jesse journals

forcemascing myself by listening to willy nelson for hours and smoking weed

one day you realize that you have incredibly deep relationships with those around you but no one around you gets it because nothing about it is ever romantic even though you do love them so much it hurts. and even when you did date people you pushed down the fact that you actually had no romantic feelings for them til one day you decided you hated that and never dated again. also you felt alienated for years because the people you loved the most would leave you for romantic partners time and time again and it left you platonically heartbroken. over time you became incredibly loyal and protective towards those who stayed and you loved them unconditionally. now you get turned on by acting like a guard dog and being led around on a leash.

You can top without a cock! You can sub without being penetrated! You can have sex without touching each other's genitals! You can give pleasure without oral sex! You can be kinky without expensive gear! You can be penetrated without a pussy or without doing anal! You can roleplay without taking it seriously! You can do whatever you want forever!!!

Okay so I've been thinking

Y'all want me to stream but hate it when I open my mouth, curious

"careful! thats fetish art!" girl you have no idea

forcemascing a guy by making him listen to shitty post punk