fucking you on the staircase after an argument βββ ΰΌΊπ¦Ήπ£β
i love you, i will always love youβ even with your hands around my throat, especially then. youβll never recover from that kind of devotion.
(μ΄ν¬μΉ x fem reader) you look into my eyes, you can't recognize my face, you're in my world now, you can stay, but you belong to me, ooh, you belong to me if it hurts to breathe, open a window, your mind wants to leave , but you can't go β house of balloons
ΰΌβ£οΈ β donβt have much to say for myself this is just pure filth honestlyβ this is extremely toxic. also always wanted to write about sucking toes heeseung is the perfect candidate.
content advisory toxic relationship dynamics, like extremely toxic, toxic heeseung (reader is spiralling), jealousy, possessiveness, arguments, angst, mentions of obsession, dirty talk, unhealthy coping mechanisms, emotional distress, denial, dissociation, manipulation, power imbalances.
smut advisory unprotected sex, staircase fucking, forced proximity, creampie, oral, pussy eating, dirtyβtalking, missionary, backshots, deep penetration, fingerβsucking, choking, fingering, kissing, ass eating, thumb in asshole, feet fetish, heeseung licks and sucks readers toes, reader gets shy, manipulation through sex, mentions is pregnancy, filthy sex just pure filth okay.
βyouβre overreactingβ heeseung sounds unbothered when he slams the car door shut behind him. like youβre bothering him by being angryβ like youβre making a big deal out of nothing. you freeze, turning to face himβ youβre usual calm expressionβ gone. replaced by genuine hurt and anger.
heeseungβs never seen you like this.
usually whenever you get mad at him, or the two of you have a misunderstandingβ you keep it to yourself, then communicate with him the next day calmly and you two sort it out, you always do.
but tonight, youβre differentβ calm facade clearly breaking. you had ignored him the whole car ride home. whenever he made conversation, youβd turn your head to the window, leg bouncing uncontrollablyβ and not to mention slapping his hand away when he tried to rest it on your thigh.
you were angry at him, that was obvious, but you were also tiredβ tired of the same shit happening over and over again even after you talked about it with him. he never listens. just apologised and does the same thing over again.
youβre hurt and heeseung knows why.
tonight was your staff night out, and you had brought heeseung along to introduce him to your co-workers. he was well behaved for most of the night, youβll give him that, talking and laughing along with the people you worked with politely.
until you came back from the bathroom after touching up your makeup only to see him at the bar, with jiwoo from finance, her hands on heeseungβs chest, running a finger along his buttons playfully.
heeseung was laughingβ looking down at her hand and raising an eyebrow. you saw it all, and you knew that look all too well.
that same look heβd given the girls heβs flirted with beforeβ that look that had you up all night, crying silently on your side of the bed while heeseung slept peacefully beside you, that look that had you comparing yourself to random girls on the street when heeseung would stare at them for a second longer than necessary.
he was always like this, a flirt.
you knew that when you first started dating and you know that now. but what you didnβt know was that heeseung was going to keep flirting with other women despite your relationship.
but he wouldnβt flirt obvious enough for you to accuse him of cheatingβ it was in his tone, the way he could make everyday conversation sound seductive, suggestive, the way he would look at themβ like heβs imagining bending them over and taking them from behind.
maybe you were overthinking it, maybe he canβt control it, some people are just natural flirts and donβt know theyβre flirting.
and anytime youβd bring it up to him, heeseung would laugh like you were talking crazy, brush it offβ lay you down and fuck you good, whispering sweet words in your ear to remind youβ who heβs in love with, who heβs obsessed with and who heβs buried inside right now.
and just like that things would be fine again. you would never leave him, and heeseung knew that. but what heeseung also knew is that he would never cheat on you, never take it that far. he knew what he was doing, he knew how jealous and insecure you would get deep down insideβ youβre pride too high to ever admit itβ show it, voice it to him. and he hated that.
wanted you to show him how ugly and possessive you can get inside.
he liked that about you, that no matter how innocent or unbothered you may appear on the outsideβ inside thereβs darkness, a timerβ ready to be set off at any minute now.
your throat tightened like it always did when you saw him with yet again another girl. so you stepped forward, forced a smile and walked right up to themβ eyes landing on her hand that was now closer to his waistband. heeseungβs face lit up when he saw you, clearing his throat and stepping back from jiwooβ naturally placing his arm around your waist.
