✦✧ jasper

Greetings and Salutations!

I am from the Philippines, specifically located in the south of Manila. I was born in the earliest days of December, therefore making me a Sagittarius or an Ophiuchus.

╰┈➤ All of my socials will be in this link, https://beacons.ai/jastheauthor

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╰┈➤ I’ll be going to state this essentially, I am a minor. My profile is safe for people that are twelve and under, and any age.

My closest mutuals: 

@dia-smthidk

@lowkeuu

@digital-chaos-control

(My apologies for the @‘s.)

I love them unconditionally! All three of them are very unique and peculiar in miscellaneous aspects, especially creative, but they transcend beyond mere labels. They are more than that.

They all helped me at some point, both as a friend and teacher. I’d like to irrevocably thank them for all of these moments shared. Now, let us continue forward to this introduction!

What am I interested in?

I am mostly interested in mythology, witchcraft, social studies, philosophy, psychology, phenomenology, parapsychology/paranormal, criminology, coroner’s, forensic psychiatry, sociology, religions, and horror.

That is all I remember for now! The majority of my penchants I have written above me are matters that will likely be discussed in my profile.

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Other info.

My belief system: I am a pagan and an existentialist nihilist. While this alignment of belief system may be arguably “contradictory”, it is perfectly possible to believe in both.

Typology:

INFJ (NiFe) so5(w6)29 LEVF PEVL ILI rla[I]/O/ mel-phleg

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In addition, my profile will also be of use as a guide to modern-day witchcraft, spellcraft, nature magick, and divination. To be more precise, I’ll be presumably teaching you guys herbal magick and their magickal influences, palmistry, rituals under moon phases, and so on; feel free to ask questions on my profile.

Farts out Jane Richardson cosplay

Well, it’s been a while since I’ve posted, so here I come back with another photo dump.

How I love decorating my own room to the likeness of my mind, it’s just so soothing.

Background:

In this story, Slender Man had been around for a millennium. He's prevailed ever since the 8th century at the year AD 843, tenth of June. Precisely 1180 years ago. When the kingdom of Germany existed as the Holy Roman Empire, there existed low-lying mountains in the centre of its acre, located between the cities of Hamburg, Hanover, and Leipzig. The Harz Mountains are rich in folklore and myth, renowned as the home of many mythological creatures.

Reference Classification:

"Three great legendary myths that have shaped the Harz: the days of mediaeval emperors and kings, the enchanted world of witches and devils, and the subterranean realm of mountain men and dwarves."

The Harz Mountains are well known for its ghostly sightings and supernatural occurrences. Subsequent to the innumerable supernatural incidents there, it had caused for a sensational energetic imbalance to be formed, which was excessively brisk and vehement. These occurrences are frequent at a particular vacant area where it is empty of undergrowth — the area from a high-view is shaped as a circle. People, distinctly the Ecclesiastical Monastery (an Ecclesiastical Monastery is a Monastery that is a jurisdiction of the Church.), bequeathed it the name 'Chthonic Circle', because they had come to the conclusion that it was a portal to different planes of existence, evoking mythological creatures to enter and roam amongst the depths of Harz Mountains dark naturalism. We shall call this a rip in the fabric of reality, caused by an imbalance in the fundamental forces that hold the fabric together. This had occurred due to the overwhelming amount of energy caused by the previous multifarious supernatural circumstances. The Chthonic Circle is portrayed as an unpredictable and inter-dimensional phenomenon that allows creatures of miscellaneous dimensions to bridge into our world. This fervent circumstance had eventually led to the inadvertent manifestation of the Slender Man, who initially had his appearance as a creature with an unidentifiable sex. It didn't seem like a man or beast. Its form dictated clear as being preternaturally tall, its body can be described as diminutive, partially black except for its head that took in the colour of ghostly white skin, resembling that of an apparition. It was simply in nude, completely devoid of facial features, not adorned in any garments. It moves unnaturally like it is a marionette attached onto invisible strings. His unnaturally long, slender arms that swung like dead limbs, seemingly too lengthy and disjointed to belong to a mere mortal, hung awkwardly at its sides, and its towering height will make you feel dwarfed in its shadow. A Behemoth.

