brain go brrr

Your heart was beating against your ribcage as your hand held lightly on Izuku's hand. With your back turned against him as you led the way to your room, you would've thought he was fully calm with the situation, but that's just because you can't see him.

Just like you, he feels like he's about to explode, either from anxiousness or from excitement.

But anyone would be, you know?

How would you feel if the girl you've been dating for half a year suddenly sends you a message like:

| I'm home alone, wanna come over?

And then suddenly, you get the flashbacks of those times when you've talked about the boundaries in your relationships, what's allowed to do physically to each other, and what's over the lines or reserved for when you're both ready.

Which means, now that he's in your house, without your parents inside, just you and him... It feels like all those conversations of what the both of you can try will be finally put to practice.

But you feel guilty, you're well aware that your parents had great trust in you, and yet you decided to invite your boyfriend over to have some sort of 'bonding time' with him. But like, you can't help it. A chance like this cannot slip from your hands! You just gotta have him.

When both of you have finally entered the walls of your room, it didn't take long before you felt Izuku's hands on your waist as you slowly faced him.

"Is this alright?" He referred to his hand, face red with his palm light on your sides.

"Mhm..." You couldn't form proper words, but as your chest was pressed against his, the harsh beat of his heart on yours eased you. It made you realize that you're not the only one who's anxious and excited about this whole escapade.

"Can I kiss you?" His voice was like a whisper, it would've been hard to catch if you weren't pressed so close against him like this.

"Fuck, yes, please."

It was like your wants, or even needs, slipped a bit, and you could see he was shocked at your desperation.

But he smiled, and just kissed you. And the show was starting! There were fireworks inside your head when his lips were finally on yours, you felt him walk and guide you onto your bed.

He was so smooth with it, you didn't even realize you were already laid on your back. Izuku was hovering over you, right arm was caging your side as his other arm was stroking waist up and down... agonizingly slowly, it was almost ticklish.

His body against yours was so comforting and so warm, it's been so long since the both of you had a chance to be alone like this. Those lips of his continued to entertain you as well, as his tongue slowly started to push itself into your mouth. You don't know if this is the same Izuku that can be timid at times, but seriously, the way he's exploring every part of the insides of your mouth, it's like he's someone else.

Izuku pulled away, looking down at you.

"Are you okay?" He asks softly as if he wasn't just eating you like some hungry beast.

You were dozing off a bit, before slowly nodding "I– I'm alright.."

"Do you want some more?"