βynβ jiwoo greeted you politelyβ fake. you only glared back at her, smile alsoβ fake. she cleared her throat after a few minutes of uncomfortable silence, she stepped back, βbye heeseungβ
your jaw tightened when she left, heeseung smiled down at you like nothing had happened βhi babyβ you grabbed his arm roughβ pulling him down to your level, lips brushing his ear.
βweβll talk about that when we get homeβ you shove him back, walking away with a sway to your hips. heeseung could only smile to himselfβ eyes glued to your ass in that lacy dress, this is what he wanted.
you storm inside your shared home, heels clacking against the tiles of your hallway. βiβm overreacting?! so you werenβt all over jiwoo just thenβ my fucking co-worker?!β
heeseung locks the door behind you two, throwing his keys on the tableβ fingers pinching between his eyebrows in frustration, he laughs βbaby, she was all over me, i told her i had a girlfriend, what was i supposed to do? shove her off me?β
you scoff in disbelief at his words βyes! you couldβve but you didnβt heeseung thatβs your problem you like the fucking attentionβ heeseung takes a step closer to you βdonβt fucking swear at me babyβ you push his chest, βiβm a grown woman i think i can swear if i want to, and right now it feels really fucking necessaryβ he stumbles back, eyes wide a little taken aback at how aggressive youβre being.
he wasnβt expecting this, was expecting you to cry to himβ tell him you want him to stop talking to other women, beg him to never leave you.
but youβre expression is stone cold, arms crossed over your chest.
you shake your head at him. βcome on donβt be like thatβ he takes a step closer againβ hand going to tuck a strand hair behind your ear.
heβs not taking you seriously.
βdonβt touch meβ he furrows his eyebrows taking a step back. βso thatβs how youβre gonna be, huh?β his tongue pokes the inside of his cheek. you donβt answer him just turn to the kitchen, footsteps heavy.
heeseung follows after you without hesitation. βwhat happened to talking to each other huh? you know communicating? youβre being childish right nowβ
you slam the fridge door shut, eyes glassy with anger as you look up at him. βwell clearly talking it through with you isnβt fucking working, you never listen hee, just apologise and do the same shit over and over again itβs exhaustingβ
that shoots straight through him, βitβs not like i kissed her, godβ he clicks his tongue, running a hand through his hair. you scoff, βlooked like it was getting pretty fucking close to thatβ heeseung unbuttons the first two buttons of his dress shirt, loosening his tie, ears hot.
βyou think iβd cheat on you baby? really? you think iβd stoop that fucking low?β he catches the dish towel when you throw it at him.
βi donβt think this is working anymoreβ
and for a second you almost want to travel back in time and shut yourself up. but you donβt. you let the words settle. heeseung stares at youβ he wasnβt expecting this, he scoffs βwhat?β you shrug βi donβt know how many times iβve had to bring this up to you before, itβs toxic heeseung i canβt do this anymore, iβm fucking doneβ and with that you begin walking towards the stairs, heeseung is quick after youβ rolling up his sleeves.