Crusaders and Martyrdom.

Folks that dwell around the mountains had allegedly sighted him a few times. They surmise that he was either a Wraith or Behemoth. Consequently, the tall creature had leisurely obtained an enigmatic reputation amongst central Germany and few parts of Europe, being known as Der Größemann (Deer Grohs-man is the proper pronunciation, I think. It depends on how people in Germany pronounce it. Southern Germans have a distinctly different accent compared to all of Germany). In this period, 800 AD, paganism was practised in some areas of Central Germany, particularly in rural areas where the influence of Roman Christian monks was not yet strongly felt. Elements of pre-Christian shamanic practices have persisted in some areas of Central Germany even after the arrival of Christianity, as a kind of syncretic combination of old and new beliefs. Historically, there were magickal burial sites situated in segments of the Harz Mountains, with this introduced to knowledge, the Ecclesiastical Monastery (or Frankish Christian chapel, whatever they used back then), had conjectured that it was witches who had convoked the notorious entity, rather than him being an accidental manifestation of the fundamental supernatural energies that meander the area.

Throughout the passing moons and suns, he had slowly developed an unquenchable hunger. A desire to witness despondence and sorrows. In his endless pursuit of power, the Slender Man has observed countless individuals fall victim to the hardships and suffering of life. He watched civilisations rise and fall. He has learned about the flawed aspect of humanity and harbours a profound knowledge of impurities inherent in mankind. Humanity’s weakness and frailties can make them susceptible to even further degradation and despair, because they are eager enough to make themselves even reprehensible as they are now. The Slender Man relishes the twisted pleasure of witnessing others succumb to their own hubris, proving to him that his own superiority is justified. As such, he seeks to gather proxies to enact his will and demonstrate his dominance. By doing so, he hopes to further reinforce his belief that humanity is a deplorable species observing subjugation and punishment. He realised that humans were easily influenced, and that their minds could be moulded to serve his purpose. He craved subserviency, and soon developed a hunger for supremacy. He viewed his proxies as extensions of himself, and their success fuelled his own desire for authorisation and power. Being cognisant of his hatred for humanity, there was one thing he refused to acknowledge, and that was how he's grown to be rather anthropomorphic throughout centuries of acclimating to the human world. He refuses to think that he was comparable to a human.

The Manor. (If I had to make the Manor work here somehow..)

The manor existed during the Common Era (around the 1460’s), so the outward appearance of the manor would look a bit akin to this. Though, I am specifically talking about the texture, not the way it’s structured. It’s way more spacious and humongous than that.

Der Größemann has mastery over a wide range of magickal and mystical arts, allowing him to create a travelling-manor that can be summoned from the spiritual realm. This manor is like a conduit that allows him to tap into the latent magickal energies of the region in the Harz Mountains and transport himself to different locations across the Earth. The manor is made up of a complex network of arcane sigils and ancient runes which allow him to summon it wherever he pleases. The manor itself is a manifestation of his power and his innate connection to the mystical forces that he has mastered over the centuries. The estate would be heavily influenced by his chaotic energy and history, so the atmosphere of the interior is filled with a supernatural energy that can be felt as soon as you enter. The air is thick with power and magick, as if you have stepped into a different world entirely. The walls and floors are made of dark stone, and there are ancient symbols etched into the wood that is used for furniture and other items within the sanctum. The lighting is low and dim, with candles and sconces providing the only illumination. Despite the overall dark and foreboding atmosphere, the dwelling-place is also faintly filled with a sense of comfort. The manor is a sanctuary for Der Größemann.

