Sad Girl Shit

I wonder how many times I can "accidentally" burn or bruise myself before people start noticing

I wish I had a better reason for being this broken but instead I'm just constantly drunk and alone, trying to fix the broken pieces of me with drugs and alcohol that never works.

I would rather be broken than break someone else...

One of the worst feelings in this world is mourning the loss of someone who isn’t dead, just not there anymore. When you have to go through the grief over someone who is still alive, they just don’t want you.

I don't think I will ever be enough There is something broken inside of me, like I am just made of broken pieces someone couldn’t quite fit together in the way they were supposed to. Like I was shattered at some point and they gave up before they got it right. I don't think this is how humans are supposed to feel and now I am just sad and alone and scared and I think this is how its always going to be..

damn I wonder what it's like to be happy

I would do anything and give anything not to feel like this anymore. I just want to feel something else.

Im content with the fact that love wasnt meant for me and some people are too damaged for anything other than occasional attention when it suits others.