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miss roseanne, i'm sorry i bolted before we could really catch up. i did something gloriously stupid so i had to take a flight to hide in a bungalow somewhere. but i really miss you and it was great to catch you for the few hours we were together. please call me soon? or even make time in september for me to crash and bother you for a few days.

well the first stupid mistake was letting the hate win and drinking wine, i've gotten so good ignoring all of at that, bleh. but also, i then texted he who shall not be named and now i'm sick to my stomach about it. normal things! i know you would too and that's why you'll always have my heart. i hope you know that. i miss him so much actually. please kiss him on the nose for me. i love you, first moment of free time after this next show, i'm coming to bug you.

i've become convinced you could wear a trash bag and somewhere, somehow, it'd be sold out within the hour. i don't know if that's a compliment or an accusation. @jenkimss

you think so? pop a gucci symbol in the middle of the bag and see how well it does? i'll take the accusation because i have worn some questionable things in the past that have sold out. but honestly, i've been obsessed with your style, you haven't missed once. i'm about to start selling out your stuff, see how you like it.

i was in 'the idol'! the raunchy show with lily rose and the weeknd. and it was crazy for my first role but incredibly so fun. but pinch me, you're a huge fan of me? it's so mutual, so so mutual. is it crazy to say a new goal is to act with you? i actually took my mother to watch 'the devil wears prada 2' and we loved it.

no i totally get that, it's not for everyone i know. but i'm just grateful for the opportunity and experience it's given me. i hope i can do something more suited for your taste in the future! oh, she loved it. she loves all things early 2000's so to revisit a favorite movie of yours? she was so happy. she'd even lose her mind knowing i was talking to you right now.

that was cute, don't apologize. pretty girls are allowed to be lame! you can't? i can't blame you, it's a really good one. i was so lucky to be a part of it. girl, i want to! that's the goal for the future. especially now, take a little break and then appear on all of tyla's screens. i appreciate you. but what about you? new album and all that jazz, how's life going for you?

the plot was plotting, is all i'll say about that. but yes, i'm hoping this experience helps me in the future. please, you can get any cameo you want with me. i'm actually depressed we have yet to work together, imagine the power we'd hold. anywhere particular you're thinking about going? when's the last time you got to vacay anyways? i'm sure it's been forever.

love of my life, where have you been? i feel like i haven't seen you in so long and that's not fair to either of us. i do miss you though and we need to have our monthly catch up. @jenkimss

the love of my life, i've been all over. i'm not even kidding, they've got me going everywhere. i miss you more. i have a couple of days to breathe, where you at? what's new?

and that was the sound of my heart cracking in two. but maybe i can swing by before i have to head to japan? when do you have your mini-me? i have to still win the title of best non-blood auntie and i have a teddy that might help my case. oh, so you're saying i have to be in la in october to witness hotness in person? done.

it's okay, i can't be upset for too long around you. there's a festival i'm doing, and then some little schedules here and there. have i ever told you i hate jetlag? bleh. man, that is some mighty competition. how can i compete with taylor swift, blackpink or not?! i'll figure it out though. oh please, i would love to be there. i always love watching it and seeing my hottie friends do their things.

you, stunner, you. please tell me you're in the los angeles vicinity. please don't break my heart, i'm dying to see you.

and that was the sound of my heart cracking in two. but maybe i can swing by before i have to head to japan? when do you have your mini-me? i have to still win the title of best non-blood auntie and i have a teddy that might help my case. oh, so you're saying i have to be in la in october to witness hotness in person? done.

I get that, unfortunately. That’s the biggest factor of why my real circle is so, so small these days. They bark and bark and bark, but the moment we bark back, we’re the bitches. But keep being you, you’re amazing and I love you. Anyone who disagrees can get fucked, truly. Oh LA? That’s so perfect, I’d love to work with you on something, even just some feedback would be fun. And maybe if I come during the weekend we can get into some mess? I just need a brain break before the real craziness resumes.

isn't it odd how it seems those with the most genuine spirits go through the worst? we're god's toughest soldiers and i think we need some recognition for it. no exactly. a lot of these opinions don't matter to me until someone says it to my face. absolutely, that sounds like everything i need and more. especially the trashy television, i need that. are you working on something special? like perhaps, an album? give me something to daydream about on the flight back to the states.