Der Größemann can move or teleport the manor by harnessing the power of the supernatural energies within him. He can conjure up a mystickal vortex around himself and the mansion, which acts as a portal that can transport him and the mansion to any location in the world. Der Größemann's ability to create and manipulate this vortex is a reflection of his immense abilities and his connection to the natural world. When he uses this ability, he can feel the energy engulfing him, as if it were a part of his own being. The manor is not physically attached to the ground and instead exists in a separate realm, only visible to those who are connected to him on a spiritual level (the people who work under his name, novice or professional), When the manor is being moved, the inhabitants inside can experience a sense of vertigo and disorientation, as if they are being pulled through a vortex of energy. To summarise it, it transports itself through magickal means.

The manor, funnily, is a massive estate, built to resemble an egg-shaped space, reminiscent of ellipsism. It is corresponding to an elliptical orbit of a planet around a star, symbolising the cosmic laws and Slender Man's mastery over magickal arts. This shape is not only structurally sound but also metaphysically significant, symbolising the cosmic order and laws of gravity. This also symbolises The Slender Man's mastery over the mystic arts and his control over the natural world. The vortex is enforced by arcane sigils and ancient runes, and as such, the shape serves as a protective boundary, shielding the Manor and its inhabitants from external forces (may not make sense but I hope you guys get this!)

"Planets following an exact path around their Stars is a visual presentation of the laws of gravity and cosmic order", this is a small passage quite comparable to Slender and his proxies, with the proxies representing the planets, and the Slender Man being the star the proxies orbit.

Within each and every one of us is a power far greater than anyone can imagine. This is called a sixth sense, and although everybody has it, not everyone knows how to access it. Those who have mastered the art of tapping into the sixth sense have a natural ability to recognize otherworldly energies around them. Just like animals, we are all born with a natural ability to detect when a situation feels “off.” For example, we rarely see wild animals in the path of a tsunami; they usually sense something is amiss and make for higher ground. This sense of premonition tends to be socialized out of humans, starting from an early age. 

You’ve probably already heard before how little children can innately identify spirits, primarily because they are not long from the spirit realm and often have a guide close by. For kids, it is natural to state, “I see Grandma on the couch,” when Grandma died more than a year ago, but most ordinary families discourage this kind of behaviour and put it down to the child being eccentric. Children learn very quickly to suppress these abilities, and over time, because they don’t use it, they lose it. Think about a time when you knew what the outcome of an event would be, without a question in your mind. Whether you acknowledge it or not, you were leaning on your intuition. Most of us have natural skills of premonition, but many ignore these visceral feelings, opting to rely on logic and reasoning instead.

What I am about to share with you next borders on the oblivion. According to our understanding of spiritual teachings, some of us who choose to exercise our psychic gifts have a “call to duty,” to try and prevent future cataclysmic events. Sometimes we succeed in changing future events with our predictions. Sometimes we do not.

Extrasensory experience

ESP, or extrasensory perception, is a wide-ranging term often used when talking about a sixth sense. Many other phenomena comprise the sixth sense, too, such as any heightened feelings relating to our other five senses. Some of these are as follows:

CLAIRALIENCE - Gleaning psychic information through scents not obvious to others

For example, a psychic who helps with police investigations may smell orange blossoms, indicating that the subjects of a manhunt are hiding out in an orange grove. Or, more commonly, you may catch a whiff of your long-dead grandfather’s cologne or cigar smoke, indicating that he is nearby.

CLAIRAUDIENCE - Hearing sounds beyond others’ capability

This often includes the voices of deceased loved ones or other sounds that have significance in some way. For example, if someone you know loves London After Midnight, you might faintly hear one of their songs while in the same room with this person. Clairaudience is picking up on audial clues given off by the universe or another entity.

