oh darling do i love you but oh i wish i never met you

you brought me life you’re the only one who makes my heart beat you’re the only one i’ve ever cared for

don’t cry over dead flowers they’re long gone and there’s no saving them now because darling you’re much too late

not the one no that day I looked up to the man on the stage he looked me dead in the eye “love ain’t love if you haven’t hurt someone now go make yourself a more better forever”

people always talk about their demons but what about the ones that aren’t yours to claim the ones that smile when you walk by see you as a piece of meat to haunt a host to distress i don’t have demons because they’re not mine to claim they see me then they claw at me i can tell them no but they won’t go

i’m more afraid of losing you than i am of dying but i question myself how loud does a cry for help have to be before you hear it

over the course of four years you became my friend then my best friend and soon my crush finally you were the one i looked for in a crowded room i looked for in lovers i looked for in myself and finally came the day and i was truly your's but i was your's long before you knew

ideally you and me sleeping together my familiar too window open outdoor rain dance holiday lights warm blankets lost in eachother we are one ideally

my bedroom is well lit with the love of the moon there's energy in this place and it longs for you but you can't be here not for four moons and i'll be waiting just for you

maybe you're the one under my nose and helping me through it a shoulder to cry on the face i grew to trust yes maybe it's you who was there all along

i just wanted to sit outside and feel the sun on my skin and with you by my side far far away in a land i'll never see you sit in a misery