i woke up feeling naked , everything i had was stripped
and when i saw it all laid out on the floor,like ruined polaroids, i realized that you made me learn to breathe water, for instance
when you realize he had not smiled in the photos you loved, breathe in
surface conversations for the past 4 months, breathe out
I started to stop taking care of myself because at least someone loved me, right? breathe in
He stopped introducing you to friends, breathe out
He stopped complimenting you, breathe in
I left my friends for him but its okay, breathe out
I stopped trying to break his tough exterior, breathe in
My morals became tinier, breathe in
Our dates were filled with silence, breathe in
I told him this was his last chance,he ignored it and i too, breathe in
I started walking on eggshells, breathe in
He opened up to my friend more than he ever did with me, breathe in
i realized i was more comfortable falling asleep with a pillow than him, breathe in
I traded my body for a promise of the security of maybe this is love, this is how its supposed to be ,i know this isn’t normal, but this is how we connect,
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