CLAIREMPATHY - Feeling the emotions or physical sensations of another person

This skill is set very similar to that of an empath, which is a person with the ability to feel the emotions and experiences of others. Most of us can easily sympathize with other people, but clairempathy takes it a step further: clairempaths feel the exact same happiness or pain as another person, or even an animal. People with empathetic powers must be careful not to absorb the energies of everyone around them, as this can be overwhelming and, at times, depressing. Psychics with these abilities must sometimes take time away from other people in order to protect and restore their own energy.

CLAIRVOYANCE - Sensing objects, energies, or entities not readily perceivable to others

If you have this ability, you may be able to look at someone and visualize them as a child in the house they grew up in, or perhaps you can see a deceased loved one near another person. You might have a vision of a friend in a situation that hasn’t yet happened—in a foreign city, for example, or as a much older person.

MEDIUMSHIP - Conversing with spirits

There is a difference between ESP and mediumship. All mediums have ESP, but not all people with ESP can communicate with the deceased and so are not mediums. Some mediums’ ability to talk with spirits occurs from childhood; others say they become aware of their skill later in life. Mediums can often see, smell, hear, and feel deceased people and spirits of all forms. People who gave true mediumistic gifts are rare. Some prefers to have the ability when in fact they might just have a conglomeration of the capabilities listed here. See “Connecting with the Dead”, which is my previous post, the most recent one for more helpful information.

PRECOGNITION - Prophesizing events, or seeing them in dreams, before they happen

Precognitive abilities have similarities to the occurrence or premonitions. People with precognition have predicted global disasters, plane crashes, and even future presidents. 

TELEPATHY - Reading or sensing another person’s thoughts, even over great distances

Twins often possess a reputation for having a psychic bond, knowing how the other is feeling without communicating. This can happen while in the same room or even across states.

If you feel you might have the gift of mediumship (definition: conversing with spirits, will be discussed on a later post) and want to sharpen your senses, it might help to know the following: The deceased do not hang out in cemeteries. They are usually found in places that held some meaning for them, like their homes, churches, favourite parks, and so on.

It helps to connect with a deceased person if you have an article of clothing or a personal effect of theirs. It is believed that their energy becomes imprinted on these objects, which allows the medium to gain access more easily. People who die with some sort of unfinished business may be stuck between worlds, which might make it easier for a medium to connect with them. Someone who died without warning may be reluctant to cross over to the next dimension. 

Before conducting a medium session, or séance, to connect with the dead, light a white candle and keep sea salt nearby. This will help protect from unwanted spirits entering the environment. Say an opening or closing prayer or statement of protection for the same reason. Never work with entities that are unknown to you. If you are hearing or sensing a spirit that feels the least bit dangerous, ask them to leave at once and end the session if you must. Know that some spirits will be confused about where they are and may believe they are still alive. Handling these situations requires a good deal of sensitivity on the part of the medium so as to not agitate an unstable spirit. 

Inspired by the collectibles from Slender: the Arrival! :)

Without the writings,

With full border,

For those who cannot read the writings - I will decipher it for you!

“So often are we guided by our devotion, our love, our affection. A bond that pulls us down paths not bargained. And when you find yourself alone as he casts out that bedevilling gaze, how far will it carry you?” — Beginning dialogue to Slender: the Arrival

“Der Großmann

Hello, Vanian! I’d be happy to answer that for you, but if you answer your own questions it’ll help you become more reflective and introspective. Accordingly, this can lead to a better sense of self-awareness and is helpful to make informed decisions in your life

It is subjective whether you think you’re wasting your life or not, and the reason for that question to appear in your mind (frequently I presume), is because you’re bedevilled by the idea of satiating nothing at the end, because you’re not “spending it well enough”. This thought is often a result of the “societal norms” we are exposed to

If on your line of thinking, wasting life is “bed-rotting” or attending work or school, it is how you perceive life and consequently it had influenced you to think that way. It is important to recognise that you have value and worth regardless of your accomplishments or achievements, start thinking that everything you do is worthwhile

Character belongs to @dia-smthidk, I don’t own them! I wanted to draw her for awhile now, so I just ahshsjjajau there you go whooppee yay!!!

