasingly ridiculous comments about weddings, romance, and future children.
“i’m going to kill you!”
“i’ll be best man at the wedding!”
“martin!”
martin’s laughter echoed through the castle as he rounded another corner.
at seven in the morning, you pushed open the doors of the hospital wing and stepped inside with tired eyes and aching limbs. after staying awake the entire night, everything felt slightly slower than usual, and your body desperately wanted sleep. despite that, this had become a routine over the years. every month after a full moon, you always found yourself making your way to the hospital wing before doing anything else.
it did not take long to spot james lying in one of the beds near the windows. the morning sunlight spilled across the white sheets surrounding him while his chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm. he was still asleep, thankfully. carefully, you walked over and placed a bottle of chocolate milk onto the bedside drawer, followed by several chocolate bars and a short handwritten letter you had scribbled sometime around four in the morning when sleep had clearly abandoned you.
the sound of footsteps drew your attention toward the entrance. madame pomfrey entered carrying several bottles of potion before immediately noticing your presence. unlike most professors, she did not seem remotely surprised to find you standing beside james’s bed so early in the morning.
“hey, poppy.” you greeted with a tired smile.
“good morning, miss y/n,” she replied warmly. “the boys only left about thirty minutes ago. poor things. they never sleep when james transforms. every month they stay awake all night waiting for him.”
you hummed quietly in response while your eyes remained fixed on james. there were a few fresh scratches visible across his face, but they looked small enough that a handful of healing spells would likely erase them completely. compared to some of the injuries he had come back with in previous years, this was practically nothing.
“well, i brought his milk.” you said softly. “i couldn’t sleep either. i pulled an all nighter, so i’m probably going to collapse the second i get back to my dorm.”
madame pomfrey smiled knowingly.
“well, you’re lucky it’s sunday.”
“very lucky.” you agreed.
for a moment, you simply stood there looking at james. despite everything he endured, despite the pain and exhaustion that always followed a transformation, there was something comforting about seeing him resting peacefully afterward. eventually, you stepped away from the bed and offered madame pomfrey one final smile.
“i’ll see you later, poppy.”
“get some sleep, miss y/n.”
you promised that you would before finally leaving the hospital wing.
outside, however, your plans were immediately interrupted.
sitting patiently near the doorway was a familiar golden retriever.
the second goldie spotted you, his tail began wagging so enthusiastically that his entire body seemed to shake. a happy huff escaped him before he bounded toward you without hesitation.
“goldie!” you laughed.
dropping to your knees, you opened your arms just in time for him to crash directly into them. you wrapped your arms around his neck and hugged him tightly while he buried his face against your shoulder.
“hey there, cutie.” you murmured.
goldie let out a pleased whine.
“wanna come to my room?” you asked sleepily. “i could really use an extra teddy bear right now.”
another whine escaped him.
you rolled your eyes fondly. “i’ll take that as a yes.”
the castle corridors were mostly empty at this hour, which made sneaking back to your dormitory significantly easier. after making sure not to wake either wonhee or yoonchae, you quietly slipped inside and carefully shut the door behind you.
goldie immediately trotted toward your bed as though he owned the place.
you blinked.
“well, somebody has a great memory.”
considering he had not been inside your dormitory since the previous school year, his confidence was surprisingly impressive.
while you changed into your pajamas, goldie climbed onto the mattress and settled himself comfortably among your blankets. you completely missed the way he buried his face into your pillow while you changed.
too exhausted to question anything, you simply climbed into bed beside him.
the second your head touched the pillow, you wrapped your arms around goldie and pulled him against your chest. he settled beside you immediately while you draped the blanket over both of you, creating a warm little cocoon that made leaving bed later seem impossible.
sleep began pulling at you almost instantly. “you know…” you mumbled drowsily.
goldie lifted his head slightly.
“keonho reminds me of you.”
his entire body went still. completely oblivious, you continued speaking.
“it’s weird. you kind of have the same eyes or something. i don’t know, but i dont like it.”
goldie remained silent while you yawned. “it’s honestly really strange.”
your words were beginning to slur together as exhaustion finally caught up with you.
for several moments, neither of you spoke, then the thoughts you had spent weeks trying to avoid finally slipped free.
“i shouldn’t have fallen for keonho.”
beneath your arm, goldie froze.
you did not notice. “i should tell him, though. it’s not fair to him if i don’t.”
your eyes were already drifting closed. “but i’m scared.” the confession came out so quietly that it was almost a whisper.
“what if it was all a joke?”
goldie’s ears twitched.
“what if he never actually liked me all these years and he was only teasing me?”
your voice grew softer. “i know it sounds stupid.”
sleep continued dragging you further away. “i realized something recently. i didn’t start liking him now.”
your fingers absentmindedly threaded through the fur around goldie’s neck.
“i think i’ve always liked him.” the words barely left your lips. “i just didn’t want to become another victim of their stupid pranks or whatever…”
your sentence slowly trailed off.
a few moments later, your breathing became slow and steady as sleep finally claimed you.
silence settled across the dormitory.
goldie remained perfectly still beneath your arm. for a very long time, he simply stared at your sleeping face.
then, very carefully, he moved closer and rested his head against yours.
if dogs could cry, he probably would have.
because after seven years of chasing after you, seven years of rejection, teasing, arguments, and impossible hope, keonho had finally heard the words he had dreamed about for almost half his life.
when you finally woke up again, the room was completely dark.
for several seconds, you simply stared at the ceiling in confusion while trying to remember where you were. your head felt heavy, your limbs felt stiff, and it took an embarrassing amount of time before your brain finally started functioning properly again. slowly lifting your wrist, you checked your watch.
8:34 pm.
you immediately sat upright.
“bloody hell.”
the entire day had disappeared.
goldie was nowhere to be seen, and judging by the empty beds surrounding you, wonhee and yoonchae had left hours ago. after rubbing the sleep from your eyes, you forced yourself out of bed and got ready as quickly as possible despite the headache pounding behind your eyes.
it did not take long before you found yourself walking into the hospital wing.
the moment you entered, you spotted everyone gathered around james’s bed. juhoon, martin, seonghyeon, yoonchae, and wonhee were all scattered around the room while james sat upright against his pillows looking significantly better than he had that morning.
your relief was immediate.
however, you noticed something else almost instantly.
someone was missing.
“hey, where’s keonho?” you asked as you sat down near james’s feet.
the room suddenly became suspiciously quiet.
everyone exchanged looks with each other.
you narrowed your eyes.
“he’s not feeling well,” juhoon finally replied. “he’s back in the dorm.”
you nodded slowly. for some reason, the answer left an uncomfortable feeling sitting in your chest.
“seriously, james.” yoonchae said while crossing her arms. “you need to get this checked out. it’s honestly ridiculous that you get sick every single month.”
wonhee immediately nodded. “she’s right. every single month something happens.”
you leaned back slightly.
a familiar feeling of dread settled over you. you had almost forgotten that neither girl knew the truth.
james visibly stiffened. his fingers tightened around the blanket while his eyes dropped toward his lap. everyone else immediately noticed the tension as well, but nobody spoke.
“it’s nothing,” james said quietly after a moment. “really. don’t worry about me.”
the girls remained silent for a few moments, then wonhee sighed.
“why won’t you tell us?”
james froze.
“what?”
“you heard me.” wonhee replied. “do you really think that after seven years we haven’t noticed something strange?”
the color immediately drained from james’s face. you could practically see the panic settle into his expression.
“wonhee…” he whispered.
“every month you disappear.” yoonchae continued softly. “every month you’re injured, exhausted, or sick afterwards. everyone always avoids talking about it. we’ve noticed for years.”
james stared at them. his breathing became uneven.
for several moments nobody spoke, then suddenly his eyes filled with tears. the sight immediately made your chest ache.
“i didn’t want you to know.” james admitted quietly. his voice cracked. “i didn’t want any of you to know.”
a tear slipped down his cheek before he quickly wiped it away.
“james…” you whispered.
he shook his head. “because what if you looked at me differently?” he asked. “what if you were scared of me?”
another tear followed the first. “i know you all care about me, and that’s exactly why i never wanted to tell you.”
the room remained completely silent.
james lowered his head. “i’m a monster.”
immediately, several people groaned.
“james.”
“not this again.”
“seriously?”
he ignored them. “i am.” he continued quietly. “every month i turn into something horrible. every month you all have to worry about me. you bring me food. you stay awake all night. you look after me when i’m hurt.”
his voice trembled. “and i don’t deserve any of it.”
you immediately stood up.
“james.”
“no, let me finish.”
more tears slipped down his face. “i have the nicest friends anyone could ask for, and i spend half my time wondering why you’re still here.”
that finally broke everyone’s patience.
“because we love you, idiot.” martin said immediately.
james blinked. “what?”
“you’re literally one of the nicest people i’ve ever met.” yoonchae added.
“you helped me study for three straight weeks before my exams.” wonhee said. “do you know how painful that was?”
a small laugh escaped the room.
“you helped me learn how to ride my broom.” seonghyeon added.
“you taught me how to survive potions.” martin said.
“you’ve always been there for everyone.”juhoon said quietly.
james looked completely overwhelmed.
then you stepped closer. “james, listen to me.”
he looked up.
“being a werewolf doesn’t change who you are.”
your voice remained firm. “you’re still james. you’re still kind. you’re still thoughtful. you’re still the same person who gives people chocolate when they’re sad and stays up helping younger students with homework.”
his eyes immediately watered again.
“and if you think we’re going to stop caring about you because of something you can’t control, then you’re honestly an idiot.”
that finally made him laugh.
the tension in the room slowly disappeared. eventually, james relaxed back against his pillows while everyone continued talking around him. although his eyes remained red, he looked lighter somehow.
like he had finally put down a weight he’d been carrying for years.
hours later, madame pomfrey finally reached the end of her patience. “out.” she ordered.
everyone immediately obeyed.
once outside the hospital wing, you all gathered in the corridor.
“you guys go ahead.” you said.
everyone turned toward you.
“this late?” seonghyeon asked.
you nodded. “i have something to do.”
nobody questioned it further. after saying your goodbyes, you headed in the opposite direction.
roughly thirty minutes later, you found yourself climbing the final staircase leading to the astronomy tower.
the night air greeted you immediately.
as soon as you stepped inside, you noticed someone standing near the railing with his back facing you.
you recognized him instantly. the realization alone made your stomach flutter.
for a brief moment, you considered turning around.
wasn’t he supposed to be in his dorm?
then he moved.
keonho turned his head. the second he spotted you, a small smile appeared on his face.
your heart betrayed you immediately.
that stupid smile.
that wonderful smile.
“keep me company?” he asked.
you sighed. despite yourself, your feet carried you toward him. eventually you stopped beside the railing, standing shoulder to shoulder beneath the stars.
“why weren’t you at the hospital wing?” you asked.
keonho shrugged slightly. “i was there for a few hours.” his eyes remained fixed on the sky. “i just needed some time to clear my head.”
you nodded slowly.
silence settled between you. for once, it wasn’t uncomfortable. it was peaceful.
eventually, you looked over at him. that turned out to be a mistake.
the moonlight illuminated his face while he stared upward, and for a moment all you could think about was how unfairly handsome he looked.
your heart skipped.
then he turned toward you.
suddenly, you were both staring at each other.
neither of you looked away.
“will you go to hogsmeade with me on saturday?”
your brain stopped functioning as you stared at him, your ears immediately turning red. unable to handle his gaze, you looked away.
beside you, keonho sighed. the disappointment in his expression was immediate. he clearly thought he was about to be rejected again.
“i mean…” you muttered.
his attention snapped back toward you.
“i guess?”
there was silence for a moment, then keonho’s eyes widened so much they looked ready to fall out.
“what?!” he shouted.
you immediately rolled your eyes. “don’t make it weird.”
then you turned and began walking away.
behind you came hurried footsteps.
“wait!”
you groaned.
“y/n!”
“stop shouting!”
“you said yes!”
“no i didn’t.”
“you said yes!”
before you knew it, you were running through the corridors while keonho chased after you.
the difference this time was impossible to ignore. usually, whenever you ran from him, you were annoyed. usually, you were yelling. usually, you wanted him to leave you alone.
this time, however, none of that was true.
because as you ran through the castle halls with laughter threatening to escape your lips, a smile spread across your face. and for the first time in seven years, you didn’t want him to stop following you.
the next week passed so quickly that it almost felt unreal. after finally admitting to yourself that you liked keonho and somehow agreeing to go to hogsmeade with him, everything seemed to move at twice its normal speed. the moment you told wonhee and yoonchae what had happened, they completely lost their minds. both girls had immediately started screaming, jumping on their beds, and hugging each other as though they had personally achieved world peace, while you sat there laughing so hard your stomach hurt. despite all your embarrassment, seeing how happy they were made you feel strangely warm inside.
what surprised you most, however, was how naturally things seemed to fall into place afterward. you and keonho had always been around each other, but now it felt different somehow. breakfast, lunch, and dinner usually ended with the two of you sitting side by side while talking about absolutely everything and absolutely nothing at the same time. during classes, you somehow always ended up sharing a desk, and when everyone gathered in the common room at night, the two of you naturally gravitated toward the same couch while the others caused chaos around you. it was strange how quickly he had become such a normal part of your daily life.
before you knew it, saturday had finally arrived. instead of enjoying the morning like a normal person, you spent nearly two hours stressing over every possible detail. you changed your clothes multiple times, redid your hair more often than necessary, and spent an embarrassing amount of time staring at yourself in the mirror while questioning every decision you had made. by the time you were finally satisfied enough to leave your dormitory, your nerves were practically eating you alive.
the moment you descended the common room stairs, you immediately spotted keonho waiting near the bottom. he looked just as nervous as you felt, which somehow made you feel slightly better. your eyes immediately drifted over his outfit, and your stomach performed an uncomfortable little flip. he was wearing a pair of loose blue jeans along with a sweater and a black leather jacket, and somehow the combination suited him so perfectly that it almost annoyed you.
then you noticed the flowers.
keonho was holding a bouquet carefully in both hands, and the second he realized you had seen them, his face turned slightly pink. “i know you only like blue things, so…” he began awkwardly. “i used magic to change the color.”
your eyes widened as you looked down at the flowers. they were blue lilies, their petals vibrant beneath the common room lighting. they were beautiful, and somehow the fact that he had remembered your favorite color made them even more special. “thank you,” you murmured softly while accepting them. “they’re beautiful.” immediately, you lifted them closer to your face and pretended to smell them purely to hide how red your cheeks had become.
“give me a second,” you said quickly. “i should probably find a vase before we leave.”
before you could take more than a step, keonho awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck. “they don’t actually need water.” he admitted. “i kind of used magic so they never die.”
for a moment, neither of you spoke.
you stared at him as he stared at the floor. both of your faces somehow became even redder.
“oh.” you finally managed. “that’s… really thoughtful.”
keonho looked like he wanted the ground to swallow him whole.
“thank you, keonho.” you stood there for another second before your brain completely gave up functioning. “just give me a moment.” you blurted out before turning around and sprinting back up the stairs.
a minute later, you burst into your dormitory so dramatically that both wonhee and yoonchae nearly fell off their beds. before either of them could ask what was wrong, you shoved the bouquet directly into their faces.
“guys, look!”
the second they saw the flowers, chaos erupted.
“he got you flowers?!” yoonchae shrieked.
“they’re blue lilies!” wonhee screamed.
“he used magic to dye them!” you practically shouted. “and he enchanted them so they’ll never die!”
the room immediately dissolved into screaming.
all three of you were jumping around within seconds, and if anyone had walked into the dormitory at that exact moment, they probably would have assumed someone had won the lottery.
“okay, i have to go!” you announced suddenly.
carefully placing the bouquet into wonhee’s arms, you pointed at her dramatically. “keep these safe.”
wonhee clutched the flowers against her chest as though they were a newborn child.
satisfied, you immediately ran back downstairs.
keonho was waiting exactly where you had left him. “sorry.” you said, slightly breathless. “we can go now.”
his smile appeared instantly. it was impossible not to smile back. without saying anything else, he held out his hand.
you looked down at it for a moment before slipping your fingers into his. almost immediately, he intertwined them with yours, and neither of you acknowledged the way your faces warmed.
together, you began walking toward the carriages waiting outside.
students stared. a lot.
you both pretended not to notice.
after a while, keonho glanced down at your outfit before letting out a soft laugh. “we’re matching.”
you blinked. looking down at yourself, you finally noticed it.
your outfit was almost identical. you were wearing bootcut jeans paired with a sweater and a leather jacket, and somehow you had both chosen nearly the same colors without discussing it beforehand.
the realization immediately made your face heat up. “that’s cute.” you murmured shyly.
beside you, keonho nodded.
he quickly looked away, clearly trying to hide the pink tint spreading across his cheeks.
hogsmeade with keonho ended up being far more enjoyable than you had expected. despite spending years arguing with him, avoiding him, and occasionally threatening his existence, you found yourself laughing almost nonstop throughout the entire trip. somehow every conversation turned ridiculous within minutes, and every attempt at acting normal lasted approximately thirty seconds before one of you said something stupid. by the time you reached honeydukes, your cheeks already hurt from smiling so much.
the two of you spent nearly an hour wandering through the colorful aisles while examining every sweet imaginable. whenever you picked something up, keonho immediately insisted on buying it for you, and whenever he tried to grab something for himself, you stubbornly insisted on doing the same. eventually you both gave up arguing and simply started throwing random sweets into your baskets while laughing at increasingly ridiculous packaging. by the time you left the shop, you were carrying enough sugar to sustain a small army.
afterward, you decided there was one place in hogsmeade you absolutely had to see for yourself. despite keonho’s immediate protests, you dragged him directly toward madam puddifoot’s tea shop out of pure curiosity. the second you stepped through the door, both of you froze. pink decorations covered nearly every available surface, heart-shaped ornaments hung from the ceiling, and the entire place looked as though someone had attempted to weaponize romance. you stared at the room for several seconds before meeting keonho’s horrified gaze, and the next thing you knew, both of you were laughing so hard that people inside began staring.
keonho immediately grabbed your hand and dragged you back outside before either of you completely lost control. the moment the door closed behind you, your laughter only became worse. neither of you could stop picturing the aggressively romantic decorations, and every time one of you started calming down, the other would mention something from inside and send both of you into another fit of giggles.
eventually, after wandering around the village for a while longer, you settled inside the three broomsticks and ordered butterbeers. the warm atmosphere felt cozy after the chilly autumn air outside, and before long the two of you were comfortably talking while sipping your drinks. at some point you both lifted your mugs at exactly the same moment, taking matching drinks without realizing it.
when you lowered your butterbeer, keonho suddenly started laughing.
you blinked in confusion. “what?”
he pointed toward your face while struggling not to grin. “you have some...”
before you could react, he reached forward and gently wiped the froth from your upper lip.
your face immediately warmed. “you too.”you shot back before quickly doing the exact same thing to him.
for a moment, neither of you spoke.
then your eyes met.
seconds later, both of you dissolved into helpless laughter once again.
hidden several tables away, four familiar idiots were witnessing the entire thing unfold.
