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Bigyan niyo ako ng jowa pls HAHAHAHAAHAH now na HAHAHAHAHA hmu char

And now I’m starting to realize that whatever you do, may it be good or bad, people will still judge you, talk so much shit about you and pin you down. So the best thing to do is to be whoever you want to be. Be a bitch, be a saint, be whoever you want to be and fuck what others think about you because in the end, it will be your life, your consequences and not theirs!

she was always smiling, always happy she was so carefree, everyone else sees she made everyone cry with laughter she never felt pain, she kept that smile on her but then she grew up she experienced everything rejection, isolation, discrimination, confrontations too many people expected so much from her too many people saw her mistakes and only her mistakes too many people belittled her too many people made her an outcast too many people hurt her too many people gave her pain too many people misunderstood her too many people lied to her too many people made her think that she wasn’t enough but that did not stop her, that never stopped her she still became so happy so happy that everyone else still sees she thought it would be okay to hide the broken pieces underneath the carpet and pretend it never happened she thought everything’s going to be alright she kept going one day in the middle of the night  she was in the verge of tears she realized she can’t handle it she tried so hard at faking and was only lying to herself she was so wrecked, she was breaking she fought her thoughts of ending her life which was completely a waste she whispered to herself “dear please keep fighting” but her mind told her “stop! end your sorrows” after a moment of battling one action led to another she found herself lying on the bathroom floor the last thing she saw was that the bottle full of pills became only four she said to herself again  "dear don’t worry it’s all over now you don’t have to feel the pain anymore" DECEMBER 23, 2016 10:37PM