younglo trash official

Dang I wish I could :( the thing is, I’m a very occasional writer. I only write very rarely, and it’s with plots ideas I’ve been playing around with for at least a year (not joking). And I want to write long pieces, but then the quality of my writing gets inconsistent, so I have to give it up and let it rest for years before picking the plot back-up etc. Writing truly isn’t my calling, I pour so much work and effort into it and it often ends up making feel like shit because I’m so self-conscious about it :( Also when I write it’s in spree. Like I can’t write a little each weekend or when I have free time: I have to write the whole story in one-go, even if it takes me a week without much sleep. That’s why I had to give up on The Awakening, because the second part is just so full of events that have to be written perfectly and I’d need to be focused 300% on it, and I don’t feel like I can :(

But, hey, I’ve got two fics (a horror timeloop and a mafia AU) planned out. Bikki has been working on a spy AU for one year and an half. We might publish them sometime before the next decade starts!!! #ThingsToLookForwardToIn2020