“do they do anything besides giggle?” james asked while watching the scene with complete disbelief.
“seriously.” juhoon agreed while shaking his head.
“we’ve got giggle and shits over there.”seonghyeon muttered.
martin immediately burst into loud laughter. all three boys instantly shushed him before he could attract attention.
roughly an hour later, you and keonho finally left the three broomsticks and continued wandering through the village while holding hands. neither of you seemed particularly concerned about where you were going, and eventually your conversation drifted into random topics that had absolutely nothing to do with anything. the comfortable atmosphere between you felt so natural that you almost forgot how impossible this situation would have seemed only a month ago.
then suddenly, you stopped walking.
keonho nearly walked straight into you. “what’s wrong?” he asked.
instead of answering, you simply stared ahead. confused, keonho followed your gaze.
the second he saw what you were looking at, all color immediately drained from his face.
standing in the middle of the street were three animals. a greyhound, a fox, and a turtle sitting on top of the greyhound’s head.
all three were staring directly at you.
you tilted your head slightly. “what an odd little friend group.” you murmured.
beside you, keonho looked moments away from having a nervous breakdown. “yup.”he replied weakly.
his eyes narrowed into a glare directed entirely at the animals. the greyhound glared back.
before the silent battle could continue any longer, the sound of hurried footsteps echoed from nearby. moments later, james appeared beside you looking completely exhausted.
“sorry.” he panted while placing his hands on his knees. “my pets got away from me.”
you blinked. “your pets?”
“yes,” james replied immediately.
his smile looked slightly desperate.
keonho sighed dramatically. “james, i told you to control your stupid freaking pets.”
“i know, i’m sorry.” james straightened before turning toward the animals. “come on, guys.”
the fox immediately obeyed and trotted toward him.
the turtle remained perfectly still on the dog’s head, who refused to move.
keonho’s eye twitched. “move.”
the greyhound barked.
you looked between keonho and the dog awkwardly.
“it’s just a dog, keonho.”
“martin, move your ass!” james shouted from the distance.
immediately, the greyhound began walking away.
you stared after it.
then you slowly turned toward keonho.
“martin?”
keonho froze. “what?”
“why would he name a dog after martin?”
you could tell keonho was panicking because he looked ready to jump off a cliff.
“he just loves martin that much.”
you nodded slowly. “okay.”
awkward silence consumed you two for a little while.
“but why does he have so many random pets?” you continued. “where did he even find them?”
keonho sighed heavily. “forget about it.”
“why?”
“because james has always been weird.”
“fair enough.”
you simply smiled and followed after keonho, completely unaware that you had come dangerously close to uncovering one of the biggest secrets your friends had spent years protecting.
you and keonho wandered through hogsmeade with your fingers intertwined, neither of you paying much attention to where your feet were carrying you. the village had begun to quiet down as evening approached, and the golden light of the setting sun washed over everything around you. shop windows glowed warmly, the cobblestone streets seemed dipped in honey, and the distant hills surrounding the village looked almost magical beneath the fading sunlight.
for a while, neither of you spoke very much. somehow the silence felt comfortable rather than awkward, and every now and then you caught keonho looking at you before immediately glancing away. eventually, you noticed he had become strangely quiet, and before you could ask what was wrong, he suddenly stopped walking altogether.
you barely had time to react before he gently pulled on your hand.
your attention immediately snapped toward him.
the smile that had been resting on his face all day had disappeared, replaced by something much more serious.
for a few moments, neither of you spoke.
then keonho took a deep breath.
“y/n, before anything else, there’s something i’ve wanted to tell you for a very long time.” he said quietly, his voice lacking its usual playful tone. “and i need you to listen to all of it before you interrupt me, because if you interrupt me, i’ll probably lose my nerve and throw myself off a cliff.”
despite your nerves, a laugh escaped you.
keonho smiled briefly before continuing.
“none of this was ever a joke to me.” he said. “not once. not for a single second. i know you’ve spent years thinking i was teasing you or trying to prank you, and honestly, i don’t blame you for thinking that. me, seonghyeon, and martin have the combined maturity of three kneazles fighting over a sock.”
you snorted.
“but i’m serious, y/n. i was always serious.”
the amusement slowly disappeared from your face.
“i never chased after you because i wanted to embarrass you. i never asked you out because i thought it was funny. i never followed you around because i wanted attention. i did all those things because i genuinely liked you, and every year i convinced myself that maybe this would finally be the year you’d give me a chance.”
his grip on your hand tightened slightly.
“you know what the funny part is? i don’t even remember exactly when i fell in love with you because it happened so quickly. i remember seeing you for the first time on platform nine and three quarters during first year, and i remember thinking you looked really pretty. then we got sorted into the same house, and i spent the entire first month trying to find excuses to talk to you.”
a small smile appeared on his face.
“you insulted me within ten minutes.”
“to be fair, you deserved it.” you muttered.
“i absolutely deserved it,” keonho agreed.
his smile softened.
“but then i got to know you, and somehow that only made things worse. every year i liked you more. every year i noticed new things about you. i noticed how you always helped younger students when they were struggling, even when nobody asked you to. i noticed how you remembered everyone’s favorite snacks. i noticed how you always worried about james even when he pretended he was fine.”
his eyes never left yours. “i noticed everything.”
your throat tightened.
“i noticed how much you cared about people. i noticed how brave you were. i noticed how smart you were. i noticed how you always acted tough even when you were scared. and somewhere along the way, i stopped having a crush on you and just completely fell in love with you.”
you felt your eyes beginning to sting.
keonho swallowed nervously. “there were times when i thought about giving up,” he admitted. “especially after getting rejected for the hundredth time. every year i told myself i’d stop bothering you. every year i lasted about five minutes before deciding i was an idiot and trying again.”
a laugh escaped you through the tears threatening to form. “i know.”
“the thing is, even if you’d never liked me back, i still would’ve wanted you in my life. because you’re my favorite person, y/n.”
his voice became quieter. “and now somehow you’ve given me a chance.” his eyes shimmered slightly beneath the golden sunlight. “do you have any idea how happy that makes me?”
by now, your vision had become blurry.
keonho laughed softly. “i genuinely feel like the luckiest man alive right now. every morning i wake up and remember that you actually agreed to go out with me, and then i spend ten minutes wondering if i dreamed the whole thing.”
you laughed through your tears.
“you’re an idiot.”
“i know.” he smiled at you.
“but i’m your idiot.”
a tear slipped down your cheek.
keonho’s expression immediately softened. slowly, he lifted a hand and gently rested his palm against your face.
you leaned into the touch without thinking.
“thank you for giving me a chance.” he whispered.
then he leaned forward, and kissed you.
the world seemed to disappear.
the golden sky.
the village.
the distant sounds of people talking.
all of it faded away.
the only thing you could focus on was him. you kissed him back beneath the sunset, smiling against his lips while your heart felt far too big for your chest.
eventually, keonho pulled away.
for a few moments, he simply stared at you with so much adoration that it almost made you look away.
then, strangely, he began looking nervous.
suspiciously nervous.
“now that i’m sure you actually like me.” he said carefully, “can i show you something?”
you immediately narrowed your eyes. “depends.”
keonho swallowed. “on what?”
“on what you’re showing me.”
he looked away, which made you even more suspicious. “keonho.”
he sighed dramatically. “just close your eyes.”
you stared at him for several seconds before pointing at him.
“if this is something stupid, i’m pushing you off the astronomy tower next time we visit.”
“that’s fair.”
reluctantly, you closed your eyes. for several moments, there was only silence.
then you heard a bark.
your eyes immediately opened. sitting directly in front of you was a familiar golden retriever. beside him sat a pile of clothes.
your brain stopped working.
you looked at the dog.
then the clothes.
your eyes widened. “…keonho?”
goldie nodded.
you closed your eyes, pinched the bridge of your nose, and took a very deep breath.
“ahn keonho.”
the golden retriever visibly flinched.
“you better pray to godric that you’re a fast runner.”
goldie let out the most pathetic whimper imaginable, then he turned around and bolted.
immediately, you chased after him, cursing like a madwoman while keonho slash goldie.
“AHN KEONHO!”
the dog somehow ran even faster.
for several minutes you chased him across hogsmeade while cursing at him with increasing creativity. unfortunately, goldie happened to have four legs and the athletic ability of an escaped racehorse, which made catching him nearly impossible.
then suddenly, inspiration struck.
you stopped running, and goldie stopped too.
confused, he turned around. you smiled, but not a comforting smile.
immediately, you sprinted back toward the place where he had transformed.
goldie’s eyes widened.
sitting exactly where he had left them was the pile of clothing. you scooped everything into your arms.
horror slowly spread across the dog’s face.
“have fun getting back into the castle unnoticed, you piece of shit!” you shouted.
goldie let out a sound that was suspiciously close to human panic, then he started sprinting toward you.
you immediately screamed, and ran for your life.
the entire walk back to hogwarts consisted of one girl running away while carrying a very important pile of clothes, and one very desperate golden retriever chasing after her while desperately trying to preserve what little dignity he had left.
unfortunately for keonho, he had made the catastrophic mistake of revealing himself.
and now he was going to suffer for it.
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Black Ink & White Flowers
Pairing: Tattoo Artist!Taesan × Florist!Reader
Warnings: flirting, shy Taesan, physical proximity, awkward crush, soft romance, tattoo artist AU
Summary: Your quiet customer dressed in black keeps coming back to the flower shop for reasons that clearly have nothing to do with flowers and the more nervous Taesan gets around you, the harder it becomes not to fall for him too.
The first time you saw Taesan, you thought he looked way too intimidating to be inside a flower shop.
Everything about him clashed with the place. The black clothes, the tattoos covering his arms, the silver rings, the serious expression that seemed permanently stuck on his face. Even when he was just standing there looking at flowers, he still looked like someone who belonged more in a dark tattoo studio than somewhere filled with peonies and daisies.
And yet… he kept coming back.
Always alone.
Always quiet.
And always looking at you more than the flowers.
“What kind do you like the most?”
you asked one afternoon while arranging fresh bouquets near the counter.
Taesan looked up quickly, like he hadn’t expected you to talk to him so suddenly.
“Huh…?”
“The flowers,”
you repeated with a small smile.
“You come here a lot, so I thought you’d have favorites.”
For some reason, that seemed to make him nervous.
His eyes moved to the flowers in your hands, then back to you, then briefly to the floor.
Cute.
Way too cute for someone who looked like that.
“I don’t know much about flowers…”
he murmured.
You stepped a little closer, showing him a small bunch of white flowers.
“These are easy to take care of.”
Taesan looked at them carefully.
But every time you glanced up, he was already looking at you first.
And every time, he looked away just a second too late.
“What about these?”
he asked, pointing at another bouquet just to keep hearing you talk.
You ended up explaining way more about flowers than any normal customer would ever need to know.
And he listened to all of it.
Actually listened.
Quietly nodding, asking small questions every now and then, holding the bouquets carefully in his tattooed hands while looking at you like you were more interesting than anything else in the shop.
After that, you started expecting him a little.
Without really wanting to admit it.
You got used to seeing him walk through the door dressed all in black with that serious expression, only to turn completely shy whenever you smiled at him first.
And that was exactly why you didn’t expect what happened a few days later.
You were trying to drag large flower pots and heavy bags of soil into the shop by yourself, barely managing to move them across the floor outside.
“Just a little more…”
you muttered to yourself, trying to lift one.
But suddenly, the weight disappeared from your hands.
You blinked in confusion.
Taesan already had the bag thrown over his shoulder like it weighed nothing.
“What—?”
At first, he didn’t even look at you.
He simply carried everything inside carefully before coming back for the rest.
You could only stare after him, surprised.
When he finally returned for the last flower pot, he glanced up at you briefly.
And that’s when you noticed it.
His ears were completely red.
Like he had only just realized what he’d done.
“Why did I do that so impulsively?” he was probably thinking.
And honestly…
it was adorable.
Much more adorable than someone that intimidating had any right to be.
“Thank you,”
you said when he placed the last flower pot inside.
Taesan adjusted the sleeve over his hand, avoiding your eyes.
“It wasn’t that heavy.”
A lie.
A small laugh escaped you.
And this time, instead of stepping away or going back to work, you moved closer to him.
Close enough for him to look up again.
“Taesan.”
“Hm?”
“Do you want to go out with me?”
Silence.
Literal silence.
His eyes widened slightly.
Like his brain had completely stopped working for a second.
“…What?”
he asked quietly.
He didn’t look intimidating at all anymore.
Now he just looked like a completely nervous guy standing in front of the person he liked.
Your smile softened.
“A date,”
you repeated.
“With you.”
Taesan stared at you for a few more seconds before suddenly lowering his head, clearly trying to hide how red he’d gotten.
And even then, he nodded quickly.
Too quickly.
“Yes,”
he murmured almost immediately.
Then he looked back up at you again, still red all the way to his ears.
“Yes, I do.”
bouquet of flowers
— ahn keonho 𝜗౿
pairing. secret admirer ! ahn keonho x f ! reader
warnings + info. highschool au, fluff, mild cussing, reader is a bit awkward, shy keonho, 09 twins & 08 twins + reader are juniors while james is a senior.
synopsis. a bouquet of flowers are left on your desk like a trophy every day. you appreciated them, it actually made your day. there’s just one tiny problem, you don’t know who they’re from.
cherry’s note. some small cause we love keonho he’s so adorable im crine :( + just watched the new BTS interview and MY GOD HAVE I MISSED THEM </3! hyein (newjeans), rora (babymonster), ella (meovv) & yoonchae (katseye) mentioned!! no second part. divider credit!! @bhavihelps
wc. 2.4k words
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walking into class felt like a mystery, always wondering what type of flowers were going to be sitting on your desk. everybody in your class knew, they never asked questions after the first week it started happening.
they always got the same answer from you, "i don't know who left them, they didn't leave a note again."
you walk to your desk, already spotting the new bouquet of flowers. white roses, how romantic. you peek to your desk buddy who scrolled on his phone unbothered. after taking a seat, you tap his thigh.
"juhoon, quick question."
"shoot." he mumbled, not even looking up from his phone. "did you see who left the flowers?" you couldn't help but ask, even though deep down you already knew the answer.
it was the same answer you got everyday, "nope."
you sigh, shoulders slumping in disappointment. "they're gonna have to reveal themselves one day." you mumble, talking about your little secret admirer. "and they better make it quick."
you don't bother reacting to juhoon's stifled laugh.
in the cafeteria hours later, hyein stared at you with pity. "don't look at me like that," you mumble, picking at your untouched food. "it makes me feel like a loser."
"well, you look like one." she joked. you rolled your eyes, failing to keep a neutral expression. "it's just," you can't help the heavy exhale that left your lip-gloss covered lips. "it's so annoying. it's been going on since the beginning of the year."
"i would say put up a camera, but that'll never work. especially since we're at school.” hyein shrugged, stuffing her mouth with a nugget. "i wonder why it's taking them so long to fess up." you mutter, leaving hyein to shrug with a frown.
with your head in your hands, your eyes drift away from the only girl you pay attention to. you found yourself scanning the cafeteria tables around you, that were surrounded by teenage kids.
you spot yoonchae with her group. yoonchae talks to you during history class when the teacher isn't yapping his mouth off. now that you think of it, yoonchae knows everything that goes on in your school. mainly because yoonchae and her friends are everywhere, hearing drama from a student who heard it from another student.
"do you think yoonchae or her friend group know anything?" you ask hyein who shrugged. "maybe, those girls know everything. they congratulated me for recovering from the flu last week. how the fuck did they know i had the flu?" hyein said with food in her mouth. you gave her a look, making her give you a guilty look. "sorry.”
"i'm gonna go ask her. i'll be right back." hyein gave you a thumbs up with a smirk. when you reached yoonchae's table, the trio quickly quieted down at the sight of you. her friend, ella, gave you a teasing smile. "y/n, here to ask about your secret admirer?"
you frown, "uhm, yeah. how did you know?"
her other friend, rora, smirked. "why else would you be here?" she said while patting the spot next to her. you reluctantly sit, shoulders tense. "do you guys know who it is?”
yoonchae shook her head, "no, unfortunately. but we know who does." you perk up, "who? do i know them?" ella chuckled, "even better, you sit next to him everyday."
you frown once more, only one person coming to mind. "wait, are you talking about juhoon?" rora nodded, "that's the one."
"but he said he never sees the person who leaves the flowers."
"that's because he doesn't. juhoon leaves the flowers on behalf of your secret admirer." ella explained. you open your mouth, but nothing comes out. you felt a sense of betrayal in your chest. juhoon knows how much you've been wanting to know the person who leaves you a bouquet of flowers everyday.
"how do you know this?" was the only thing that could leave your mouth.
ella smirked, "my associate heard juhoon talking on the phone with your secret admirer. quote on quote saying, "i can't keep leaving flowers on her desk, i'm waking up 30 minutes early to get here before anybody else" he was obviously unaware that somebody heard him."
"need help confronting him? i have a good angry voice!" rora said with a wide smile. you gave her a awkward smile,
"uhm no, thanks. thank you guys, i'll see yall later." you said before standing up and quickly walking back to hyein who was already staring at you with raised eyebrows.
"i'm assuming you heard something you didn't like, but that's just a quick observation." she said with a chuckle as you sat down in front of her. "they said juhoon knows who my secret admirer is."
hyein's face filled with shock. "holy shit, are they sure?" you nodded, shoving a fry into your mouth. "somebody heard him on the phone, complaining about how he had to leave flowers on the behalf of my admirer.”
your best friend's mouth fell open, "and that bitch had the nerve to lie to your face, we need to beat his ass!"
you shook your head after rolling your eyes jokingly, "we're not beating anybody's ass. if anything he'd probably beat our ass. i'm just gonna talk to him." hyein perked up like a puppy wanting a treat. "i'm coming with you!"
"i regret coming with you." hyein groaned loudly, trying to get comfortable in the passenger seat of your car. "shh!" you whisper shouted, even though nobody could hear you.
you and hyein watched the school doors with an eye of an hawk, trying to spot juhoon.
you've been sitting in front of the school for almost three hours, waiting for juhoon to finish basketball practice.