βthe fuck did you just say to me?β
youβre three steps up the staircase when he grabs your ankle, making you trip against the tiles. βwhat the fuck are you doing heeseung let goβ he doesnβt listen, only grabs your waist and spins you around, laying you down on your back, hard cold tiles sending shivers up your spine from the backless dress youβre wearing.
heeseungβs hands are on either side of your headβ caging you. βlook i know youβre jealous babyβ he smirks pushing his body on top of yours. and you hate him for how good he looks right now. βyou wanna leave me? hm?β
βget off me heeseungβ you whine, trying to get up but he only presses himself against you harder, legs spread on either side of his waist. he grinds down on you once and thatβs enough to make you whimper, hands catching his biceps, finally meeting his gaze. βthink iβm toxic? bad for you?β he cooes stroking your cheek.
he looks annoyingly good like this, face a little red from the arguing, but still that cocky smirk he always has plastered on his face. itβs annoying you. heβs mocking you.
βi donβt think you want me to get off you, hm baby?β he looks down at where your bodies are connected, keeping a slow place when he rubs his bulge against your heat. βin fact i think you want more, huh baby?β he smiles and you shake your head no, a little breathless from the feeling of his clothed cock rubbing against your clit.
heeseung grabs your cheeks hard, squishing them togetherβ your lips puckered up like a fish. you look terrified, it only pushes him further.
βno? no you donβt want more? letβs see what this little pussy has to say, huh?β heeseung lifts himself off you then, letting your cheeks go with a slap, forcing your head sideways, tears fall from your face.
he backs down a step on your staircase so heβs eye level with your pussyβ heβs giving you the space to moveβ leave, heβs not holding you down anymore.
but you stay, legs spread for him.
he carefully pulls your lacy panties to the side and when he sees youβre glistening for him he chuckles, cocky.
βsuch a bad liar baby, youβre soaked for me look at thatβ heeseung licks his lips once, slowly running his middle finger along your folds, gathering your slick to show you. your cheeks flush in embarrassment. okay maybe you were a little turned on. heβs never treated you like this before, this rough.
heeseung smiles proud, on his knees below you on one of your steps, he lifts your left leg up. he brings your calf to his mouth kissing and humming against your soft skin at how good you smell. youβd lathered yourself in oils and lotions earlier to get ready for the night and heeseung canβt get over how smooth you are.
βshit babyβ he groans, rubbing his bulge against your thigh. he lets your heel fall, kissing up to your feet. heeseung presses your foot to his face, sniffing your sole, hips bucking against you as he lets out a soft groan. you bite your bottom lip in embarrassment at your foot all up in his face like this.
βheeseungβstop itβs embarrassing!β he stops immediately pulling your foot from his face to get a look at your flushed, tear streaked face and it only turns him on more.
βyeah? you embarrassed baby? embarrassed because βm fucking obsessed with every inch of you?β he smirks holding your gaze when he slides his tongue between your toes, you flinch trying to pull your foot backβ whining at the unwanted tickle.
heeseungβs having none of it, grip tight around your foot when he takes your toe into his mouth swirling his tongue around it. he holds your gaze and you hide your face in your hands, chest falling up and down.
heβs never done this before. has he always liked feet? the truth is, he doesnβt have a weird fetish for feet, but your feet? well thatβs a whole different topic.
heeseung gets lost in the feeling of your toes in his mouthβ grinding himself down on your bare pussyβ meanwhile heβs still fully clothed. he closes his eyes rubbing your feet all over his face, sucking and licking.
βfuck baby wanted this for so longβ he licks from your heel to the tips of your white toes. βdidnβt wanna tell you, scare you away, but since you think i want other women, wanna leave meβ think itβs necessary i show you how down bad i am for youβ
your chest swells with pride when he speaksβ he sounds so submissive right now. you look at him, eyes dark when you pull your foot from his mouth, trailing it down his chest to his bulge. heeseung watches eyes wide, breath stutteringβ whimpering softly when you rub your foot back and forth over his clothed cock.
