ideas live forever

i convinced my cousin to watch the tmr movies with me, and they immediately said that teresa and thomas should’ve been siblings cause they look alike.. then this came to me in a dream.

1st person pov, brenda journals about teresa (sfw, 1k) @themazewomen

God, this is stupid. I haven’t written in a journal since I was…what, 11?

A few months ago I found one that had fallen behind my desk drawer. I was so angsty back then, it was ridiculous. I really didn’t have anything to be upset about. I didn’t know how good I had it.

I never kept my old journals long enough to look back on. Any time I tried, I would feel so ashamed and embarrassed of my older self that I would immediately shred it into as many pieces as possible, and then burn it. The cycle went on for years until I eventually stopped journaling altogether. 

I guess I ended up pivoting to songwriting, but that’s never felt quite the same. I still have to focus on getting the words to rhyme, get them to match with the music in the right way.

I always hoped I would be able to write a song about her to tell her everything I feel. But I’ve never managed.

MINHOOOOOOOO

i read a scene where brenda holds a knife up against minho so i decided to draw it BUT i tweaked it so it’s technically not book lore accurate 😭 I JUST WANNA DRAW MINHO WITH HIS HANDS UP OKAY DAMN