"what if he already left and we missed him?"
you shook your head, "doubt it. he always leaves with james and his car is still here." you say, pointing at the senior's gray car that sat a couple of feet away from your own car.
hyein sat up, shaking your shoulder repeatedly. "he's coming out, let's go!" she said excitedly before opening the door. you follow quickly after her, catching james and juhoon's eye immediately.
"oh, hey girls." james said with a smile. you gave him a little wave before turning to juhoon. "we need to talk."
juhoon raised a brow at your non-sweet tone. "about what?" you give james a little side glance before turning back to the junior. "in private."
james pressed his lips together before turning to hyein, "let's take a walk i guess." hyein patted your back before following after james. juhoon walked closer to you, his brows frowned in confusion. "is something wrong?"
"i know you know, juhoon."
you could see the way he froze, the way his shoulders tense up before he shook his head. "know what?"
"stop playing dumb," you muttered annoyed. juhoon visibly gulped, you've never been mad at him. "you know who my secret admirer is."
he stayed silent for a couple seconds, a million thoughts running through his mind. juhoon looked away from your piercing gaze, contemplating his next words.
a heavy sigh left his lips, "fine, i know."
you gently slapped his shoulder, "juhoon! you know i've been wanting to figure out who this person is. i asked you everyday and you lied to me every time!"
"i know, i'm sorry y/n. truly. it's just.. he didn't want me to tell you." he said softly, not bothered by the hit he received.
"who?" you asked.
"i can't tell you." he whispered. you grabbed onto his shoulders, "juhoon, you'll be doing me a solid if you tell me who this person is. please? i won't say that i know, just.. tell me."
juhoon bit his lip nervously, but before he could answer, the front doors of the school opened, 3 figures walking outside right after.
you pull away from juhoon and turn, easily recognizing the boys that walked out as classmates from a couple of your classes.
the tall one with blonde hair, martin edwards. the one with the dimples, eom seonghyeon. and the shy quiet one that's always smiling, ahn keonho.
martin cleared his throat, sensing the tension. "everything good?" juhoon gave you a quick glance, "yeah, we're fine."
"are you okay?" keonho suddenly asked you. you nodded, eyes darting to hyein and james who was approaching the group.
"what were y'all talking about?" seonghyeon asked, looking between the both of y'all. juhoon shook his head, "homework."
"it looked pretty heated." keonho said, his eyes stuck on juhoon. you couldn't help but notice the look keonho was giving juhoon.
it was a nervous look, it almost looked like.. fear. for someone who's usually all smiley and joyful, he looked pretty serious. a sudden thought ran through your mind. what if he was scared juhoon spilled something?
nahhh, that wouldn't make sense. you and keonho barely talked. you could count with your fingers how many times yall have ever shared words (3 times in total). it truly wouldn't make sense for him to have any sort of feelings towards you. well, at least that's what you think.
"it was nothing important." you muttered out. "well, me and y/n are gonna get going." hyein said as she took ahold of your arm.
as hyein talked, you could see keonho staring at you from the corner of your eye. you shifted, your neck getting a bit warm. why was he staring at you? did you have something on your face?
"oh, where are you guys going?" keonho asked with a smile. he was cute, in a puppy kind of way. "oh uhm, my and y/n have to finish a project for ms.lee's class." hyein said.
seonghyeon nodded, "oh, well see you girls tomorrow." you both nodded, hyein getting ready to leave but before yall could leave, you pull juhoon to the side. "i'm serious ju, tell your little friend to stop leaving me flowers if they're gonna continue hiding behind you." you say.
you took notice of juhoon's nervous eyes, the way they quickly darted to keonho. it lasted for one second, but you saw it.
juhoon nodded, "alright, see you tomorrow."
"see you."
the drive to hyein's place was quiet. you couldn't help but think of all the signs that were there.
keonho's frightened stare, the look juhoon gave keonho, the way he was staring at you.
it all pointed back to him. ahn keonho.
"i can feel a headache coming, i want to punch juhoon in the ass." you grumble under your breath. hyein chuckled, shaking her head.
"you know i wasn't lying about that project, right? we seriously need to finish it or else ms. lee is gonna fail our asses." hyein said, making you whine.
"finee. we need to pick up ribbons to make it look presentable." you chuckled, turning the car into the local flower shop. they have the prettiest ribbons.
the bell above the door jingles as you and hyein walk in. and almost like it was fate, there he was.
ahn keonho.
how did he get here so quick? maybe james dropped him off? was the only thing you could think of when you saw him.
he's standing at the counter, holding a bouquet of orange tulips. you felt yourself freeze. nah, it had to be a coincidence. somehow he hasn't noticed you yet.
you feel hyein grab onto your arm, "no way, am i seeing this correctly?" she whisper shouted, but you couldn't find your voice to answer her.
keonho looked awkward at the register, digging into his pockets for cash. he looked so.. nervous. why was he nervous?
the elderly lady at the register gave him a soft, knowing smile. "ah young man, don't be so nervous. you've been buying flowers everyday like it's a mission. i'm sure who ever the lucky girl is will like you back."
your breath hitches.
he's been buying flowers everyday.
every. day.
now that, is not a coincidence.
you can feel your ears start to ring.
almost as if he sensed you, keonho froze up. quickly glancing towards the door and immediately locking eyes with you. it felt like everything stopped. you noticed the way his ears turned a rosy red along with his cheeks.
you felt like you couldn't move. not like you wanted to, honestly.
the cashier follows his gaze and gasps, "oh, is this the lucky girl?" keonho clears his throat, not answering and instead dropping the exact change on the counter. "thank you, mrs. kim."
hyein squeezed your arm so hard it hurt. "i knew it!" she hissed under her breath.
keonho turns towards the door, well, towards you. it almost looked like he was about to bolt. the way his eyes kept shifting around, looking for another exit maybe.
but instead, he stops in front of you. he won't look at you at first, keeping his eyes on the orange tulips instead of your dark, beautiful eyes.
"uhm.. i'm gonna go look at plants, or something." hyein quickly said, giving you a wink before disappearing behind an aisle. your gaze returns to keonho who is still keeping his eyes down.
before you could say anything, he speaks up. "these were going to be on your desk tomorrow." he said quietly. you almost wanted to coo out loud due to how red his cheeks were. your heart was beating so loud you're sure he could hear it.
"did you know? did juhoon tell you?" he asked, puppy eyes looking down at you. you shook your head, "nah, couldn't get him to break. but.. i did have a feeling."
he nodded, looking back down nervously. you shifted, deciding on your next step.
"why didn't you tell me?" you asked quietly. he stayed quiet for a second, before shrugging, one shoulder lifting. "i didn't think you'd want them.. from me."
your chest ached, hearing him so sad. you reach for the flowers, his fingers brushing yours. he almost pulled back, but you quickly grab onto his hand.
"i did want them from you," you say softly. "i do want them from you." his eyes flicker up to stare into yours, a look of disbelief painted on his face. "wait, really?"
you nodded, a soft look taking over your features when you felt his hand shake. "tomorrow, you won't have to make juhoon sneak them into my desk."
he blinks, clearly dumbfounded. "i won't?"
"no," you smirk a bit. "because you will give them to me yourself, face to face."
and for the first time since you entered the little flower shop, he smiled. so brightly that you couldn't help but copy him. "okay, i will. also.. how about i take you out friday night?"
you couldn't help but laugh a little, "deal."
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그리워 ft juhoon
sypnosis you and Juhoon broke up when you went to study abroad. No one knew you and him were a thing, not even when he became Cortis. It was a past you wanted to forget but to your dismay, your friend is a coer, and a very lucky one..infact
notes smau series, yearner jju, ur friend is a coer, swearing, idk another random shower thought fic HAHA ── divider by @/cursed-carmine & @/enchanthings
❝ ✎... note to self! ❞
✓ note 1 : hangout with pookies ! ✖ note 2 : drop the act ! ✎ note 3 : him ✖ note 4 : smitten ✓ note 5 : nostalgia ─ his note 1 : earrings ✖ note 6 : win ✎ note 7 : jackpot ✎ note 8 : awkward ✖ note 9 : its always you 𝗌𝗈𝗈𝗇 ✖ note 10 : balls 𝗌𝗈𝗈𝗇
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WEARING HIS JERSEY 𑣲 𝐉𝐔𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐍
𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 ─── juhoon plays in the world cup final when he saw you wearing his jersey and his whole confidence boosted
★ bf ! juhoon × fem!reader
word count ── 4.2k
˖᯽ ݁˖ 𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑’𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 coco speaking here! sadly korea didn’t win against mexico BUT THATS OKAY 😔😔😔 maybe in another life korea wins in the final like my fic LMAOAOA i just thought about this because juhoon is a really good soccer/football player HEHEHEHE HOPE YOU ENJOY 𖧧 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓
Bye, pretty — Kim Juhoon
SUMMARY best friend meddles. apparently cute boy likes you back?
WORD COUNT 1k
AUTHOR’S NOTE 100% from that larray and quen’s vid. not proofread but im lazy
You’re sitting cross-legged on the floor of Yoonchae’s room, surrounded by an explosion of makeup products, hair clips, and half-open shopping bags. The warm glow of her vanity lights reflects off the mirror, making the entire room feel softer and prettier.
A playlist hums quietly from her speaker while you tap your blush brush against the compact, dusting a rosy color across your cheeks.
Across from you, Yoonchae is seated at her vanity, one knee tucked under her as she examines her lashes with intense concentration.
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for lovers who hesitate - e.seonghyeon
synopsis : After breaking your phone, Seonghyeon ended up lending you his MP3 player which he always carried around. But between the melodies that played through it were certain things he never meant anyone, especially you, to find out about.
.✦ ݁˖ pairing : eom seonghyeon x f!reader ── .✦ featuring : Keonho, Wonhee and Eunchae ── .✦ contains : fluff seonghyeon being shy ── .✦ wc : 1.8k
INTERCONNECTED - MASTERLIST
SYNOPSIS Everyone is born with a soulmate mark–something that connects them even if they’re miles apart from each other. You, an average girl just barely getting by in school couldn’t care less about your soulmate mark, assume that your soulmate was just as normal as you. You turn out to be very wrong when Eom Seonghyeon, a member of BigHit’s new boy group accidentally reveals his soulmate mark.
WARNINGS Swearing & injuries.
INFORMATION Reader js wants to live a normal life, Seonghyeon is a little bit of a flirt (fanservice go brrr), Keonho is a little shit.
CHAPTER 01: Your TV quality is shit.
CHAPTER 02: I hope you go to jail. (coming soon.)
CHAPTER 03: tba
THE ART OF . . . cortis social media series
─── pairings. cortis x fem! reader genre. social media au, series, fluff, comedy, and angst.
notes. in honor of do that again :3 here’s a malcolm todd x cortis smau series 🥹
JAMES ZHAO | WANTING
listen to ain’t that the truth by malcolm todd
synopsis. james knows that he loves you, but he isn’t sure if you love him back. he also knows that he doesn’t want to be in a relationship where it’s only him putting effort in, so he decides that it’s best you guys take a break. now that he’s out of your life, you begin to realize just how important he was to you.
PART ONE. PART TWO.
MARTIN EDWARDS | MISSING
listen to i saw your face by malcolm todd
synopsis. it’s been a month since you’ve broken up, that should’ve been enough time to adjust and move on. except when it comes to him, it doesn’t.
KIM JUHOON | DISAPPEARING
listen to goodbye by malcolm todd
synopsis. you spend every day, every hour, every minute together, and you both enjoy each other’s company. but only recently does juhoon realize something about his feelings.
EOM SEONGHYEON | LOVING
listen to difficult love by malcolm todd
synopsis. seonghyeon knows he loves you, cares for you. but when it comes to your habits of staying out late, partying, flirting, he doesn’t know how much he can actually take.
AHN KEONHO | REALIZING
listen to gun to my head by malcolm todd
synopsis. it’s been almost three years since he left to become an idol, three years since he’s been in his hometown, three years since he’s seen you. and now finally three years later, he realizes just how much he needs you in his life.
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boo! I got your toes! | chapter 3
pairing: cortis x ghost!reader
synopsis: you’re a ghost who’s been wandering around with no purpose. you don’t remember your past life or anything for that matter. you’re always bored and find ways to entertain yourself—observing humans, flickering lights, sending objects tumbling off shelves, and the occasional toe grab through the blanket. so imagine your surprise when you phase through the walls of a random building, ready to terrorise a group of teen dudes, only for them to end up pointing at you and screaming their heads off before you could even do anything. your eyes widen at the realisation. they can see you.
genre: crack, fluff…romance starting to kick in perhaps?(tell me y’all see it—), lil teeny bit of angst coming in (don’t jump me yet, i can explain)
word count: 3.6k (it’s starting to get hefty)
other parts: chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 4, chapter 5
a/n: hey peeps! im here, and unlike you in this fic, I’m not dead ;D anyway! here’s today’s chaos with a sprinkle of something sweet. tell me what you think in the comments! are you ready to dive deeper into the storyline? (yes, this crack fic somehow has an acc storyline. ik… it’s astonishing) let’s get going! and as always, tysm for reading <3
It hasn’t even fully been a whole day yet, and you find yourself staring directly at deep brown eyes that are as eerily calm as the ocean waters.
Poetic isn’t it?
The person in front you sighs through his nostrils, clearly fed up of seeing you this much in such a short span of time.
“Do you specifically have a thing for me, or something?”
You give an enormously dramatic gasp.
“How dare you,” you think about it. Then, shrugging your shoulders, “… perhaps—”
Juhoon just closes his eyes, tiredness already reaching his frontal lobe. Maybe if he can’t see you, he won’t be able to hear your nonsense either.
“I’m still here by the way.”
Maybe not.
Blinking his eyes open, his hand automatically reaches for the singing bowl beside his bed.
You raise a brow. “That again?”
“It’s worth a shot.” He’s mumbling when he says this, eyes blinking incredibly slowly.
Now, you might be wondering. What the hell is going on?
To be completely frank, you have no clue.
It seems that Juhoon caught you sneaking around the house on the way to scare the member that resembles an Amazon tree at the butt crack of dawn.
And instead of his usual quiet retreat he got mad at you.
Like, actually got mad at you.
Sleep deprivation is one hell of a drug.
So now you’re on time out. Or more like, you’re obediently following his instructions. You don’t know why you went with the flow. His voice carries a scary amount of authority when he wants it to.
Anyway, you’re being held hostage, and you can’t leave until you promise to never set foot… well, never float foot in the dorm.
He even wrote a contract. By hand, of course. Which is a little silly considering you can’t exactly pick up a pen right now.
Perhaps he’s trying to pick a fight with you.
Ding.
You patiently wait, watching him hit the singing bowl with calm precision. After a few delicate rings, he nods his head over to you.
“Okay. Check.”
Doing as he proposed, you check over yourself, observing if you’re starting to disappear or if you’re feeling any sort of strange sensations like last time.
“Nope. Nothing.” You pop the ‘p’ and that alone makes Juhoon want to ignore you’re even in front of him. Luckily, his roommate James sleeps like a dead log, so his shenanigans are undetectable… for now.
“Hmm, hold on.” He picks up his phone and starts typing aggressively. You can see the red in his eyes and the sag underneath them. You almost feel bad for making him lose anymore sleep.
“It says here that we should try garlic.”
“Isn’t that for vampires?”
“ChatGPT said so.”
“Well in that case.”
You’re both idiots.
And you’re now both in the kitchen.
“Do you feel any different now?”
You give a small gasp and look at him for a moment.
Your eyes slowly widen and for a split second Juhoon’s lips twitch upwards in victory, genuinely thinking that’s he’s managed to vanquish you.
“No.”
He drops the garlic.
“I don’t think these methods are working. What’s the next one?”
Why are you going ahead with being obliterated off the face of the Earth, you ask?
He said that if you disappear quietly he’ll give you something for free.
Isn’t that exciting?
Even to the dead, free items are like shackles to the mind.
But wait, how are you going to get your free request if you’re not even going to be here to receive it.
You didn’t think it through!
Gosh darn it—
“Hey…wait a sec, I just thought about our agreement and—”
“—Oh, there’s one more method we can try. ChatGPT says: in order for a ghost to rest in peace, try to fulfil their last wish.”
“Ooo,”
Yep. You’re entirely distracted.
“So what is it?” You ask in a plain tone.
He blinks at you flatly. “What do you mean?”
“What’s my last wish?”
“How am I supposed to know?”
“Well I don’t know either so try and be helpful and get to thinking.”
Juhoon just looks at you for a moment. A displeased furrow to his brows. This is the most he’s ever talked in his life and the side effects of exhaustion are starting to kick in.
“I wanna go to bed.”
You try to sarcastically pat his shoulder for false comfort but your hand phases right through him.
A strong shudder rattles through his body and you find the hand that went through him going numb.
You stare at it for a moment. Then a flash of something fast and blurry whizzes through your mind.
A car. A poster. Sounds. Too many sounds.
It ends just as quick as it came, but the cacophony still rings in your ear once it’s gone.
Your hands fly to shield the side of your head. A useless attempt at stopping the reverb.
Juhoon’s caught off guard, he worriedly watches you wince in sharp pain. His arms hover to your side, unsure of how to help.
You hiss a curse before calming down.
“Are you okay? What was that?” He asks tentatively.
The room falls quiet, the subtle sound of your hazy breath seeping through.
“I…I think I just remembered something.”
Juhoon’s eyes actually widen properly this time.
He doesn’t know how to deal with…this.
Is this meant to be a good sign or a bad sign?
“Are you okay though?” He asks again, he takes a step closer to your form, and you watch with mild astonishment.
Did he forget you’re a ghost?
Is this what the youth call…flirting?
“…Let’s call it a night.” His voice breaks through your internal ridiculousness.
Your eyes flit to his, ready to protest.
You can’t even get a word out before he speaks again, his dark orbs resolute.
“I have practice tomorrow.”
“It’s past 3am.”
“I have practice today.”
You give a strained, guilty smile, shrugging your shoulders in nonchalance.
He’s already on his way to his room when he turns around to look at you. You flinch at his gaze, wondering if you’ve already done something wrong.
He takes a moment before he says anything, his orbs take you in fully, then avert to the side.
“You don’t have to disappear immediately, you know.” He says.
It’s small. It’s meek. And almost vulnerably hesitant, but he doesn’t take back his words as he nods your way.
“Goodnight.”
“Wait! Where do I stay—”
The door closes on your face.
You breathe out an exasperated breath, already bored without anyone to interact with.
Am I becoming dependant?
