lara🦇

Im crawling back to tumbler immediately after relapsing

sometimes suffering is just suffering it doesn’t make you stronger it just hurts

Feeling like you're too much is honestly one of the worst feelings to possibly exist. It just feels like you need to stop being yourself and existing all together. It's like you crawl out of your own skin and laugh in disgust at what remains, it's pathetic. And so saddening.

whenever i finally successfully kill myself, deep down, im sure everyone who knows me will feel a sense of relief.