hi! im jackalope, necropsy, or cropsy. whatever works o^<
im 20
pronouns r whatever
am the lazy man's satanist
minors dni, is pretty much it.
i have a totally healthy addiction to things among other miscellanious-es
â„this account is nsfw (includes sexual taboos, possibly untagged, and lots of nsfw of the bodily harm sort), and i will not deal with ur weird tantrums about my content production or consumption, dont like it ? pls block :3
â„i like : we are all going to the world's fair, cod, silent hill, SCP, wendigoon, schlatt, and more o>w<o
â„i listen to loads and loads of music, my favorite genres are : gothic grassroots, psychindie, and good old ptv/bmth emo! my favorite artists are worse. and currently sleep token
nice bones u've got! come shift them over to my corner of the pet semetary
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You can be talking to someone and she'll be like, "Oh I made a silly mistake. Women don't deserve voting rights teehee." And you'll be like, "What." And she'll be like, "Oh I'm sorry! That must sound so bad out of context. No it's this Tiktok meme where, if you're a girl and you do something dumb, you say 'Women don't deserve voting rights teehee.'"
And you'll be like, "That sounds bad." And she'll be like, "No no. It's totally not that bad. It's just a meme. Men say it too. Like if a man does something silly he'll be like, 'I am like those women who do not deserve to vote.'" And you'll be like, "Does that make it better?" And she'll be like, "Well there was one guy who tried to make 'Men shouldn't vote' a popular meme. But it never caught on and also he got yelled at a lot."
And then you drop it there because like, you're harshing the vibe.
lmao sorry for disappearing i have had my quarter life crisis. also off topic on topic,,, its CRAZY how i was so worried about being the bad friend in an old news situation between me and an old childhood friend only to find out everyone also hates them and they have many many many many (there arent enough times i can say this to emphasize) MANY enemies across 3 towns. which. wild. also everyone just told me to stop being rarded and realize i was not in the wrong after the wild shit they did to me (posted me to their edtwt as thinspo) so like yippee
hey! im in a tight spot and figured i'd share this, but i'm in dire need of help with medical bills and i've never posted my art on here but i'm willing to drawings of any kind, rendered/b&w/sketch/colored flat, i'll drop some of my art below but if you donate even a dollar to this fundraiser, then i'll give you a free comission. my friend also posted a similar thing on here, i appreciate them so so so so much and if you're reading this b. thank yous onmuch ily. <3
Hii hi so one of my very dearest best friends is in need of assistance paying medical bills and I want to help them as much as humanly possible. If you DM me proof of donation to their campaign I will draw for you, whatever medium you want. All that matters to me is that my friend gets the care they need, every little bit helps.
Abigail is such a sweetheart and bring so much light into my life and the lives of those around them, theyâre brilliant at art and writing and clever to a T and I want nothing more than to see them thrive. Theyâve been through so much in the last year.
At the time of posting this they have 265/2,091 of the necessary funds.
My name is Abigail, I'm 19 years old. I just moved in with a close friend, I have a w⊠Abigail Schoepke needs your support for Help Abigail'
my art examples here & in the #waste tag on my blog
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- cherry wine is about domestic abuse. itâs now called a cute proposal song.
- too sweet is about seizing the day and ignoring healthy habits in favor of having more fun with unhealthy ones. heâs actively critical of himself in the song. itâs now called a song about thinking youâre superior for drinking black coffee.
- take me to church is about worship as a metaphor for sex. itâs called a religious song.
- eat your young is a song about war and political greed. itâs called a song about sex.
- now, the strongly political message of nobodyâs soldier is being ignored in favor of calling it a metaphor for hozierâs relationship with his fans.
when are we going to stop simplifying hozierâs music down to cute little cottagecore bogman forest music? maybe you dont want to hear this but i donât care. quit listening to hozier for the aesthetic. thereâs a reason why empire now, foreignerâs god, butchered tongue, etc. songs with unignorable political messages are among his least popular songs.
if i had a penny for each time i was locked out of my parents house in the middle of the night while living there and nobody will answer my calls or banging on the door or unlock it i'd have two pennies
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part 1(?) of biker gang!141 and an interesting fem grunge!reader... if u want more
cw; slight mentions of blood
The streets were pretty quiet this time of night. The only sounds to be heard were barking dogs or tires occasionally skidding in the distance. And the teenagers were never out this late in the fall, as school just started or they were working their dead jobs at the gas station or high school graduates pouring the same 5 drinks at a bar.