Shaking your head, you lazily make your way to the couch, slowly lowering your body to lay on it.
You fall through it.
Giving it another go, you mentally focus on the idea of relaxing on its surface. Gradually, your body lowers again. This time, you successfully sprawl on it, just barely hovering above its material.
Sighing, you relax your mind. Completely forgetting about where you actually were.
This is nice.
And you stayed there for the rest of the unsuspecting day, the clouds lazily hovering by, akin to you, signalling the start of a new unfortunate morning.
“Erm…”
What just happened?
Picture this.
The boys are rushing, running around, trying to get ready for practice before the manager genuinely leaves them in the dust and skrts off with the van.
You’re like cool. Since they’re going to practice, might as well explore the city and look for more people to terrorise.
You leave their apartment. Don’t get past 800 metres when you feel the strongest zap you’ve ever felt. Mainly cause you’ve never actually been zapped.
Weird experience, by the way. You wouldn’t recommend it.
Anyway. You’re back in the dorm. Boys scurrying out the door with bags as big as them.
A confused ‘you’, just standing there in complete and utter loss.
You try to leave again.
You’re back in record time.
Now, you’re pretty sure you’re not bound to the building. But you think you might have officially kick started an accidental ‘haunting’.
Why is that, you ask?
…Picture this.
Yeah, I know. A lot of picturing. You gotta keep up ghostie.
You blink back the shock, finding your eyes trained on a hazy reflection of yourself.
One minute you’re standing like a scarecrow in the middle of the living room because in your mind, you’re on house arrest. The next, you’re being pulled out by some mysterious force, eyes bewildered, staring at a room full of mirrors.
The boys are practicing, fogging up the room with their laboured breaths.
They don’t even notice you. Too engrossed in their dancing and trying not to die after hearing “Again” from the instructor for the 47th time.
And you, in all your confused glory, are forced to watch with no given context. Now completely thrown off from your usual proactive routine of jumping from place to place.
These events are the exact reason why you believe you may have accidentally ignited some unexplainable connection between them. Of course, this is just your theory. But when were you ever wrong?
So yeah. They’re stuck with you. And you’re unconventionally stuck with them.
You’re pretty sure you heard another group practicing a song earlier with that exact same lyric. TXT was it? You’re not sure. Their group name unironically sounded like a bomb component though.
Smiling to yourself, you silently approve of their existence. You like that.
The next few hours were spent phasing through random practice rooms, observing other groups that unfortunately couldn’t see you.
Bummer.
But you did manage to listen in on some unreleased music for free. That almost made your unnoticeable presence worth it.
You’re just about to phase through the wall to another dance hall. You’re already half way through, eyes taking in the sight of 7 dudes with the unimaginable aura of legendary ancient dragons, when you zap out of nowhere.
You’re back at the dorms.
Are you kidding me?!
You didn’t even get to watch them take one step!
What’s worse is that it didn’t even teleport you inside. What the hell kind of haunting feature doesn’t teleport you directly to the target?!
You sigh, about to go off in a completely different direction to try and win over the laws of nature when out of the corner of your eye, you see them.
Two of them, specifically.
Your lids lower.
So it’s their fault that you’re back here, huh?
Pondering over it, your gaze follows the two boys jumping out of the van and walking into the block of flats.
A devious smile overtakes your lips. The taste of sweet revenge and something more.
Tilting your head to the side, you catch yourself slowly floating after them. The two of them chatting up a storm, entirely unaware of your presence.
What’s scarier than a jump-scare?
A conversation.
“Yo! Why didn’t you make me some?!”
Martin and Keonho. The two trouble makers that somehow managed to get the rest of the day off.
Coming back to the dorms early is always a rare and treasured occasion. So you know that the two of them are absolutely making the most of it.
“You didn’t look hungry.” Keonho mutters under his breath, an uninterested look in his eyes. He absentmindedly scrambles the content he’s cooking.
Then he cracks the 9th egg into the pan.
“Ain’t no way you’re eating all of that by yourself, gimme—”
“Watch me.”
He cracks another egg for emotional impact. The cherry on top.
Martin quietly stares at him for half a second.
Then explodes.
He goes to jump the younger but Keonho is swift on his feet. He dodges with ease.
“Martinie, Martinie. You’re always so predictable. You have to fix that. It’s becoming embarrassing.” His words are slurred, the same fork he scrambled the eggs with hangs loosely in his mouth.
Martin’s bending down for his slipper, getting ready to throw it towards the male across him. Keonho quickly puts his hands in front of himself in surrender.
“Okay, Okay! I’ll make you some, damn!”
The tall male lowers his weapon, a content smile on his lips. He promptly switches it to a threatening glower.
“Yeah, don’t let that happen again otherwise I’ll—” Swoosh sounds and karate chops in the air. Martin quickly feigns a slipper attack before marching his way to plop onto the couch.
From the kitchen, Keonho kisses his teeth.
“I ain’t making you squat.” A whisper too scared to be a bold declaration.
He continues scrambling the eggs.
“I’m putting salt on em!”
Not a second after, Martin’s voice comes booming from the living room space.
“Nah! I like my eggs confident and natural—”
“I didn’t ask for your opinion!”
The taller male doesn’t bother responding.
He’s still sifting through what music he should put on in the background when he feels a faint chill overtaking the couch.
“Dang, do we have the AC on?”
From behind the kitchen counter, Keonho’s eyes lazily pan towards the tall male, a blank look on his face.
“Hyung, you know damn well we don’t have AC. We’re too broke for that. You said it yourself.”
“I did?”
Keonho raises a knowing brow.
Well then.
Martin’s now pursing his lips. The frosty sensation from earlier disappearing in the blink of an eye.
That’s odd.
Taking the fork he’s been using, Keonho stabs an egg cloud, plopping the piece in his mouth.
It’s cooked. And it’s obviously delicious cause he made it—
A shiver runs down his spine.
Rubbing his shoulder in confusion he sniffles in a breath.
Did he catch a cold?
No. It’s not that. It feels like someone’s watching him.
He looks over his shoulder.
No one’s there.
He turns back around and finds his freshly cooked scrambled eggs staring back at him.
He grins.
Must be nothing.
“My baby,” he cooes to the pan.
Another shiver. A quiet sound follows.
He’s quick to turn this time. Gulping down harshly, pan of eggs still in hand.
Hearing the faint chuckles coming from where Martin is peacefully sitting in the living room, he immediately hisses at the older male.
“Shhh! Shut up for a second!”
Martin, looking ever so victimised, throws his hands in the air.
“I didn’t even say anything?”
A long silence passes by with the two of them just staring into nothing. Ears on full attention.
Eventually, Martin’s sigh breaks the lack of sound.
“So like, are you gonna have those eggs or nah?”
As if on cue, Keonho’s tummy rumbles loudly.
“Yeah, you’re right. I must be overthinking.”
Moving to transfer the pan to the living room table, Keonho sets it down with a satisfying tap.
“Ay, what about my fork?” Martin’s now moved on to cooking some beats on his laptop. A sudden rush of inspiration coming from the aroma of the eggs.
“We can just share this one,”
He reaches for his slipper and Keonho immediately goes to grab another fork.
“Here.” Keonho shoves a metal spoon near Martin’s face, eyes completely trained on the fluffy mount of yellow on the table.
He’s starving.
Without further ado, he goes for the spot next to Martin.
He hasn’t even sat down when he feels a chilling breeze.
A breeze on his toes, to be specific.
“Ayo!” Jumping back up to a straight posture, the younger hops on his unaffected leg, his hands going to rub at his cold foot.
Martin ignores his vocalisation, going for a bite. He doesn’t fail to quizzically look at the younger though.
Then, with a full mouth. “Dawg, you serious right now?”
“No, I promise. I just felt something!”
Martin drops his spoon in the pan, a dragged sound from his throat.
“Whoever told you you’re funny lied to you.”
“Hyung! I’m serious.”
At his genuine reaction, Martin stops.
The next minute, a soft sound carries past their ears.
That’s when they both go quiet.
Martin’s laptop shuts off.
The air is unnaturally still.
And the bright afternoon sun starts to look like the haze of the night.
They slowly look at each other, faces the depiction of mortification.
No. God, please no.
Not like this.
Not right now.
Unfortunately for them, it’s indeed like this, happening right now.
Slowly but surely, you reveal yourself, purposefully hanging from the ceiling, your head low, hair slightly in the way.
A deep chuckle spills out of you as you wriggle your fingers at them like a mascot scarring a toddler.
This is your best work yet, and it seems like they agree.
Martin screams.
Keonho screams.
You scream too.
You don’t want to feel left out.
Keonho very gently sets the pan of freshly scrambled eggs on the table, off to a safe distance.
Then just straight up shoves Martin straight to you to buy time for his escape.
You marvel at his conduct.
He’s definitely the type to leave you for dead in a life or death scenario.
But for a pan of eggs?
Crazy.
Martin slips on the wooden floor, his tall frame crashing against the sofa, feet scurrying to put distance between you.
His eyes are big, chest rising and falling at a concerning rate, face as white as can be. You make your way closer to the poor guy.
Seeing this, he stops all movement.
You grin at him.
His soul leaves his body.
Sensational.
Keonho’s long gone. And by gone you mean he literally threw on whatever shoes he could find and raced out the apartment.
Just as Martin is about to clock out, you hurriedly wave your hands in front of you.
“No, no, no, no, shhhh. It’s okay. Everything is okay, shhh.”
He halts his panic entirely and just looks at you weird.
You scare him. Ridicule his fear. And then console him, all in the span of 1 minute, and he’s supposed to be okay?!
You shrug your shoulders, opening your arms to the side.
“I wanted to speak with one person at a time. Social anxiety, you know. I had to do what I had to do.”
…What?
Martin is staring at you like you have three heads and an unpaid mortgage, because genuinely… what?
You mean to tell him that you did this all to separate them.
To talk?
“Just what was in that energy drink I had this morning?”
“You had an energy drink this morning? That’s cool. I can’t drink so.”
He blinks at you.
“Anyway, that was funny. I like your scream. You sound like a girl, very conquette.” You float closer to him with a calm expression and you watch him flinch a little but eventually relax.
Is he getting used to this?
Oh. Nice, two down. Three to go.
The earlier they get accustomed to you the better.
Getting a closer look at your face, recognition seems to bloom in his thoughts as he breathes out a short breath.
“It’s… you again.” You hear Martin speak up and you can’t help but deadpan.
“You mean to tell me you just realised that the same ghost has been haunting you for this long?”
He just nods and you sigh, lowering your head in disbelief.
“Do you know when the calm dude is coming back, by the way. We have some urgent business to attend to.” You state in an air of seriousness, stroking your invisible beard.
Martin, who has completely calmed down now and is genuinely questioning his sanity as to how he’s even speaking with you, gives a small gasp. His large hands go to cover his mouth, shoulders rising in surprise.
How cutesy.
“You know Juhoon?”
“Yeah. Me and him go way back.” You pick at your nails, smugly floating higher, a leg crossed over the other.
“You do?”
“Totally.”
He believes you.
You snort.
“Anyway, know his ETA at all?”
Martin shakes his head, a small sulk to his face. “Sorry, I don’t. It just depends on his schedule.”
You hum.
Fair enough.
Sliding your eyes over to him, you silently watch him for a few seconds.
Guess he’ll do.
You wonder if it works the same for every member, but so far, you have managed to find a new discovery per physical interaction.
You want to know what this whole thing is about. The burn at your wrist, the strange flash of a memory, and whatever is going to happen next.
You stretch out your hands towards him, an offering of greeting.
“Well, whatever. Since you’re here, hi. It’s nice to meet you. I don’t know my name. What’s yours?”
Martin studies where your hand is hovering in front of him, still a little hesitant. But one prolonged look at your face throws all hesitation out the window.
Cause when he really looks at you…
You’re…kinda hot.
Like a light switch, the corner of his lips rise. A new found confidence flows through him as he lowers his voice in a flirtatious manner.
“The name’s Martin.”
And with that, he connects his hand with yours.
It’s electric.
Friction. Contact. Skin to skin.
You feel the way your senses tingle in alert and your brain short circuits for a split second.
A flash of something familiar.
It’s like the air is sucked out of you, until you blink back the shock from the unnatural touch.
He’s just as surprised at you, albeit for a completely different reason.
“Woah! I can touch you?”
You don’t respond, entirely focused on the information you just received.
“Dude.” Your calm voice is barely audible.
Martin looks at your uncharacteristic reaction. Without much to go on, he simply waits for you to finish talking.
Your eyes flit to his. Dead serious.
“I think I just remembered my name.”
TAKE ME BACK! seonghyeon
──── pairing nonidol!seonghyeon x f!reader [💬 - 12] genre smau, fluff, comedy, desperate sean, cortis cameo, moka & iroha cameo
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⋆✴︎ — DUSK TIL DAWN
JAMES CHAO x reader ft. cortis
𓍯𓂃 an apocalypse au SMAU loosely based off the joyride mv
includes: non-idol au (garage band / friend group cortis), james & reader are basically the parents of the group, vague mentions of death & loss (typical of apocalyptic au), some written but mostly smau, short chapters, coming of age themes, etc.
01. brace for impact 02. the long haul 03. we didn’t start the fire
04. my heart will go on
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Forks In The Road
Summary: After a lifetime of constant moves, a fresh start in the rainy town of Forks, Washington was supposed to be your chance at a stable senior year. But when a terrifying late night encounter pulls back the curtain on a hidden world of vampires, your quiet classmate,James, breaks his own rules to save you.
Warning(s): slight mention of sexual assault and blood.
JAMES MASTERLIST
(x)
The relentless drumbeat of rain against the windshield had been the soundtrack to the last three hours of the drive, a steady, rhythmic reminder that everything was changing.
Looking out the window, the landscape had shifted dramatically from the familiar concrete grids of urban survival to an oppressive, beautiful sea of deep emerald.
Tall, ancient douglas firs and hemlocks stood like sentinels along the winding two lane highway, their topmost branches vanishing into a thick, low hanging blanket of silver mist. The air outside looked heavy, and damp.
It was a stark contrast to the life left behind, a life measured in boxes, broken leases, and the constant, buzzing anxiety of the next eviction notice.
The story of how they arrived here, at the edge of the Pacific Northwest, was etched into every line of exhaustion and triumph on your mother's face.
She had been seventeen when her world fractured and reformed around a positive pregnancy test. Your father had been an eighteen year old ghost, vanishing into the background before the reality could even set in.
When she walked across the high school graduation stage, she wasn't just receiving a diploma. She was carrying the weight of a future that had suddenly narrowed. In the bleachers, your grandmother had held a one year old version of you, cheering for a young girl who had to grow up in an instant. College, aspirations, and the luxury of choosing a passion had been casualties of that survival mode.
Instead of lecture halls, her twenties were defined by a grueling rotation of odd jobs—diner shifts, retail inventory, late night cleaning gigs. Every cent was scraped together to secure a succession of cramped, drafty apartments.
But the math of poverty rarely adds up in favor of the tenant. Over time, the gap between income and rising rent widened. The notices on the door became a recurring nightmare. There were sudden moves in the middle of the night, belongings shoved into plastic trash bags, and the crushing humiliation of being told by landlords that your time was up.
You grew up learning to never unpack completely, to never get too attached to a bedroom view or a neighborhood kid. Loneliness became a protective armor.
Then came the turning point at age thirty. Sick of the instability, desperate to anchor both of your lives to something permanent, she made a bet on herself. She enrolled in a grueling nursing program.
It meant a decade of double shifts, studying by the glow of a cheap desk lamp while you did your homework beside her, and two more sudden relocations to follow affordable tuition and clinical placements. You were exhausted, burnt out by the constant upheaval, and cynical about the promise of a "better tomorrow."
Until three weeks ago.
She had burst into your room, the heavy bedroom door slamming against the wall, bearing a smile so radiant it seemed to defy the dingy apartment they were currently occupying.
The news wasn't just that they were moving again. It was that the cycle was finally over. She had secured a full time, stable position as a registered nurse at Forks Community Hospital. The sheer relief in her eyes washed away your practiced annoyance. You couldn't help but mirror her joy, holding her tight as the reality sank in. She had actually done it.
Now, the blue sedan crawled past the official town sign. Forks, Washington. Population: 3,120. The number felt suffocatingly small. In a town of three thousand people, privacy was a myth. Newcomers would be dissected under a microscope, their histories speculated on by locals who had lived here for generations.
Entering the local high school halfway through senior year was already a social death sentence. Doing it in a fishbowl like Forks magnified the dread tenfold. You felt like an outsider trespassing on a quiet, insular world.
The car turned off the main road, the tires crunching over gravel and wet earth, before idling in front of a modest structure.
A single story suburban house stood against the backdrop of the dark woods. Its exterior was a patchwork of eras: the left side was constructed of weathered red brick, while the right was clad in faded white vinyl siding. Dark, rectangular shutters flanked the windows, tracking the gray afternoon light. A low pitched roof sloped downward toward the left, extending into a covered carport that now shielded the rain slicked hood of the sedan.
The front yard was a wilderness of dampness. An unpaved dirt driveway rutted with shallow puddles, a patch of vibrant green grass lawn, and clusters of overgrown, leggy bushes interspersed with pink flowering shrubs that hugged the concrete foundation like a wild green collar. (x)
The engine sputtered and died, leaving only the sound of rain tapping against the roof. Your mother turned the key in the ignition, taking a deep, grounding breath before stepping out into the misty air. You followed, the damp cold immediately biting through your jacket.
She stood on the walkway, her hands shoved into her pockets, looking up at the house with a mixture of pride and quiet vulnerability. "What do you think?" she asked, her voice cutting through the quiet rustle of the trees.
You stared at the facade, the brick, the overgrown shrubs. A wave of deja vu hit you, sharp and bittersweet. "Looks like the one we lived in when I was eight," you murmured, remembering a brief, six month oasis of calm before another rent hike had pushed them out.
Your mother nodded, a small, knowing smile touching her lips as she fished the new house keys from her purse. "It needs a little work," she admitted, stepping up to the porch and inserting the key into the lock. The mechanism clicked open with a heavy, satisfying sound. "But it'll do."
As the front door swung inward, revealing the empty, waiting spaces of your new reality, the mist rolled silently across the lawn, swallowing the tire tracks behind you.
(x)
The blue sedan idled at the curb, its windshield wipers sweeping a rhythmic, steady path through the heavy mist.
Outside, the front of Forks High School looked exactly like a scene from an old photograph, muted and washed out by the perpetual gray sky.
A handful of teenagers loitered near the concrete steps, some leaning casually against a rusted metal railing with their hands shoved deep into the pockets of heavy jackets. They talked in tight, familiar circles, laughter occasionally breaking through the dull hum of the rain.