Heehee, games

Current reads!! I’ve learnt a lot from that psychological non-fiction book (Surrounded by idiots), it taught me a lot of things and had also altered my perceptions regarding different people and their behaviours. I’ve started getting into psychology from 2 years ago as well, but last year I’ve only started actually delving deeper into it.

Being interested in ‘everything’ and studying them will keep you well-informed, so go ahead and find yourself new interests! For me, it makes me feel like I am living the spectrum of life to the fullest. Call that an exaggeration, but these interests really keep me going.

LMFAO, and with all of these interests of mine, I’m somehow so bored. I’ve been rotting in my bedroom the whole holidays, and I’m making a terrarium out of it (swag analogy right??😆)

The majority of my posts is just me being a weird ass ☠️ and then there’s this peaceful side of my profile

Please go ahead and ask me questions guys, I am so bored and in need of entertainment 😓

Ask me anything, just don’t be a weirdo ofc 🤍

buckshot roulette is a tabletop horror game created by Mike Klubnika, except it replaces the traditional Russian Roulette gun with a 12-gauge pump-action shotgun.

@dia-smthidk

I enjoy drawing him a little too much I think!! Anyways, I hope you appreciate this. Buckshot roulette exudes a mafia-ish kinda vibe, even though it’s where the player shoots the Dealer or themselves

Hello, before I go on and about the information here, I just want you to know that I am sharing knowledge coming from a book called “The Witches Way”, published by Leanna Greenaway and Shawn Robbins :) It’s particular penchant is mainly Wiccan, but the books purpose it serves is a guide to modern-day witchcraft. I’m here to divulge information for our fellow beginner witches, who are still educating through their practice and journey, just like the majority of the witches that mentors and teaches. Although, this posts purpose is probably not aimed to how to start getting into your spiritual journey, but it could be something you’d want to learn later on. I hope you understand. But of course, I’ll post the essentials about how to start and where to start. Keep on learning little witchlings!! <33

Your guide will never want to frighten you, so it is unlikely that they will suddenly appear before your eyes in the cold light of day. To reach a successful connection, you must be prepared to experience a deeper level of consciousness. It can take a lot of practice to perfect, and only when you are at an advanced state in the meditative process can you begin to see visions.

These will usually occur when you are in the middling stage between sleep and wakefulness or in the moments before you wake up. You might also want to keep a motepad and pen next to your bed, as it is common to be told relevant information in dream sleep.

From Leanna Greenaway/Shawn Robbins, „Over the years and with a lot of practice, I have mastered the art of connection. For me, it’s like looking at a screen, a bit like a video recording. The background is black and the images appear with gold edges. The pictures move like they would in a video and last anywhere between one and three minutes. Prior to the visions, I sometimes hear a ringing sound, a bit like tinnitus but not as annoying. This is when I know my soul is turning into a higher frequency and I have finally connected.”

Read on for simple tips and steps to help you achieve a connection with your spirit guide

Items to have nearby

Crystals are very good to dot around the house, as they balance the energies in a room and can also help you to ground yourself. The seven crystals below are good if you want to promote successful meditation. I recommend that you house these stones somewhere in the bedroom. There is no need to spend a fortune on them when purchasing; small, polished versions, or tumble stones, can work just as well as large, more-expensive pieces. The choice is yours.

Angelite , used for summoning guides and angels

Amethyst , a calming stone sed to enhance psychic ability and meditation

Clear quartz , amplifies healing energy; known as the master healing stone

Rose quartz , good for relieving stress and tension; restores the aura by replacing negative energy with positive energy, boosts a live vibration

Black tourmaline , a ground stone that connects the Earth with the human spirit; aligns with chakras

Aventurine , energises the Heart Chakra for wellbeing and emotions

Carnelian , improves concentration during meditation

Mindful meditation

People begin with a series of meditation techniques when first trying to connect to their spirit guides. Before embarking on any spirit communication, it is imperative that you meditate for at least thirty minutes.