βbabyββ he throws his head back and thatβs when you take your chance to move, standing up to walk upstairs, you hadnβt t forgotten what he pulled earlier, mind still set on leaving him.
but you only make it to the quarterβ landing. heβs quick to grab your ankle again, making you fall to your kneesβ you squeak in painβ heβs holding you down from behind now, hovering over you.
heeseung leans down to your ear his hot breath making you shiver, βwhere do you think youβre going hm?β he sticks his tongue out licking all over your earlobe, moving to your cheek, gathering your tears with his tongueβ enjoying the salty taste in his mouth.
you sob, more tears falling, heβs so nasty with you tonight, you squirm beneath him and he only growls because youβre pushing your ass back against his crotch. heeseung holds back a moan, grinding his own hips down to meet your ass.
βstill mad at me baby? still wanna break up?β you nod βyes heeβ shitβ he smiles at the shake in your voice, βyeah? need me to fuck it out of you then baby? show you who iβm really obsessed with?β he doesnβt even need you to reply, he already knows the answer, he lifts up your dress, bunching it around your hipsβ your panties still pushed to the side.
you look so perfect like this, on your hands and knees on the staircase, ass arched, all ready for him. he takes his lower lip between his teeth at the sight of you, unbuckling his belt quicker than he ever has before. unzipping his pants just enough to free his cock.
your cheek is pressed against the tile of the landing floorβ turning your head to get a view of his cock, itβs bigβ flushed pink tip leaking pre cum. heeseung sees you staring and winks at you, stroking himself a few times before pushing himself inside you slowly from behind, eyes on yours.
your eyes roll to the back of your head when you feel him burry himself balls deep inside of you, moving slowlyβ hands on your hips. you mewl loudly hands sweaty against the tile floor when heeseung thrusts into you rough, your ass bouncing against his hips.
he groans deeply at the sightβ grabbing a fistful of your hair, pulling you back towards his chest, letting your head rest on his shoulder while he fucks up into you, balls slapping your clit.
βyou know i flirt with all these girls baby but theyβd never have me like thisβ he whispers in your ear, tongue licking at your neck. βyouβre my special girl, yeah?β you want to push him away, roll your eyes but you canβtβ your body caught in a trance.
βy-youβreβ youβre a fucking whore babyβ you cry out without really thinking. all you know is that youβre angry at him, even more now that heβs making you feel so good. your eyes spill more tears from the pleasure heβs giving you.
heeseung growls in your ear picking up his paceβ cock twitching inside you, left hand reaching up to wrap around your throat, βyeah? iβm the whore?β he chucklesβ tightening his grip around your throatβ right hand pulling down the front of your dress to play with your tits.
βyouβre the one crying on my cock babyβ he cooes, cupping your tit feeling it bounce in his hand. you moan louder when he pushes your cheek back down on the step, right hand gripping your hair as he thrusts into you with skill, you clench around him at the way heβs treating you.
βjealous little slut huh baby?β you canβt answer him, canβt talk, your mind is gone, eyes rolled back, tongue sticking out a little at the side of your mouth. heeseung has to stop himself from cumming from your lewd expression alone. βthink you can leave me? think i want other girls like this? who does this cock belong to huh?β
βmβmeβ meβ you push yourself up, body weight on your forearms, pushing your ass back against him, meeting his thrusts. he freezesβ slapping your ass watching himself slip in and out of you. βthatβs it baby take whatβs yoursβ your body is exhausted but youβre desperate to make him feel good. show him who he has, show him why he doesnβt need to flirt with other girls. remind him who owns him.
βfuck thatβs so hotβ his hand rest on your lower back, just above your ass, right thumb pressing against your pretty little asshole. you twitch when he pushes the tip of his thumb in, cock still fucking in and out of you with brutal force. βheeββ
βshh baby taking me so fucking well, wanna fill all your holesβ you walls clam around him uncontrollablyβ body betraying you. heβs talking and using you so nasty right nowβ you donβt want to accept the fact that like you like it. his left hand moves from your tit to your mouth, stroking your bottom lip.