"You good?"
Your mom’s voice cut through the silence of the car, pulling your gaze away from the glass. She was looking at you with that familiar blend of maternal worry and quiet hope, her hands gripping the steering wheel a little tighter than necessary.
"Yeah," you said, though the word felt heavy, catching slightly in your throat as you reached down to grab the strap of your backpack from the floorboard. You hauled the bag onto your lap.
"You know where the main office is?" she asked, her eyes scanning the unfamiliar brick buildings as if she could map the way out for you.
"I'll find it," you replied, forcing a confidence you didn't entirely feel. You popped the latch and pushed the heavy car door open, letting the damp, pine scented air rush into the warm interior.
The glass rolled down with a soft click, and you leaned slightly toward the open window, meeting her eyes. This was a massive day for her, too—her very first shift at the hospital.
"Good luck at work," you said, offering a genuine, soft smile to ease her tension.
Her expression softened, the lines of anxiety around her eyes smoothing out as a warm, proud smile broke across her face. "You too, honey."
You stepped back onto the wet asphalt. The sedan pulled away from the curb, its tires kicking up a light spray of water as it disappeared down the road, leaving you standing alone at the edge of the schoolyard.
Turning around, you faced the daunting facade of the building. The chatter from the steps seemed to quiet down just a fraction, the weight of a dozen curious glances shifting toward the new kid who had arrived in the middle of the term.
You adjusted the strap of your backpack, took one last, deep breath of the freezing Washington air, and took your first step forward.
"Here goes nothing," you whispered to yourself.
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Finding the administrative office had been a masterclass in reading faded, water stained signs taped haphazardly to the cinderblock walls. The woman behind the desk had handed over your new schedule, a map of the campus that looked like a labyrinth, and a brief word of encouragement.
But out in the hallways, the confidence faded fast. The morning bell rang, and the vibrant, chaotic crowd began to thin out.
Teenagers dissolved into doorways, leaving the corridors echoing and increasingly empty. With every second that passed, your anxiety ticked upward.
You were officially going to be late on your very first day, and the numbers on the classroom doors were beginning to blur together.
You rounded a sharp corner, eyes entirely glued to the map, when you collided directly with someone else.
Books shifted, and you both stumbled back a step.
"Oh! I am so sorry," a soft, genuinely apologetic voice gasped.
You quickly shook your head and waved your hands in the air, trying to signal that no damage was done. "It's okay, really. We just didn't see each other coming around the bend."
The girl offered a warm, contrite smile. She had thick, neatly parted bangs that swept across one side of her forehead, framing a pair of white, oval rimmed glasses that gave her an intelligent, gentle look.
Her eyes swept over you, taking in the map and the obvious deer in the headlights expression.
"You're new," she stated. It wasn't a question. It was an absolute fact.
You blinked, a little taken aback by how easily she had pinned you. "Oh. Uh, yeah. How could you tell? Is it that obvious?"
The girl let out a quiet, melodic giggle. "Well, for one, you're clutching that freshly printed schedule like it's a lifeline. And two, Forks is tiny. I've never seen you before, and honestly, you're super pretty I definitely would have remembered if you went here."
A sudden heat rushed to your face, your cheeks tinting a distinct pink. You weren't used to such easy, casual compliments, especially from a total stranger in the middle of a hallway panic. ducking your head slightly, you offered a small, grateful smile. "Thanks... Uh, do you think you could actually help me find my first period? I'm completely turned around."
The girl’s face lit up instantly, her demeanor switching to pure cheer. "Oh! Of course I can."
She gently took the paper from your hands, her eyes scanning the grid. "Let's see... Mr. Macs, Economics. Oh, that's actually right this way. You're surprisingly close."
Turning on her heel, she took the lead, keeping your schedule in her hand as a guarantee she wouldn't lose you. She led you back down the very hallway she had just come from. At the far end of the corridor, a heavy wooden door stood slightly ajar.
"Here you are," she said, turning back to you with a bright smile.
But as she looked at you, her smile softened into something more empathetic. The nervous energy radiating off you was palpable. Your fingers were frantically fidgeting with the loose, frayed nylon straps of your backpack, and your breathing was shallow.
Without hesitation, she stepped closer and placed a reassuring, gentle hand on your shoulder. The warmth of the gesture caught you off guard. "Hey, it's going to be completely fine. We all get terrified on the first day. If it makes you feel any better, I checked your hours we have lunch and gym together later. I'll save you a seat at my table so you don't have to wander around the cafeteria alone, okay?"
A wave of profound relief washed over you. You took a deep, stabilizing breath, trying to calm the flutter in your chest, and nodded quickly. "Thank you. Seriously."
She gave your shoulder a final, supportive squeeze and turned to head toward her own class. Just as she took a few steps away, panic flared again. You didn't even know who your savior was.
"Wait!" you called out softly. "What's your name?"
She paused, looking back over her shoulder with an amused, apologetic expression. "Oh, wow, I completely forgot. My name's Angela."
You gave her a genuine, albeit small, smile in return. "I'm Y/N."
"Nice to meet you, Y/N," Angela said sweetly, her voice echoing softly in the empty hall.
"You too."
As she walked away, disappearing around the corner, the suffocating weight in your chest lightened significantly. Against all odds, in a town where you expected to be a total outcast, you had made a friend before the first period even started.
Turning back to the classroom door, you gripped the brass handle. You pushed it open, but the old hinges betrayed you, emitting a distinct, high pitched creak that echoed through the quiet room. Instantly, the low murmur of the teacher's voice stopped, and a room full of unfamiliar faces turned in unison to stare at the new kid.
"Ah, you must be our new student," Mr. Macs deep, resonant voice boomed, cutting through the sudden silence of the room. He gave a welcoming wave of his hand, gesturing for you to step inside so you wouldn't be left stranded in the doorway.
You walked in slowly, your sneakers squeaking faintly against the polished linoleum floor. Standing awkwardly beside the teacher's heavy oak desk, you felt the collective gaze of nearly thirty pairs of eyes locking onto you.
"Everyone, this is our new student, Y/N," he announced, his tone practiced and authoritative.
A heavy, expectant silence hung in the room as the students just stared, some leaning back in their desks with curious squints, others whispering to their neighbors. The teacher cleared his throat, the sound sharp in the quiet room, breaking the trance.
"Okay, you can take a seat..." He trailed off, pulling a laminated seating chart toward him and running a finger down the rows. "At the back, by James."
The teacher looked up, his eyes scanning the rear of the classroom to locate the designated spot, but his gaze landed on a completely vacant desk. He let out a heavy, defeated sigh, muttering under his breath, "That boy's never here."
Shaking his head slightly, Mr. Macs pointed toward the back corner of the room instead. "The seat by the window, you can take that one."
You nodded gratefully, eager to escape the spotlight. You navigated the narrow aisles, the strap of your backpack clutching tightly to your shoulder as you made your way to the very back row.
When you reached the desk, you paused. You stared at the empty seat beside you for a moment, before sliding into your own chair.
Turning away from the curious glances of the classroom, you rested your chin in your hand and looked out the glass. The window looked out onto the dense, misty woods of Forks, the dark green branches of the ancient trees swaying gently in the wind, a quiet contrast to the nervous energy humming inside.
---
The cafeteria was a cacophony of clattering plastic trays, echoing laughter, and the ambient roar of hundreds of teenagers packed into one space.
You stood near the threshold, balancing your own tray in your hands. On it sat a rather pathetic looking ham and cheese sandwich on white bread, a slightly bruised red apple, and a small, cardboard carton of apple juice.
As you walked, you couldn't help but wonder why school cafeterias universally refused to hand out simple bottles of water, forcing everyone to choose between sugary juice or milk.
Pushing the thought aside, you scanned the sea of unfamiliar faces, looking for the one friendly anchor you had established this morning.
Just as the anxiety of standing alone began to creep back in, you spotted her. Angela stood up from a table near the center of the room, waving her hand overhead with a welcoming smile.
Relief washing over you, you navigated the maze of tables toward her group. The table was occupied by four other people, another girl and two boys. A couple of seats were open—one directly next to Angela and another beside an asian boy with dark hair. As you slid into the vacant seat, Angela immediately jumped into introductions to ease you into the fold.
"Guys, this is Y/N," Angela announced brightly, gesturing to you. "Y/N, this is Eric." She pointed to the boy beside you, who waved enthusiastically with a wide grin. "That's Mike," she continued, nodding toward a boy with spiked blonde hair and bright blue eyes who offered a friendly, brief greeting. "And lastly, Jessica." The final girl, who had a halo of bouncy, light brown wavy hair and sharp brown eyes, flashed a welcoming smile.
You gave a shy, muted wave, your cheeks warming slightly. The group didn't hesitate to pull you into their circle, with Jessica leading the charge.
"Hey," Jessica said, leaning forward to grab your attention over the noise. "So, what brings you all the way to Forks?"
You sat up a bit straighter, clearing your throat. "Oh, well, my mom actually just got a full time job over at the community hospital."
Eric leaned over the table instantly. "So your mom's a doctor? Wow... that's hot."
Before you could even process the comment, Mike reached over and slapped Eric's shoulder, giving him a look that clearly told him to shut up. You couldn't help but offer a mild correction. "A nurse, actually."
Jessica didn't let the momentum drop, her brow furrowing slightly in genuine curiosity. "But why Forks? I mean, I'm sure there are tons of massive hospitals out there she could have worked at instead."
Angela nudged Jessica’s arm under the table, giving her a look that silently begged her to stop judging your mom's life choices on day one, but Jessica kept going anyway, waving her fork dismissively. "What? It’s true. There are definitely more exciting places to live than Forks."
As Jessica continued to list the shortcomings of the rainy little town, her voice began to blur into background noise. Your attention drifted, your eyes naturally wandering to observe the rest of the cafeteria.
Your gaze locked onto the side doors that led out to the campus courtyard. The heavy doors swung open, and a group of teenagers walked into the room, instantly shifting the energy of the space without saying a single word.
Every single one of them was devastatingly beautiful. The kind of flawless, statuesque attractiveness that felt completely out of place in a small public high school. Their skin was uniformly pale, almost translucent against the dim cafeteria lighting.
Fascinated, you turned back to the table, interrupting Jessica’s monologue. "Hey... who are they?"
Jessica paused, her eyes tracking the direction of your gaze. "Oh, those are the Cullens," she said, her voice dropping into a tone reserved for local gossip. "They're Dr. and Mrs. Cullen's foster kids. They moved down here from Alaska a few years ago."
"They mostly keep to themselves," Angela added quietly, her tone much softer and less judgmental than Jessica's.
Jessica leaned in closer, lowering her voice further. "Yeah, because they're all together. Like, together together."
A flicker of confusion and slight discomfort crossed your face at the phrasing. Jessica took that as her cue to break down the family tree as the group moved toward their usual table in the far corner of the room.
"The blonde girl is Rosalie, and the big, dark haired guy is Emmett. They're, like a thing. I'm not even sure that's legal."
Eric cut in, rolling his eyes slightly. "Jess, they're not actually related. They're just foster kids."
"Yeah, but they live in the same house. It's just weird," Jessica insisted. You couldn't deny that the dynamic sounded incredibly unusual for a household of teenagers.
Jessica kept going, her eyes darting across the room. "And then the little dark haired girl is Alice. She’s really werid."
You looked over at Alice, but instead of finding her weird, you couldn't help but admire her striking, pixie like features and how effortlessly chic her outfit looked. She moved with an almost unnatural grace.
"She's with Jasper, the blonde one who looks like he's in pain," Jessica whispered. "Dr. Cullen is like this foster dad slash matchmaker."
Angela let out a quiet, dry chuckle from beside you. "Maybe he'll adopt me next," she murmured with a smirk, causing a small, genuine smile to tug at the corners of your lips.
Angela looked back toward the line and pointed out the next member of the family, who was walking slightly behind the others. "That's Edward Cullen."
Before Angela could elaborate, Jessica hijacked the explanation again. "He's totally gorgeous, obviously, but apparently, nobody here is good enough for him." She looked down, suddenly picking at her food with her fork. "Like I care, you know?"
You raised a skeptical eyebrow at her defensive tone, noting the obvious lingering resentment.
Just as you thought the headcount was complete, the side door opened one final time. You found yourself wondering exactly how many teenagers lived under Dr. Cullen's roof, making a mental note to ask your mom if she had met this mysterious doctor at the hospital yet.
"Who's he?" you asked, nodding toward the final person to enter the room.
Both girls turned their heads instantly.
"Oh, that's James," Angela said, her voice taking on a slightly different, more curious note. "Out of all the Cullens, he's the one who barely ever shows up to school."
As he stepped fully into the light of the cafeteria, you found yourself completely transfixed. He carried himself with an entirely different energy than the rest of his family.
His hair was a striking, bright bleach blonde, contrasting sharply with his dark, intense eyes. He possessed a remarkably sharp, narrow nose and a perfectly chiseled jawline that looked like it had been carved from marble. His lips were surprisingly full, set into a hard, unreadable line. He exuded a fierce, killer stare that practically screamed that he was completely unapproachable.
Unfortunately, your fascination got the better of you. You stared just a second too long.
As James walked past your table to catch up with his siblings, his dark eyes shifted, locking directly onto yours. The brief eye contact felt incredibly intense, a sudden jolt of electricity passing through the space between you. Just as quickly as it happened, he looked away, his expression remaining cold and detached as he continued toward his family's table.
You snapped your head back around to face your friends, your heart suddenly hammering violently against your ribs. You didn't know if the sudden rush of adrenaline was due to the sheer intensity of his gaze or the simple embarrassment of getting caught staring, but your hands were slightly trembling. You tried to force your breathing to slow down, tuning back into the conversation so no one would notice your distress.
"He doesn't talk to anyone outside of his family," Jessica was saying, completely oblivious to your mini panic attack. "Anyone who has ever tried to strike up a conversation either gets a single nod or a terrifying stare. He's like a ghost or something. He's here for a day, and then he completely vanishes for a week."
Angela nodded in agreement, a playful glint in her eye. "He's mysterious," she said, wiggling her fingers in the air in a mock spooky gesture.
The ridiculous movement broke the tension, causing a wave of laughter to ripple through the table. Your laugh was much softer than the others, your mind still lingering on the memory of those dark eyes.
As the conversation naturally drifted to a completely different topic, Angela paused, her brow furrowing as she looked around the immediate area. "Hey... where did Eric and Mike go?"
You glanced over at the empty seats beside you. The two boys were completely gone, their trays cleared. You simply shrugged, offering a small smile. They had likely slipped away quietly, having absolutely no desire to sit through a girl talk.
---
By the time the final bell rang, echoing loudly through the damp, concrete corridors, a quiet sense of relief had settled over you. Navigating the social landscape of a brand new school was exhausting, but as you gathered your things, you realized you had managed a minor miracle.
You shared at least one class with each of the people you had met at lunch. You had survived gym class alongside Angela, Jessica, and Mike, finding comfort in their familiar banter amid the squeak of sneakers on the polished gym floor.
Later, you walked into math only to find Eric sitting near the front. Math had never been your strong suit, so when he immediately offered to help you study whenever you got stuck, you felt a genuine weight lift from your shoulders.
Walking down the steps of the school, you watched the other students laugh and make plans for the weekend. For the first time in a long time, you found yourself fiercely hoping that this move was permanent. You were so tired of being the new kid, tired of packing your life into cardboard boxes just as you were beginning to feel settled. You genuinely liked this strange, eclectic group of friends and their wildly different personalities. You wanted to keep them. You didn't want to become a ghost to them, disappearing into another new town before the school year even ended.
The familiar blue sedan was already idling at the curb when you reached the street. Your mom rolled down the window, ushering you to hurry inside; she was currently on her lunch break and had a strict deadline to get back to her shift at the hospital.
As you shut the car door and buckled your seatbelt, the sheer adrenaline that had carried you through the day finally ebbed away, leaving your limbs feeling heavy and completely exhausted. You leaned your cheek against the cool, damp glass of the passenger window, watching the familiar blurred wall of dark green pines rush past.
"So, how was it?" your mom asked, her eyes darting between the slick road and your tired face, her voice laced with that familiar, hopeful anxiety.
Staring out at the misty scenery, a genuine smile touched your lips. "It was good. Pretty sure I actually made some friends today."
The relief that washed over her face was instantaneous, her smile widening so much it chased away the tired lines around her eyes. "Really? Oh, that’s wonderful, honey! Once we get the house a little more settled and the boxes unpacked, you should definitely invite them over."
You nodded softly against the glass, letting out a quiet, comfortable, "Yeah, okay. I'd like that."
The car crunched over the wet dirt driveway, coming to a halt in front of the split brick suburban house. Your mom kept the engine running, turning to give you a quick, apologetic look. "Okay, there’s a TV dinner waiting for you in the freezer. I’m going to be home late tonight, so please make sure you get to bed at a decent hour, alright?"
You opened the door, stepping out into the cool air, and let out a soft, amused snicker at her familiar routine. "Ok, I will. Thank you. Good luck with the rest of your shift."
With a final wave, she backed out of the driveway, the sedan disappearing down the misty road. You turned and stepped inside, the heavy front door clicking shut behind you. The house was quiet, filled with the stark, echoey stillness of a home that was still half unboxed. Towers of cardboard boxes stood like shadows in the living room, waiting to be dealt with.
In the kitchen, you retrieved your dinner from the freezer and popped it into the microwave. A few minutes later, you were sitting at the counter with a steaming tray of classic comfort food. chicken nuggets, macaroni and cheese, and a side of sweet corn. It was exactly the kind of meal she used to make for you when you were younger, simple and nostalgic, and it tasted exactly like safety.
After eating, you migrated to the living room, flipping on the television and letting the background noise wash over you.
For a couple of hours, you successfully procrastinated, deliberately ignoring the small stack of schoolwork sitting in your backpack.
Fortunately, a few of your teachers had been kind enough to grant you a temporary pass on the daily assignments since it was your very first day, so the workload wasn't entirely overwhelming.
Eventually, the warmth of the house and the lingering exhaustion caught up to you. You dragged yourself down the hall to the bathroom, letting a hot shower wash away the tension of the day. Creeping into your bedroom, you changed into your favorite, oversized pajamas (x) and finally sat down at the small desk to finish the remaining pages of your homework.
When the last pencil stroke was done, you clicked off the desk lamp, plunging the room into shadow. You crawled into bed, the sheets feeling crisp and cool against your skin. After plugging your phone into the wall charger, you rolled onto your back and stared up at the dark ceiling.