Lots of people find it hard to meditate for thirty minutes, but once you get the hang of if, it’s very easy. Those of you who have researched meditation will know there are hundreds of ways to get into a meditative state. There is also a wealth of information online that can help you find the right method for you.

If you choose to perform your meditation during the waking hours, select a crystal and hold it in your hand. If you want to use all of them in your meditation, sit and space the stones in a circle around the base of the chair you’re using or on the floor, should you choose to go without a chair.

If you hope to meditate during your sleeping hours, situate the stone(s) either under the bed or next to wherever you are sleeping. Make sure the house is quiet and sit or lie in the lotus position (sitting with legs crossed and hands on knees) as depicted in some books just make sure that you are cozy, snug, and completely relaxed. People find lying in the fetal position, under the covers, in their bed the best position. You might prefer to lie on your back or sit upright; it’s completely up to you!

First, concentrate on every part of your body, starting with your feet. Relax the feet, focusing on each toe being completely floppy, then work up the body to the ankle, calf muscles, and so fourth. Your aim is to be totally still, allowing yourself to become calm and tranquil. When you get to the area below the waist, hold a pelvic floor exercise for ten seconds, then clench your buttocks for a few seconds and relax. When you get to the top part of your body, raise your shoulders up toward your neck for five seconds before releasing them. You will feel a tingling sensation as they fall back to their usual position. Take your time. By the time you reach your facial muscles, you should be feeling extremely relaxed. Second, breathe steadily, either through your nose or mouth — whichever is most comfortable. Take a deep, slow breath inward and then exhale slowly. Repeat this for a few minutes or until you start to feel weightless. Clear your mind. Behind your closed eyes, focus in the darkness you see. See if you can pick out any shapes or lights.

Ask questions

At this stage, you should be in a meditative state, so now is the time to ask your guides for information. In your mind, ask your guide a series of questions, focusing on each question for a few minutes.

„I would like my guide to visit me. Are you there? Can you show yourself to me?

You might see patterns and shapes behind your eyes or feel a strange sensation of belonging. The experience is different for everyone. If you don’t feel anything, don’t be disheartened. Remember, some guides will not show themselves to you while uou are awake and might wait until a time when you are asleep. They know you better than you know yourself and may think that you are not ready to receive them in a conscious state.

„Please show me your gender. Are you male, female, or nonbinary?”

At this point, you must tune in physically and trust your inner thoughts and instincts. Imagine you are standing in front of a being. Tap into the energies and trust your very first answer. 

„can you tell me your name, please?”

It might take several meditations before you receive this answer, but, once again, trust those instincts—you have them for a reason. Allow your imagination to expand. Your guides name may not come quickly or even come to you at all when meditating. You might be given the name a few days later, so look out for signs. If, during the following days, you hear the same name repeatedly, perhaps on TV or the radio, it could be your guide nudging you gently. Alternatively, you might wake up one morning with a clear name in your head.

Once you have your guides name, you are on your way to connecting with them fully. If you are serious about making a connection with your guide, you must meditate every night before going to sleep. People often fall asleep during meditation; this is quite alright. When you arrive at a meditative state, your vibration rises and your energy starts to change and evolve. It does take lots of practice, so never give up. After a while you will be able to slip into this relaxed state quickly and summon your guide as needed.

Thank you for reading this. For all the beginner witches out there, I hope you grow more and more accustomed to your spiritual journey, and find your own path 🤍 please remember that you can find your own path to witchcraft — there’s no set formula, just a bunch of practices that you can choose to use. Witchcraft can be used for anything — from protection to success in certain aspects of life. If you want to know more, you may check out my quotev or tiktok account. I have posted information relating to these topics there, but I’m posting irregularly. Especially my tiktok account, I don’t really post there anymore 💔 but the works are still there.

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