you let his long fingers in, swirling your tongue around them, heeseung moans at the view of you through the mirror on the wall in front of you two, he pushes your head up forcing you to look at yourself in the mirror. βthatβs it baby, look at youβ all your holes filled by me huh? you like that?β
you try to avoid the mirror but god you look a mess, in the best possible way, your dark hair messy from heeseungs grip, drool hanging from your chin, eyebrows raised and stitched together in pleasure, heeseung behind you, still fully dressed except for his cock, eyes locked on your ass until he meets your eyes in the mirror, he looks so sexy like this.
the sight of him sends you over the edge, your walls flutter around him and you reach out behind you to push him back but he grabs your arm, pinning it behind your back. βheeseungβ gonnaβ gonna cumβ heeseung smirks pulling out of you suddenly.
you whineβ tears falling from your flushed face. he stays behind youβ eyes locked on your face through the mirror βtell me you forgive meβ you shake your head in protest and he shrugs, moving his cock up and down your folds. your legs shake.
βif you wanna cum, gonna have to forgive me babyβ he smirks βcome on i didnβt mean it, donβt care about her, i know where my priorities lieβ he takes hold of his cock, rubbing it against your clit. your breathe hitchesβ you were so close and he just pulled out, edged you.
βbaby spit it outβ he slides into you dangerously slow, grazing your insides. βcome on princess, know you wanna cum all over this cock, just say the wordsβ you canβt take it anymore, youβre so sensitive, so ready to realease.
βokayβ iβ i forgive youβ you speak, voice barely audible. heeseungs clicks his tongue, not satisfied. βsay it like you mean itβ youβre growing impatient, clenching around nothing, βplease heeseung i forgive you baby, donβt wanna break up with you, just fucking make me cum pleaseβ
heeseung smirks satisfied, pulling out of you completely before slamming back into you, fucking against you relentlessly, your moans echoing in the halls.
βthatβs it baby, thereβs my good girl. cum, cum all over this dickβ your whole body shakes beneath him when you orgasm on his cock, you pulse around him aggressivelyβ making him whimper βsuch a stupid girl arenβt you? thinking you can break up with meβ he pounds into you a few more times, moans high and broken.
βshit iβm close too, gonna cum inside you princess, gonna fill you up, get you pregnantβ you nod, head heavy, eyes hooded as you look at him through the mirror, back arched for him. βheeββ that sends him over the edge, just the sight of you, just your voice saying his name is enough for him.
βyeah fuck yn hm? want me to put a baby in you?β he cums inside you when you nodβ emptying his balls with a low groan, fucking himself through his orgasm, you sigh at the feeling of his warm cum shooting inside your womb.
he stays inside you for a moment before he pulls outβ watching his cum leak out of you. he watches your holes clench around nothing. youβre lying thereβ exhausted, body still shaking from your orgasm.
heeseung bends down to move his head closer to your pussy, licking a stripe of his cum that was leaking from you, gathering it on his tongue before he pushes his tongue in your hole, fucking his tongue in and out of youβ making sure none of his cum goes to waste.
your legs shake from the sensitivity, heeseung licks up to your asshole, circling it with his tongue making you flinch. he places a soft kiss on your hole, pulling away slow, breathless. watching your collapsed body on the staircase, he laughs tucking himself back into his pants.
βyouβre hot when youβre jealous baby you know that?β he lies down beside you on your stairs. βglad we could make upβ heeseung strokes your messy hair, your makeup ruined from the tearsβ he smiles to himself knowing he was the cause.
he kisses your lips softly, βiβm fucking obsessed with you babyβ you canβt leave me, everβ he leans his forehead against yours. you just stare at himβ eyes empty, your mind blank, youβre completely gone, spaced out. heeseung laughs softly, this is exactly how he wants you. βcanβt live without me can you?β
acceptance creeps in slowlyβ thereβs no escape from this, from him. heβll continue to mess you about and youβll stay. youβll stay ever single fucking time.
because youβre exactly where you want to be.