The quiet rhythm of the rain outside tapped gently against your windowpane, a steady, hypnotic lullaby. You lay there in the stillness, waiting for sleep to finally take over, your mind drifting through images of misty woods, crowded cafeterias, and a pair of intense, dark eyes before everything finally faded to black.
A soft, heavy thud cut through your deep sleep as a pillow connected directly with your face. You groaned loudly, blindly throwing your hands up to shield yourself as the muffled voice of your mother broke the morning quiet.
"Y/N, get up! I don't want either of us being late today," she commanded. Before you could even vocalize a whined protest, she grabbed you firmly by the arms and hauled you upward. Your back hit the wooden headboard with a dull thud, your eyelids still glued shut against the morning light.
"Now, Y/N!" she added emphatically, turning on her heel and letting the bedroom door click shut behind her.
Letting out one final, dramatic groan, you rubbed the sleep from your eyes and reluctantly swung your legs out of bed. Moving at a completely lazy, glacial pace, you padded across the cold floor toward the cardboard boxes that still held most of your wardrobe, rummaging through them to piece together an outfit. (x)
The morning blurred by, and before you knew it, Your mom's was idling at the school's drop off zone again. As you headed toward the main building, navigating the damp courtyard, a familiar voice called out.
Eric caught sight of you from down the path and quickened his pace, his sneakers squeaking on the wet pavement as he caught up. With easy, sudden familiarity, he wrapped a casual arm around your shoulder to greet you.
"Day two! How are you feeling?" he asked brightly.
You looked down at the ground, letting out an awkward, quiet laugh and shrugging your shoulders. "Fine, I guess. Definitely not as nervous as yesterday."
"That's what I like to hear," Eric said, dropping his arm from your shoulder with a supportive grin. "I'll see you at lunch, okay?" You nodded, and he took off in the opposite direction toward his morning building.
You made your way to your economics classroom, taking pride in the fact that you weren't late this time. Walking through the open door, you thankfully avoided the dramatic, head turning spectacle of yesterday.
Only a few students were scattered around the desks so far. You navigated the aisle to the back corner, sliding into your assigned seat next to the window, and watched the rest of the class slowly file in.
The morning bell rang, and the teacher moved to close the heavy wooden door, immediately launching into a lecture about the week's curriculum while beginning to take attendance. Just as he was halfway through the roster, the door clicked open again.
The bleach blonde boy from the cafeteria walked in. His pale skin seemed almost luminous against the drab classroom walls, and a pair of white, wired earbuds hung loosely around his neck. The teacher paused, looking over the top of his glasses.
"Mr. Cullen. Glad to see you finally making an appearance," the teacher remarked, his tone dry.
James didn't offer a vocal excuse. He simply gave a tight, singular nod of his head, his hands shoved deep into his jacket pockets as he began walking down the aisle. He moved with an effortless, striking posture, his grace completely mesmerizing.
You couldn't keep your eyes off him as he traveled toward the back of the room. Directly toward the empty desk beside yours.
You blinked twice, a sudden realization hitting you like a physical jolt. You had been so overwhelmed the day before that you hadn't connected the dots. The perpetually absent "James" the teacher had complained about wasn't just some random student; it was him.
You mentally scolded yourself. It was a incredibly common name, but seeing him actually sit down in the plastic chair right next to you made your heart skip a beat.
Forcing yourself to look back at the whiteboard, you tried to appear completely casual. Beside you, James leaned back in his chair. He reached up, pulling one earbud into his ear, and cast a swift, calculating glance over you before turning his attention toward the front of the room, pretending to listen to the lecture.
It didn't take long for the teacher's voice to fade into white noise. Placing your chin in the palm of your hand, you stared blankly at the notes on the board, your mind completely zoning out into a daydream, acutely aware of the quiet, intense presence sitting mere inches away.
When the bell finally rang, signaling the end of the period, the sudden burst of chatter and shuffling papers snapped you back to reality. You quickly began packing your books and notebooks into your bag.
Standing up, you rested your heavy backpack on top of the desk to pull the zipper shut. You slid the strap over your shoulder and took a blind step backward to exit the row.
You instantly bumped hard into something solid.
Gasping softly, you spun around. It felt like walking into a brick wall. You found yourself looking up—the height difference between you was suddenly very noticeable—straight into James’s dark eyes. He was glaring down at you, his expression etched with cold irritation.
"Watch it," he muttered. His tone was deep, quiet, and sharp enough to cut through the noise of the classroom.
Before you could even utter an apology, he brushed past you, his shoulder narrowly missing yours as he swept out of the classroom. You stood frozen by your desk, completely stunned. Your heart was hammering violently against your chest, the intensity of the brief encounter leaving you breathless.
As you watched his blonde hair disappear into the crowded hallway, a single, baffling question echoed in your mind. Jessica said he doesn't talk to anyone besides his family. So why did he just speak to me?
---
When lunch finally arrived, you navigated the bustling cafeteria and slid into the exact same spot you had occupied the day before, unofficially claiming it as your own.
Across the table, Mike and Eric were already locked in a heated, passionate debate over which of two girls in their third period class was "hotter," gesturing wildly with their forks. Jessica sat next to them, looking thoroughly annoyed and rolling her eyes at their antics every few minutes.
While the boys were distracted, Angela leaned in and whispered some quick context to you. Apparently, Jessica and Mike had a notoriously tumultuous, off and on relationship. Right now, they were strictly broken up, but judging by the sharp, lingering glances Jessica kept throwing Mike's way, it was obvious someone still carried a torch.
You remained mostly quiet, content to listen to the shifting tides of their conversations. Angela eagerly began detailing her latest plans for the school newspaper, with Eric interjecting every now and then with layout ideas, since he worked as her photographer and co-editor.
Inevitably, your eyes drifted. The Cullens were already seated at their designated table in the far corner of the room, looking like a painting of beautiful outcasts. You tried your absolute best not to look, instructing your brain to focus on your food, but your frequent glances didn't escape Jessica’s sharp eyes.
A knowing smirk spread across her face. "Which one?" she asked loudly.
The sudden question caused the table to instantly quiet down. You looked up from your side salad, blinking in utter confusion. "Huh? What do you mean?"
Jessica playfully rolled her eyes, leaning over the table. "Oh, come on. I see you eyeing the Cullen table. The question isn't if you're looking, it's which one."
Eric and Mike immediately paused their debate, glancing over at the Cullen family, who were currently minding their own business. Angela looked at you in genuine shock, clearly having been too absorbed in her newspaper talk to notice your wandering eyes. She gave your arm a playful, gentle slap.
You vigorously shook your head, the heat instantly rising to your cheeks as you tried to deny it. "No, no, I wasn't—"
"Yes, you were," Jessica interrupted, her smile widening with triumph. "So, who is it? Is it Edward?"
A surprised, genuine laugh escaped your throat. "What? No, definitely not."
Angela chimed in next, her eyes scanning your face to read your expression. "James?" she guessed softly. "I mean, they’re the only two brothers who aren't completely taken, so there really isn't much of a choice."
You let out a heavy sigh, your heart immediately starting to hammer against your ribs at how easily they had guessed the exact person you found completely captivating. Desperate for a distraction, you instinctively looked back over your shoulder toward their corner table.
James was already staring directly at your group. More specifically, his dark, intense eyes were locked right onto you.
Instead of snapping your head around in embarrassment like you did the day before, something inside you held fast. You maintained the eye contact, refusing to back down.
While his pale face remained entirely blank and unreadable, you were certain your own expression betrayed a mix of confusion and deep uncertainty.
After a long, agonizingly tense moment, he finally broke the connection, looking down. For a split second, the ghost of a faint smirk seemed to touch the corner of his plump lips, vanishing so quickly you wondered if the dim cafeteria lighting was playing tricks on you.
You slowly turned back to your table, only to find all four of your friends staring at you with their eyebrows practically raised into their hairlines.
"What?" you asked, defensively clutching your apple juice.
Mike shrugged, shifting uncomfortably in his plastic chair. "Oh, I don't know, but whatever weird stare down that was just made me super uncomfortable."
"I thought it was kind of romantic," Angela countered dreamily, her eyes wide behind her oval glasses. "The sheer intensity of your gazes locked onto each other across a crowded room? It's like something out of a novel."
Both you and Jessica turned to stare at Angela in surprise, while Eric rolled his eyes dramatically. "Ang, you read way too many books." He turned his attention back to you, leaning forward. "But yeah, you are definitely crushing on the guy."
Jessica’s eyes drifted back to the corner of the room, watching as James’s dark eyes flicked over toward your table one last time before he became fully absorbed in whatever animated story Alice was telling the rest of the siblings.
"You never know, though," Jessica murmured, her cynical tone briefly softening as she looked back at you. "He could actually like you back."
You let out a quiet, self deprecating scoff at the suggestion. The sheer thought of someone as devastatingly attractive, mysterious, and elite as James Cullen taking an actual interest in a chronically uprooted, ordinary new kid like you felt completely absurd.
"Right," you muttered, dismissing the idea entirely.
Sensing your discomfort, Angela smoothly steered the conversation toward an upcoming school event, and a brand new topic began. But as the table dissolved back into laughter and gossip, your mind remained firmly stuck on the brief, intense heat of his glare, and the unexplained mystery of his sudden smile.
---
The remainder of the school day passed in a blur of fluorescent lights and shifting classrooms. The final period seemed to drag on indefinitely, the minutes ticking away with agonizing slowness, but eventually, the bell rang and liberated everyone.
Any relief you felt, however, had vanished ten minutes prior when your phone vibrated in your pocket. It was a text from your mom. A minor emergency at the hospital meant she couldn’t leave to pick you up. You were left to either figure out the complex local bus routes, ask one of your new friends for a ride, or walk.
Your choice was made instantly. The thought of being trapped on a suffocatingly loud school bus, guessing at which unfamiliar street corner was yours, made your stomach twist. And you were far too proud and too new to ask Angela or Jessica to go out of their way for you. So, you decided to walk.
The trek began quietly. Your sneakers rhythmically hit the concrete, occasionally transitioning to the crunch of gravel as you navigated the shoulder of the winding road.
You jammed your earbuds into your ears, turning on a soft, acoustic track by Chloe Moriondo. The gentle, melancholy melody was exactly what you needed to block out the gray Washington chill. It was deeply calming perhaps a little too calming, because it completely dulled your awareness of your surroundings.
You didn't hear the low rumble of the engine approaching from behind.
Before you could even register the sound, a beat up jeep packed with teenage boys roared past you. They leaned out the windows, hooting and hollering into the quiet afternoon air, and a heavy, freezing wave of liquid suddenly collided directly with your upper body.
You gasped loudly, the shock of the cold instantly robbing the air from your lungs. You ripped your earbuds out, water dripping from your hair as the sound of the boys' raucous laughter echoed down the road. The jeep sped away, vanishing around a bend in the trees.
"You jerks!" you screamed after them, though your voice was entirely swallowed by the vast, damp forest.
Shaking violently, you looked down at yourself. The liquid didn't smell like soda, so you desperately hoped it was just melted ice water from a cooler, but that provided zero comfort.
Your jacket and shirt were completely soaked through, clinging to your skin like ice packs. Your house was still miles away, your earbuds were sputtering and ruined from the moisture, and the biting wind was turning the dampness into pure agony. Hugging your arms tightly across your chest in a futile attempt to preserve a shred of body heat, you forced your legs to keep moving, fighting back the burning tears of frustration that threatened to spill over.
Then, the low, smooth hum of another vehicle approached.
You heard the tires slow down against the gravel beside you. Tensing up, you turned your head defensively. A sleek, polished car had pulled over, the driver's side door already swinging open.
Stepping out into the mist was Alice Cullen, her short pixie haircut perfectly framing her small, striking face. In the passenger seat, Jasper sat perfectly still, his eyes fixed straight ahead with that characteristic, intense expression.
"Oh my gosh, are you okay?" Alice gasped, her voice full of immediate, genuine concern as she hurried toward you.
You looked down at the muddy gravel, utterly mortified to be caught in such a pathetic, miserable state by one of the most elite girls at school. You simply shook your head, unable to fake a confident response as a violent shiver racked your frame.
Alice let out a sympathetic sigh. Without a trace of hesitation, she reached out and began rubbing her hands briskly up and down your soaked arms, trying to generate some friction and warmth. She turned back toward the car, her voice projecting clearly. "James, get the blanket from the trunk! Quick."
Your entire body stiffened. No. Please, no. Through the fog of your misery, you heard the car door click open and shut, followed by the solid thud of the trunk opening. You kept your eyes locked strictly on your wet shoes, completely humiliated at the prospect of James seeing you disheveled, freezing, and crying on the side of a deserted road.
A sudden, immense wall of warmth enveloped your shoulders. The heavy, dark wool blanket was draped over you, instantly blocking out the piercing wind.
You looked up slightly as a figure stepped into your line of sight. It was James. He stood close, his towering height shielding you from the worst of the breeze. His expression wasn't the harsh, irritated glare from the classroom; though his dark eyes and sharp features were still incredibly intimidating, there was a quiet, intense gravity to his look now.
His voice dropped to a quiet register that felt entirely private. "You good?"
You stared up at him, your brain briefly short circuiting. Him and his two word sentences. Despite everything, you managed a brief, tight nod, pulling the thick blanket tighter around your chest. "I guess so. Thanks."
James gave a singular, slow nod in return, stepping back slightly. Alice watched the quiet interaction between the two of you, a small, knowing glint appearing in her eyes before she focused back on your shivering form.
"We're dropping you home," Alice insisted, her tone leaving absolutely no room for argument. "I am not leaving you out here to freeze in the middle of nowhere."
"Are you sure?" you whispered, your voice trembling. "I don't want to be a bother."
Alice flashed a bright, radiant smile that completely warmed the gloomy afternoon. "I don't mind at all. Come on, let's get you out of the cold."
She gently guided you by the elbow, opening the rear door behind the driver's seat. You slid into the immaculate, warm interior of the car, wrapping the blanket securely around yourself.
A second later, the opposite rear door opened, and James slid into the seat beside you, sitting directly behind Jasper. The sheer presence of him in the enclosed space made your heart rate spike all over again.
Alice hopped into the driver's seat, shifting the car into drive. The heater immediately began blasting warm air through the vents. She glanced at you through the rearview mirror, her eyes bright and welcoming.
"Now," Alice said softly, the car smoothly accelerating down the road. "Where do you live?"
---
The sleek vehicle glided to a smooth halt at the edge of the unpaved dirt driveway, the engine idling with a quiet, powerful hum.
Through the rain speckled windows, you could feel the silent, collective gaze of the three Cullens shifting toward the modest, single story house. Alice, Jasper, and James casually took in the split exterior.
The weathered red brick on one side, the faded white vinyl siding on the other, and the wild, overgrown clusters of pink flowering shrubs that clung to the foundation. In the dim, misty afternoon light, the house looked small, a little worn, and entirely ordinary compared to the flawless car you were currently sitting in.
Carefully shifting the heavy wool blanket around your shoulders, you opened the door and stepped out into the damp, cool air. The contrast was instant, the Washington breeze biting at your wet hair, but the thick fabric kept the worst of the chill at bay.
Alice rolled down her window with a soft click, the warm air from the interior spilling out into the gray afternoon.
"Thank you," you said sincerely, leaning slightly toward the car. "Seriously, thank you both so much."
Alice flashed another one of her bright, effortlessly charming smiles. "Anytime."
You began to step back onto the gravel, ready to offer a final wave, when the sudden weight on your shoulders reminded you of your borrow. "Oh, wait," you stammered, your hands flying to the edge of the fabric to pull it off.
"It's totally fine, keep it," Alice interjected smoothly, waving a dismissive, graceful hand. "We have plenty more where that came from. Besides, you're still freezing. And hey, if you ever need a ride, just look for us. I'm happy to help."
Before you could fully process the unexpected generosity, her smile widened. "I'll see you at school."
With a cheerful wave, she rolled the window back up, sealing the car's quiet warmth away from the elements. You offered a small wave in return as Alice shifted into reverse, smoothly backing the car out of the driveway and onto the main road.
You stood on the wet grass, watching the vehicle glide away into the silver fog, but as it turned, your eyes inadvertently caught the rear window. James was sitting perfectly still, his sharp jawline set, his dark eyes locked directly onto you through the glass. He didn't blink, and he didn't look away until the car finally rounded the corner and disappeared behind a thick wall of ancient pine trees.
You froze for a second, a strange flutter rising in your chest. Was he staring the entire time? you wondered, a mix of bewilderment and self consciousness wash over you. Does the guy just have a serious staring problem, or is it just me?
Shaking your head to clear the intrusive thoughts, you turned toward the front porch. You let out a long, heavy sigh, the exhausting events of your first two days completely catching up to your limbs.
Unlocking the front door, you stepped into the quiet, half unpacked house, letting the heavy wood click shut behind you. At this point, the mysteries of the Cullen family didn't matter. All you really wanted was for the weekend to arrive so you could finally sink into your bed and disappear.
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(x)
Night eventually bled into the late hours, and the house remained entirely quiet. Your mom still wasn’t home from her grueling shift, but she had thoughtfully left a premade sandwich in the fridge for your dinner.
With your homework already completed and a hot shower washing away the remnants of the day's chill, you found yourself with nothing but time.
You lay stretched out across your bed, the soft glow of your phone illuminating the dark room as you mindlessly scrolled through various apps, opening and closing them in a state of absolute boredom. With nothing left to keep your attention, you decided it was best to just call it a night.
You plugged your phone into the charger, pulled back the neat layers of your comforter, and were just settling your head against the pillows when a sudden, sharp sound echoed through the quiet house.
The doorbell.
You froze, your heart giving a sudden, nervous thud against your ribs. You glanced at the digital clock on your nightstand. It was exactly 10:00 PM. In a tiny, unfamiliar town like Forks, a late night visitor was distinctively unnerving.
Swallowing hard, you crept out of your bedroom and tiptoed down the hallway. You approached the front door and peered cautiously through the small peephole, bracing yourself. The porch was bathed in the amber glow of the outdoor light, but there was absolutely no one there. The driveway and the front lawn were completely deserted.
Confused, your eyes drifted downward. Sitting right in the center of the welcome mat was a small white box with a folded piece of paper resting on top.
You unlocked the door, cracked it open just enough to quickly snatch the parcel, and immediately shut and locked the deadbolt. Heart racing with a mix of adrenaline and curiosity, you hurried back to the safety of your bedroom, tossing the package onto the mattress before sitting down beside it.
Carefully, you lifted the lid of the small white box. Tucked inside was a brand new pair of white, wired earbuds. An exact replacement for the ones that had been ruined by the water earlier that afternoon.
You stared at them, completely baffled. How could anyone have known? Desperate for an explanation, you snatched up the folded note and flipped it open. Written in clean, elegant handwriting was a single, cryptic sentence.
I know you need new ones. - C.Y
You stared at the paper, your mind racing through every face you had met since arriving in Forks. C.Y? The initials didn't match anyone you knew. None of your new friends at the lunch table had those initials, and neither did Alice, Jasper or James. The mystery only fueled your unease.
Moving quickly, you stood up and walked over to the window, where the heavy curtains were already pulled back a fraction. You pressed your face near the glass, scanning the dark perimeter of your yard, the shadows of the overgrown shrubs, and the edge of the unpaved driveway, hoping to catch a glimpse of a retreating figure or taillights. But the misty night was completely still.
Let out a heavy sigh, you reached out and firmly pulled the curtains completely shut, blocking out the dark woods so no one could see into your room.
But out in the distance, entirely cloaked by the dense, pitch black shadows of the ancient forest, a figure stood perfectly still.
The bleach blonde hair was barely visible in the gloom, his golden eyes fixed intently on your house. From his vantage point, his vision easily pierced the distance. He had watched the front door click open, seeing you lean down to retrieve the package. He had tracked you returning to your room, watching through the gap in the fabric as you sat on your bed, your face twisting into a mask of pure confusion as you read the note. He saw the exact moment you bolted to the glass, searching the darkness for him, before you finally shut the curtains and cut off the view.
As the fabric settled into place, a faint, genuine smile graced his lips. A soft, gentle expression that absolutely no one at Forks High School had ever seen on his characteristically cold face.
Alice had already dropped hints, her strange insights offering a glimpse into who you were, and the potential place you might hold within their insular family dynamic.
But even without his sister's quiet warnings, something deep within his own quiet existence had already recognized a pull toward you. Yet, the realization brought a heavy wave of conflict. He wasn't sure he wanted to draw you into his complicated, secretive world. He had spent years maintaining a strict, impenetrable boundary between his family and the rest of the town, acting like an unapproachable, cold hearted outcast to keep everyone at a safe distance, even though his actual nature held far more depth than anyone gave him credit for.
He lingered in the damp brush for one more long, silent moment, his gaze fixed on the glowing outline of your window frame. Then, with a silent breath, he turned and vanished, his figure streaking through the dark, misty woods like a phantom, leaving nothing but the sighing wind behind.
(x)
The weekend finally arrived, bringing a brief reprieve from the overwhelming fog of the school week. The last three days of the weekday had settled into a quiet, predictable rhythm.
The Cullens hadn't shown up at all, their usual table in the corner of the cafeteria remaining conspicuously empty, but your own social circle had steadily solidified. You now had the phone numbers of your four new friends saved in your contacts. The paralyzing shyness that had gripped you on your first day was beginning to erode, allowing glimpses of your real personality to peek through during classroom transitions and locker visits.
Today, on a surprisingly bright, not so gloomy Saturday, the group had invited you out to explore. The first stop was a local staple called the Carver Cafe, a cozy spot filled with the rich aroma of fresh coffee and sizzling breakfast plates.
While the majority of the table opted for standard morning fare, Mike raised a few eyebrows by casually ordering a greasy midday burger. Once the plates were cleared, the girls eagerly took the lead, guiding the group through a row of small retail storefronts and a charming, cramped little bookstore that you mentally promised to revisit when you had more time.
The boys animatedly described a nearby beach they promised to show you on the next trip, but for today, the group piled back into Mike’s car to head to the local theater.
The main event was Iron Man, a choice heavily championed by you and the boys. Angela didn't seem to mind the blockbuster pick, and while Jessica openly voiced her lack of interest, she still tagged along without too much complaint. You offered a quiet compromise, promising the girls they could completely dictate the itinerary for the next outing.
By the time you all spilled out of the theater doors, the afternoon sun was beginning to dim, casting long, amber shadows across the pavement.
Climbing back into the car, Eric suggested a quick stop for ice cream, a motion that was instantly and unanimously carried.
The tiny parlor was bright and nostalgic. Angela immediately opted for cookies and cream, Jessica chose cookie dough, Mike went with rocky road, and Eric picked a caramel swirl. You ordered mint chocolate chip—your favorite, albeit highly controversial, flavor.
The group took a slow, casual walk around the block, balancing the melting scoops on sugar cones. Standing by the car, listening to the easy banter and laughing at a string of ridiculous inside jokes, a sudden wave of overwhelming happiness hit you.
For the first time in as long as you could remember, the crushing weight of being the permanent outsider dissolved completely. You found yourself fiercely wishing the night wouldn't end.
But the darkness eventually caught up. By the time the last of the ice cream was finished, the sun had fully dipped below the horizon, replaced by the artificial hum of streetlamps and storefront signs turning on.
As everyone began walking back toward Mike’s car to head home, you lingered on the sidewalk. You explained that you wanted to quickly duck back into the small bookstore across the street before it locked its doors for the night.
The group paused, their expressions shifting to mild concern as they asked if you were absolutely sure about walking back later. You offered a reassuring nod, telling them to make sure they drove safe, a sentiment they quickly echoed before pulling away from the curb.
You watched the tail lights disappear down the main road until the street was entirely quiet. Turning on your heel, you crossed the asphalt toward the corner store. Your hand lifted, your fingers just grazing the cold metal of the door handle, when a sudden, sharp yelp and the distinct rustle of heavy fabric cut through the silence. Then, absolute stillness.
Your hand dropped from the knob. You turned your head toward the sound, which seemed to originate from the mouth of a narrow, unlit alleyway running alongside the building. Curiosity overriding your better judgment, you took a cautious step toward the shadows.
Deep within the gloom of the alley, two silhouettes were barely visible against the brick. One figure was pinned flush against the wall, the other looming directly in front of them. From a distance, it looked like a private, intense embrace—almost as if the standing person was pressing their face into the other's neck. But as you took a instinctive step backward to give them privacy, your sneaker caught on a loose piece of gravel. You stumbled, the sharp crunch of stone echoing loudly in the narrow space.
The noise instantly caught the attention of the figure against the wall. The silhouette snapped its head toward you, holding the other person upright for a fraction of a second before carelessly dropping them to the ground like a sack of dead weight. Your eyes furrowed, your brain struggling to process the bizarre sight of the slumped body on the pavement.
Then, the standing figure let out a low, terrifying hiss.
Before you could even turn to run, the shape lunged forward at an entirely unhuman, dizzying speed. It was a man with long, pale blonde hair tied tightly back, his features sharp and feral. In the dim light filtering into the alley, his eyes gleamed a distinct, unnatural crimson red. His upper lip was curled back, revealing elongated, dangerously sharp canines that extended far past normal proportions, and the skin around his mouth was smeared with a dark, unmistakable slick of blood.
A terrified whimper escaped your throat as a cruel smirk spread across his face. In a fraction of a second, his cold hand clamped around your neck—not with enough crushing force to completely cut off your air, but with a terrifying, solid strength that pinned you violently against the brick wall, mirroring exactly what he had done to his previous victim.
Through the blur of your panic, your eyes darted to the pavement. The man lying there appeared to be in his early thirties, his face a deathly, translucent pale. From two deep, clean puncture wounds on his neck, a steady stream of dark red was staining his collar.
The reality of the situation hit you with a sickening jolt, and you completely freaked out. A loud, piercing scream tore from your lungs as your body thrashed against his grip, your hands desperately clawing at his iron wrist to break free. Hot tears spilled over your eyelashes, blurring your vision as the man slowly licked his bloody lips, entirely unfazed by your struggle.
You shook your head violently, your voice cracking into a desperate, raw plea. "Please... please, no."
The man merely chuckled, a low, grating sound that vibrated against your skin. He leaned his head down, pressing his mouth directly against the shell of your ear. "I love it when they beg," he murmured.
He gave a sharp, agonizing tug on your earlobe, forcing your head to tilt away and exposing the line of your throat. He dragged his lips down your jawline to your neck, one of his large hands shifting upward to firmly cover your mouth, smothering your cries into a muffled sob. You could feel the freezing, razor sharp tips of his elongated teeth grazing the sensitive skin of your neck, deliberately teasing, delaying the strike.
Right as his jaw opened to bite down, a massive force crashed into him from the side. The impact was loud and incredibly violent, the sheer velocity sending the man flying backward into the darkness of the alley.
The sudden release sent you crumbling to the damp ground, your hands scraping against the rough gravel as you gasped for air.
Ahead of you, a brutal, lightning fast struggle erupted. The movement was a chaotic blur of shifting figures, the speed so intense your eyes could barely track the motion. The air was filled with the sound of tearing fabric and heavy thuds until, with a sudden, sickening wrench, the rescuer violently ripped the attacker's head completely from his shoulders.
Still pressed against the cold ground, your hands braced behind you, you frantically scrambled backward in pure fright, trying to distance yourself from the carnage. The dark silhouette of the person who had saved you turned slowly, taking a single, deliberate step toward you.
As they stepped into the faint amber glow of the streetlamp, the features became clear. It was the bleach blonde boy who sat directly next to you in first period.
James stood over you, his breathing heavy, his chest rising and falling in sharp movements. You could only stare up at him in a state of absolute, paralyzing confusion.
A terrible thought gripped your mind. He was just like the man who had attacked you. Had he only intervened to claim you for himself?
His eyes, usually a dark, unreadable shade, were now a vibrant, polished liquid gold. As you watched, frozen, you could see his elongated canines slowly retracting, slipping back into his gums until his teeth looked entirely normal again.
You pushed yourself back even further against the wall, your breath hitching. James took a slow, deliberate step forward, carefully dropping down onto his knees to bring himself directly to eye level with you.
The cold, impenetrable glare he usually wore at school was entirely gone, replaced by a soft, intense look of concern. When he spoke, the characteristic dark, deep edge to his voice had vanished, replaced by a tone that sounded remarkably soft, almost boyish.
"Hey, hey... it's okay," he murmured softly, his hands hovering in the air as if he wanted to reach out but didn't want to startle you further. His gold eyes scanned your tear stained cheeks, a heavy, pained expression crossing his features.
He took a sharp breath, his jaw tightening. If Alice hadn't experienced one of her sudden, inexplicable premonitions, and if he hadn't pushed himself to sprint across town to get here exactly when he did, the outcome would have been catastrophic. He shook his head slightly, forcefully dismissing the dark thought from his mind.
Slowly, he extended a palm toward you.
You stared at his hand, your chest heaving as you tried to weigh the safety of the gesture. You didn't know what he was, or how he had just done what he did.
"I'm not going to hurt you, Y/N," he said, his voice steady and quiet, carrying the weight of a solemn vow. "I promise."
Your eyes flicked between his golden gaze and his open palm. Slowly, hesitantly, you slid your trembling hand into his. His fingers closed around yours. They were incredibly cold, like marble, but his grip was remarkably gentle. He took his time rising to his feet, carefully pulling you up with him so you wouldn't lose your balance or panic.
Your gaze inadvertently drifted past his shoulder, locking onto the unmoving shape of the long haired man on the pavement. "Is he... is he dead?" you whispered.
James let out a quiet sigh, his fingers instinctively sliding into his jacket pockets—the familiar habit instantly returning. "No," he said, shaking his head slightly.
You looked back at him, your brow furrowing in disbelief. "But you literally took his head off."
"Yes," James admitted, his tone turning clinical as he looked down the alleyway. "But creatures like that... you need fire if you actually want to kill them permanently." He turned on his heel, beginning to walk out of the dark space toward the main street, his guarded, distant demeanor rapidly clicking back into place.
"Creatures?" you echoed, your legs moving automatically to follow his fast pace. He possessed significantly longer legs, and he was completely ignoring your question now, his eyes scanning the empty street to ensure no one had witnessed the commotion. "Hey!" You reached out, your fingers tightly gripping the fabric of his jacket sleeve.
He stopped instantly, turning his torso to face you.
"What are you?" you demanded, your eyes searching his golden irises back and forth, desperate for an answer that made sense.
James’s jaw clenched tightly. He cast one final, sweeping glance around the deserted, dark street corner to confirm the coast was entirely clear before stepping directly into your personal space. The movement was so sudden you were nearly chest to chest, his towering frame completely blocking out the ambient light of the town.
"Hold on," he muttered under his breath.
Before you could voice a single protest or ask what he meant, he effortlessly scooped you up into a secure, bridal style carry. In the next heartbeat, he took off.
The sheer speed was terrifying. You instinctively wrapped your arms tightly around his neck, burying your face securely into the crook of his shoulder to shield yourself from the biting wind. Peeking over his shoulder, the world outside was a dizzying, incomprehensible blur of dark green pine trees, passing streetlamps, and the faint, glowing windows of distant houses. The wind whipped your hair wildly around your face, the sheer velocity making it impossible to track their movement.
A few seconds later, the rushing motion came to an abrupt, perfectly silent halt.
You blinked, looking around in utter shock. You were standing inside the familiar layout of your own bedroom, the heavy wooden door firmly closed behind you. He had brought you straight home, bypassing the front door entirely.
James gently lowered you onto the edge of your unmade bed, stepping back a couple of inches. His expression wasn't nervous, but there was a distinct, uncharacteristic layer of uncertainty in his golden eyes as he watched you.
You sat up straight, gripping the fabric of your comforter, and fixed him with a stern, demanding stare. "James. Explain. Right now."
His golden eyes locked onto yours, his features settling back into a dull, guarded mask. "It's hard to explain," he said flatly.
You let out a sharp, incredulous scoff, completely discarding his attempt to shut down the conversation. "Yeah, well, I literally almost just became someone's dinner out there, so you better start talking and tell me what the fuck is going on."
"That guy out there... he was a vampire," James began, his voice flat, testing the weight of the word in the quiet bedroom.
You let out a sharp, sarcastic scoff, crossing your arms tightly. "No shit."
James entirely ignored the comment, his jaw tightening slightly as he pressed on. "I'm a vampire, too."
You stared at him blankly, as if he were actively insulting your intelligence. "Wow. I totally didn't figure that out after watching you rip a guy's head off and run at a hundred miles an hour."
His jaw clenched at your sarcasm, but his gold eyes remained fixed on yours. "Vampires aren't just a myth local to Forks. We are scattered all over the world. Many of us are born with specific, supernatural gifts. Abilities that are entirely unique to the individual."
"So, what are yours?" you interrupted, leaning slightly forward, your curiosity finally overtaking your fear.
Instead of answering verbally, James stepped back a few inches and held his palm upward. You watched in absolute fascination as a dull, ethereal blue glow began to emanate from his skin, hovering a few inches above his palm. The light began to shift and solidify, swirling until it perfectly mimicked the shape of an apple. The moment his cold fingers closed around the makeshift object, the blue light vanished, leaving behind a perfectly solid, vibrant red piece of fruit.
He extended his hand, offering it to you. Your face twisted into utter shock as you took it from him. Slowly, you took a small bite. It was crisp, sweet, and undeniably real.
"I have the ability to manipulate and transmute matter at an atomic level," James explained, watching your reaction closely. "My siblings are all inherently different. Alice can foresee the future before it happens. Edward can hear the thoughts of everyone around him. Jasper can sense and actively manipulate the emotions of any room he walks into. We all inherit something different when we transform."
You stood up abruptly, setting the apple down on your comforter as the staggering weight of reality began to truly settle in. James took a slow step closer to you, his flawless features contorting into an expression that looked remarkably like genuine nervousness.
"But there is a coven called the Volturi," he continued, his tone dropping to a dark, cautious register. "They are the oldest, largest, and most powerful coven in existence. They act as the law in our world, enforcing strict rules to maintain control and ensure our secrets stay hidden. And their most absolute law is that no human can ever know about our existence. If they find out what you know, they will kill you."
He stared down at you, the heavy silence hanging in the room as he waited for you to scream, panic, or run. But the sheer terror of everything you had experienced over the last hour finally broke through your defenses. Your gaze dropped to the carpet. You swallowed hard, your knees suddenly feeling too weak to support your weight, and sank back down onto the edge of the mattress.
You breathed in deeply, your chest heaving as a single, hot tear escaped your eye and traced a path down your cheek.
James noticed instantly. Dropping his guarded posture, he knelt down on the floor by your legs, bringing himself to your level. With a remarkably gentle touch, the pads of his cold fingers lightly brushed the stray tear from your cheek.
"I'm not going to let anything happen to you," he murmured fiercely.
You looked up, your eyes searching his golden gaze. "Why, though? We barely even know each other."
James stared into your eyes, the depth of his expression completely unreadable. If his heart were still capable of beating, he was certain it would be hammering violently against his ribs right now. "Because... I have a feeling you're going to mean a lot to me."
You blinked, your brow furrowing in utter confusion. "Huh?"
Seeing your bewildered expression, the tension finally broke. James shook his head at you, and a small, genuine smile made its way across his lips.
You found yourself staring. He was incredibly handsome when the cold, stony mask faded. The subtle lines at the corners of his mouth looked almost like dimples, instantly softening his fierce features into something sweet and approachable.
But the moment passed quickly, and his face returned to its neutral, guarded baseline. "I'll figure something out, okay? Don't spiral."
You offered a small, hesitant nod. He slid onto the edge of the bed, sitting quietly beside you as you both stared ahead into the dim litted room, processing the impossible reality of the night.
After a long, quiet moment, the lingering anxiety about your family forced its way to the surface. "James?"
He let out a quiet hum, letting you know he was entirely focused on you.
"Am I safe here? I just... I don't want my mom dragged into any of this if I'm genuinely in danger."
James looked toward the closed bedroom door, his brow furrowing as he calculated the risks. "Stay here tonight. Keep the windows locked. I'll come back to get you tomorrow morning, and we'll take this to my family. We'll figure out a way to keep you both safe, alright?"
You nodded, trusting the solid certainty in his voice. He rose to his feet in a fluid, silent motion, walking toward your bedroom door.
"I'll see you tomorrow," he said, giving a brief wave.
Before you could even whisper a reply, he vanished. A sudden, violent gust of wind whipped through the room as he sped out the door, the sheer force of his movement momentarily lifting your hair into the air before it settled softly back onto your shoulders, leaving the room entirely still once again.
Sunday arrived with a startling suddenness. The moment your eyes blinked open in the dim morning light, a faint rush of air swept through your bedroom, and James was suddenly standing near the foot of your bed.
You let out a sharp yelp, throwing your hands up in pure shock as your heart hammered violently against your ribs. "Dude, what the hell?" you whisper yelled, casting a panicked glance toward the door, acutely aware that your mom was still asleep in her room just down the hallway.
James stood there entirely unbothered, his dark golden eyes quietly taking in your disheveled, morning appearance. "I heard you wake up," he stated simply, as if appearing out of thin air in someone's bedroom at dawn was a perfectly normal social habit.
You squinted your eyes at him, the heavy fog of sleep still clouding your brain. "Yeah, I'm going to need you to elaborate on that." You rubbed your face with both hands, trying to shake off the grogginess.
James pointed a pale, elegant finger toward his ear. "My senses are heightened. I could hear the exact moment the rhythm of your breathing shifted from asleep to awake."
You nodded slowly, the terrifying reality of his vampire nature finally clicking into place for the morning.
Standing up, you padded over to the cardboard boxes and the closet, which now held the majority of your wardrobe. You rummaged through the shelves, pulling out a pair of jeans and a comfortable sweater (x) before tossing them onto the unmade mattress. Turning back around, you realized James was still standing in the exact same spot, watching you silently.
You raised your eyebrows at him in a silent demand for privacy. He merely blinked, a look of genuine confusion crossing his sharp features.
"What?" he asked blankly.
"Uh, leave? I need to change my clothes," you said, gesturing toward the door.
An uncharacteristic flash of awkwardness crossed his face, and he gave a quick, tight nod. "Right. Of course. I'll be waiting outside."
"Great," you murmured, giving him a thumbs up and a tight, fake smile that you knew his sharp eyes instantly recognized as pure sarcasm.
Once you were dressed and stepped out into the crisp morning air, you found him waiting beside a sleek car.
The exact same vehicle Alice had used to rescue you. The drive was fast and completely silent, the car handling the winding, tree lined roads with effortless grace until he turned off onto an unpaved path hidden deep within the thick, ancient forest.
The car came to a halt, and you stepped out, your jaw dropping slightly in absolute awe. The Cullen house was a stunning masterpiece of modern architecture. It stood two stories high, nestled seamlessly among the towering pines, its facade constructed almost entirely of massive glass windows that reflected the silver, misty sky.
As you stood frozen on the gravel, completely distracted by the sheer beauty of the place, you felt the solid, incredibly cold pressure of James’s hand gently resting against the curve of your waist, silently guiding you forward toward the front steps. You didn't object to the touch, the coolness of his palm sending a sudden flare of warmth straight to your chest.
Focused entirely on the house ahead, you completely missed the faint, knowing smirk that played across his lips; his sharp ears had instantly picked up the sudden, erratic spike in your heart rate the moment his fingers brushed against your clothes.
Stepping through the front door, the warm, expansive interior opened up before you, but the initial comfort was instantly eclipsed by sheer intimidation. The entire Cullen family was gathered in the spacious living area, their pale, flawless faces turning in perfect unison to look at you.
You swallowed hard, praying the nervous sound wasn't incredibly loud in the quiet room.
James stepped slightly ahead of you, his hand dropping from your waist as he gestured toward two people you hadn't seen before. "Y/N, this is Carlisle and his wife, Esme. And you already know the rest," he added, waving a dismissive hand toward his siblings, who were scattered across the sleek furniture.
You didn't bother asking how he knew you already recognized them. You guessed that during those frantic cafeteria gossip sessions with Jessica and Angela, their supernatural hearing had picked up every single word.
That explained the intense glances James had thrown your way.
Esme stepped forward immediately, a remarkably warm, maternal smile gracing her beautiful features. Instead of offering a stiff, formal handshake, she stepped directly into your space and pulled you into a gentle, welcoming embrace. You hugged her back, entirely surprised by how soft and genuinely kind she felt despite the marble like chill of her skin.
Carlisle stepped up next, offering a firm, polite handshake. His golden eyes were kind and filled with a calm, professional authority. "Your mother works at the hospital, correct? Nurse L/N?"
You nodded quickly. "Yes, she just started."
Carlisle smiled warmly. "She is a lovely lady, very dedicated. It's a pleasure to have her on the team."
You offered a quiet, grateful thank you, the tension in your shoulders easing just a fraction. But James wasn't interested in small talk. He stepped into the center of the room, his posture instantly turning rigid as he brought the conversation back to the terrifying reality at hand.
"As nice as this all is, we have a massive problem," James stated, his voice dropping into a dark, urgent register. "She knows what we are. The guy from last night... we are at serious risk with the Volturi if word gets out."
Carlisle turned to face his adoptive son, his expression turning solemn and incredibly heavy. "Yes, but you know the rules, James. You know exactly what has to be done to maintain the secret."
You looked back and forth between them, your chest tightening at the cryptic, dangerous undertone of their words.
You could see the frustration visibly boiling over in James. His chiseled jaw was clenched so tightly the muscle leaped, his golden eyes turned incredibly dark and intense, and the faint blue veins on his pale neck stood out under the skin.
"So what? She either dies or she's forced to become one of us?" James yelled out, the sheer force of his frustration echoing loudly off the massive glass windows.
Your eyebrows shot up to your hairline, a cold spike of panic hitting your stomach. Esme immediately stepped in, her expression softening with deep empathy as she placed a calming, gentle hand on James’s rigid shoulder. "James, calm down. The Volturi don't know anything yet. But at some point in the future, you may need to come to a definitive decision regarding her safety."
James looked between Carlisle and Esme, his usual cold, unreadable mask completely shattering to reveal a flash of raw panic. "I didn't kill him," he muttered, referring to the long haired vampire from the alleyway. "He survived the encounter. He probably went straight to them to report what happened."
Carlisle shook his head calmly, trying to anchor his son's spiraling thoughts. "You don't know that for certain, James. We can't assume the worst yet."
James let out a rough, frustrated grunt, raising his pale hands to rub at his face harshly. You watched him from the edge of the room, your concern completely overriding your own fear as you witnessed the sheer agony in his posture.
"I—I can't go through this again, okay?" James whispered, his voice cracking slightly with a vulnerability that caught you completely off guard.
Esme’s face softened into a look of profound heartbreak. "James... nothing is going to happen to this time. I promise you."
You stood frozen, parsing his words. This time? The implication hung heavy in the air. Something identical to this had happened in his past and whoever it was hadn't survived the consequences.
You looked closer at his face, and though his expression was hard to read, his eyes looked slightly red, a faint hint of moisture clinging to his eyelashes from how harshly he had been rubbing his eyes.
Before you could say anything, James suddenly moved. His cold fingers wrapped firmly around your wrist, and without a word to his family, he began dragging you toward the massive staircase.
You managed to throw a quick, awkward wave of hello and goodbye to his siblings as you were pulled up the steps, Alice offering a small, encouraging nod in return.
He led you down a long corridor and pushed open the door to his bedroom, closing it firmly behind you. The space was meticulously clean and surprisingly warm. A neatly made bed sat against one wall, surrounded by a stunning collection of various musical instruments. An enormous wooden bookcase dominated the opposite wall, packed to the brim with leather bound books that looked older than your grandmother.
James walked over to the edge of his mattress and sat down heavily, resting his elbows on his knees as he glared fiercely at the floorboards, completely lost in his own dark thoughts.
You remained standing near the closed door, watching him quietly for a long moment before stepping forward. "James?" you called out softly.
He let out a long, heavy sigh, slowly lifting his head to look at you. His golden eyes were bloodshot, the intense anger and panic still swirling within them. Deciding to cast aside your hesitation, you walked over and did exactly what he had done for you the night before. You dropped to your knees directly in front of him, bringing yourself to eye level.
James’s breath hitched sharply at the sudden proximity, his posture freezing.
You reached out, placing your hands gently on his knees, looking up into his fierce face. With a slow, deliberate movement, the pad of your thumb reached up and wiped away the faint trace of a tear from his pale cheek.
"Look, I don't know what happened last time," you said softly, your voice steady and comforting. "And I know we aren't close enough for you to tell me secrets about your past. But what I do know is that you aren't the cold hearted asshole I thought you were."
You gently rubbed the fabric of his jeans with your thumb, offering a soothing rhythm. "When I first saw you in the cafeteria, you seemed incredibly intimidating and scary. But... in a really hot way." You instantly cringed internally, your cheeks burning a bright pink at the accidental confession that you found him devastatingly attractive.
A sudden, small crack appeared in his stony expression. A faint, genuine smile broke across his lips as he dropped his gaze to the floor, clearly amused by your blunt honesty.
"But when Alice showed up on the road on Tuesday," you continued, your confidence returning as you watched his smile, "and you went out of your way to get that blanket for me, I saw that you can actually be incredibly kind. You aren't just all..." You dropped your voice into a deep, exaggerated, mocking growl. "'Watch it.'"
James let out a soft, genuine chuckle at the impression, the heavy tension completely draining from his shoulders.
"And yesterday in that alley," you murmured, looking directly into his golden irises, "I saw genuine concern in your eyes. You don't really know me, but I can tell that you care."
He hummed softly, his gaze dropping down to watch your thumb as it continued to caress his knee. Then, he looked back up at your face, a playful glint returning to his eyes. "You forgot one thing."
Your eyes locked onto his. "What?"
"The earbuds," James said quietly.
You stared at him for a long beat, the puzzle pieces suddenly assembling themselves in your mind. "Wait... the note was signed C.Y. Are you... C.Y?"
He gave a slight, remarkably shy nod of his head. You stopped the movement of your hand on his knee in sheer bewilderment, but before you could pull away, James reached down, his large, cold palm sliding over the top of your hand to hold it firmly in place against his leg.
"My real name is Chao Yufan," he stated softly, the foreign syllables rolling off his tongue with a beautiful, natural rhythm. "James is just an English name I adopted because it's easier for people here to pronounce."
You stared up at him, a genuine, admiring smile spreading across your face as you took in the hidden depth of his identity. "Well... I think both names suit you perfectly."
You eased yourself up from your knees, sliding onto the mattress to sit directly beside him on the edge of the bed. "Look, you don't have to tell me anything you're uncomfortable with. But... can I ask you just one personal question?"
He turned his head to look at you, appearing slightly hesitant before offering a slow nod. "Go ahead."
"How old are you actually?"
James let out a heavy sigh, instantly averting his gaze to look out the massive window, clearly reluctant to give an honest answer.
You let out a dramatic, loud gasp, shifting your body across the mattress to force yourself back into his direct line of sight.
"Oh my god," you teased, your eyes wide. "Are you like... super old? Ancient?"
He looked thoroughly offended by the accusation, his jaw dropping slightly. "What? No!"
You leaned in significantly closer, intentionally invading his personal space until your face was mere inches from his. "Oh yeah? Then why did you turn away from me, huh? What are you hiding?"
A massive, brilliant smile—wider and more radiant than any expression you had ever seen on his face—broke across his features. Leaning down slightly to bring his face even closer to yours, his golden eyes danced with amusement. "I was born on October 14, 1735."
He leaned back just an inch, a smug look on his face as he waited to take in your inevitable reaction.
You sat frozen, staring at him with wide, unblinking eyes as you desperately tried to do the mental math in your head. "Wait... so that means you're... 291 years old?"
He nodded slowly, completely satisfied with your calculation.
Your jaw literally dropped. "You are almost three hundred years old?!"
James turned his face away slightly, a look of mock annoyance crossing his features though it was done in a way that was completely charming and attractive. You knew him well enough by now to tell he wasn't genuinely bothered.
"Okay, okay," you said, forcing your tone to turn somewhat serious as you nudged his shoulder. "How old were you when you were actually turned into a vampire?"
He turned back to face you, his intense golden eyes slowly tracing a path down your face and back up, a deliberate look that instantly sent a massive swarm of butterflies fluttering wildly through your stomach. Seeing your breath hitch, that familiar, arrogant smirk returned to his lips. "I was twenty."
You smirked right back, masking your nervousness with sheer audacity. "Well... you look absolutely amazing for a twenty year old. Seriously, what is your skincare routine?"
His smirk instantly fell at your ridiculous question, a look of dry amusement replacing it. "You would know. You seem to like staring at me a lot."
Your own smirk vanished, a hot blush rushing back to your ears. "I was not staring at you."
James leaned in close again, his cold breath brushing against your cheek as his voice dropped to a low, teasing purr. "Yeah? Because every time I looked over, it felt like you were practically drooling."
Your mouth opened widely in utter outrage. "Oh my god, I was absolutely not drooling!"
James leaned down further, his face moving until your lips were a mere fraction of an inch apart. The air between you felt incredibly charged, the playful banter melting away into a sudden, heavy wave of tension. His golden eyes flicked down to your mouth, a dangerous, confident smirk playing at the corners of his lips.
"So... if I were to kiss you right now, you're trying to tell me you wouldn't feel anything for me at all?" he challenged softly.
You crossed your arms defensively over your chest, holding his intense gaze. "Absolutely not," you lied, trying to keep your voice from trembling.
He let out a low, melodic hum, his large, cold hand smoothly sliding around your waist, the solid pressure of his fingers anchoring you to him.
Your heart instantly began to hammer violently against your ribs, the rapid thudding echoing clearly in the quiet room. His face closed the remaining distance, his lips brushing against yours as he breathed out his final words.
"Your heart says otherwise."
You rolled your eyes, but the resistance completely dissolved. Reaching up, your fingers tightly gripped the fabric of his shirt, and you pulled him firmly toward you. "Shut up."
His lips crashed into yours with a sudden, fierce intensity. His hands tightened around your waist, his immense strength effortlessly pulling your body flush against his solid chest. The cool marble of his lips sent a rush of pure electricity straight down your spine. Your hands traveled upward from his chest, sliding along the curve of his neck before your fingers tangled deeply into the soft, bleach blonde hair at the nape of his neck.
A low, deep groan escaped his throat, the sound vibrating against your lips as he deepened the kiss, his posture straightening slightly and lifting you onto your tiptoes to match his height.
You were the first to gently pull away, your lips lightly grazing his as you both caught your breath. A beautiful, genuine smile broke across his face, and you found yourself smiling right back, your eyes locked entirely onto his.
"Fucking knew it," he murmured softly, a triumphant laugh in his voice.
Before you could even process the words, he leaned down and began attacking your face with soft, playful kisses across your cheek, making you giggle as he carefully reached up to move a stray strand of hair away from your eyes, admiring the bright, flushed color of your cheeks. His cold palm settled gently against your jawline, holding you close.
You looked up at him, a sudden question surfacing. "Wait... was it because of what my friends said in the cafeteria? Did you hear them?"
James leaned his head back slightly so he could look down at you, an amused smirk returning. "Oh, you mean when your loud friend Mike said that the sheer intensity of our starings made him feel super uncomfortable?" he asked, perfectly recalling Mike's exact words.
You let out a quiet, embarrassed groan, shutting your eyes tightly as you wished the floor would swallow you whole. "Oh my god, you heard everything."
Opening your eyes, you looked up into his soft, golden gaze, needing to know one last thing. "Okay, but... when did you actually start feeling things for me? For real."
James’s thumb gently caressed the smooth skin of your cheek, his eyes turning incredibly soft and filled with a profound, quiet certainty. "Since the first moment I saw you."
A massive wave of warmth fluttered through your stomach at the confession. He had definitely been a master at hiding his emotions, considering he had looked like he wanted to murder absolutely everyone.
"And I am going to make absolutely sure that nothing ever happens to you," he promised fiercely, the dangerous edge returning to his voice for a fraction of a second to solidify the vow.
He leaned down, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your forehead before wrapping his long arms around you, pulling you securely into a tight, protective hug against his chest as the rain began to patter softly against the glass outside.
Sidenote: I fear there maybe some plot holes. But I really wanted to write a twilight related fic with James and seeing him blonde!! I just had to.
"out of my league?"⭑E.SEONGHYEON
[SMAU x WRITTEN]
⌗ intro | O1 , O2 , O3 , O4 , O5 , O6 , O7 , O8 |
⸝⸝ BASKETBALL PLAYER! SEONGHYEON x STUDENT COUNCIL! READER
⌗ SYNOPSIS ⋮ IN WHICH [reader], the school student council's secretary catches an eye for a known basketball varsity player, eom "sean" seonghyeon.
⧽ disclaimers : separate fiction from reality , this is a work of fiction , all accounts are fake , ignore time stamps!
⧽ reader as low profile in socmed but well-known at school , priv acc user ⸝⸝ cortis as guys who hang around the court every free time, seonghyeon as the only one who pursued bball among them as a sport.

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PLEASE REMAIN SEATED ✶ MARTIN EDWARDS
synopsis: In which Martin discovers that you’re alot less patient than you look, and you discover that detention is somehow worse with company.
genre: detention AU, troublemaker!martin, classpresident/hermione!reader, classmates, enemies to lovers, kissing, angst if u squint, fluff, martin is lwk a menace, school discipline
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note: troublemaker martin? yes please. wow im active two posts in two days who am i
The high pitched engine sound of the racing car Martin was driving activated his adrenaline. The race car roared past, its engine screaming as it accelerated down the straightaway. The tires screeched against the asphalt as Martin took the corner too fast. The deep growl of the engine echoed around the track while drowning out everything else. He smirked, nobody was getting past him. The finish line was right there, he could see it. Just a little furth-
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TIMBER (lee chanyoung) | MASTERLIST
🍃 summary: after one reckless mistake too many, your parents send you away for the summer in hopes that a few months in the countryside with your grandmother might finally straighten you out. you fully intend to count down the days until you’re free again…right up until a bug loving little boy and his father begin making the mountains feel a little more like home.
❀ pairing: single dad!anton x f!reader ❀ genre: single parent au, slow burn, rich kid au, found family ❀ word count: tbd ❀ rating: 18+
⟶ warnings: profanity, drinking, mentions of marijuana use, family conflict, absentee parent themes, discussions of teen pregnancy and young parenthood, mild injury/hospital visit, child illness/injury, discussions regarding co-parenting, suggestive content, sexual content, kissing, talk of societal class devisions, parental abuse, more to come.
🌱a/n: can you tell i’m a sucker for anton? send in an ask or leave a comment to be added to the taglist. chapters will be posted every friday at 12pm est starting june 5th ! maybe sooner if i get impatient.
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↳ status: incomplete 🪵
↠ chanyounglee: social media peek
↠ chapter 1: the exile (8.7k)
↠ chapter 2: reality check (9.3k)
↠ chapter 3: planting roots (7.2k)
↠ chapter 4: the reckoning
↠ chapter 5: baby momma drama
↠ chapter 6: casts and cuddles
↠ chapter 7: storm warning
↠ chapter 8: wildfire
↠ chapter 9: timber
↠ chapter 10: evergreen
➾ chapter minis:
🌳 mini #1: read in between chapters 2 and 3