You liked walking around- even though it was maybe 1 or 2 in the morning- mainly because you had your scary guard dog with you, (who wasn't even a bit scary, he was just a police academy dropout with a fear of cotton swabs and squirrels) but also because the air this time of year smelled the best. It did wonders for your skin and sinuses, so why not? Walking around in the daytime was a lot more of a chore anyways, teenagers skating sporradically with fruity vapes on necklaces or older men just leaving their blue collar jobs for lunch while staring at you with unreadable expressions.
The northwoods, sigh. You'd told yourself that you'd leave it all the time when you were a kid. Over the years, a mix of the economy making that absolutely impossible and an aquirement of taste for small-town life made it a lot easier to accept the impossibility of it. Bartending and eventually being remote in editorial work kept you afloat in the small house you'd been able to buy flat out in the south side of town.
That part of town was just cemeteries and neighborhoods, neighborhoods and railroads, and gas stations and bars. As most south sides were. Another luxury of living where you lived was the copious amounts of streets and drag-worthy strips of old highway that laid for miles in one direction or another.
You used to work as a freelance flag girl for drag racers on some shitty craigslist copy, but quit l because the only racers that wanted you were full of white-claw drunk young assholes rooting for douchebag car modders who compensated for their dick sizes by throttling so hard that the pop of their exhausts sounded like gunfights. It was too loud and to risky and too tasteless.
But in the ends of the summer, it was taken over by the bikers. Not bicycle-bikers, but motorcyclists.
You were absolutely terrible at hiding your drooling depraved stares at every single one of them. The young women in skin-clad leather and red lipstick with matching sleek bikes, the finer-aged older men in their lean-back harleys with bandanas, the cute guys your age in their blackout helmets and their modestly-modded bikes. Oh, the variety, oh the taste. You had once thought about picking up biking yourself, but when you told your friends they all cackled at the idea. You were too absent minded at times; definitely from all the weed you smoked. Only half embarassed, you agreed.
Tonight was no different than the other nights of early Septembers before. Your dog lapped his tongue in the air catching stray dew drops falling from leaves overhead as you took your time walking accross the street. He swayed his tail so hard that you almost got knocked over a few times. The sound of a motorcyle revving in the distance made you slow your speed to a halt, listening intently, shamefully to see if you could get any bit of eye candy while out.
You recognized the sound of the engine, which soon became engines as the sounds came closer.
'Oh... a group of Kawaskis?? No... that's at least two more different motorcyles, but a few Kawaskis.. Do I hear a Harley?'
You blinked to yourself before shaking your head.
'God fucking damnit, you geek. You should NOT be able to tell what motorcyle model someone's riding from the fucking engine.'
Before you can shamefully walk back towards your house, you feel your dog tug harshly at his leash. You try to hold him back, but he yanks with one solid push of his back paws on the blacktop, and before you know it, you're hands and knees down on the hard ground as he's running full speed towards the sound of the motorcycles.
You groan in frustration as you stand up in a small bit of pain, your fishnets torn to shit as your palms and knees are scraped just enough to bleed a reasonable amount for getting launched by a 90 lb dog of muscle.
"Riley!" You shout and run at him, dodging a few trash cans along the street's edge as you do so. "Riley, goddamnit! Come back! Here boy!" Your converse were broken in enough to give you good ground as you chased him, and you almost grab his loose leash dragging behind him- until you trip over your own feet again just before you do.
You stay on the ground this time, unworried for your dog, as he's a big boy who knows how to not get hit by a car or get lost. More focused on the soul-eating embarassment of being outrun by a dog with more anxiety than a war veteran, and tripping twice in the process. You ignore the growing and stalling sound of engines beside- or in front, you can't tell being face down in the gravel- you as you're grovelling.
"Eh... excuse me miss? Are you alright?" You hear a gruff, dark voice mumble from just above you. You whip your head up to look at 5 people in bikers helmets just in front of you, their motorcyles off or stalling as they stand looking down at you on the ground.
"Oh- oh my- uh yeah- don't worry about me I'm great. I just tripped- nothing serious." You wave them off as you try and cover the growing fluster on your face. You stand and shake the dirt off your hands before swiping it off of your zip up, shaking it out of your gloves too. You look up to see none other than Riley, sitting contently behind the man in front of you, eagerly being pet by one of the bikers with a skull design painted onto his helmet and visor.
"Riley!" The biker looks up and your dog wags his tail hard enough to knock the bikers over too, and barks at you. "You are so not going to get any treats when we get home." He whines and continues barking, then twirls in a circle.
"You're dog's name is Riley?" The man in the skull helmet asks- and you suddenly become hyperaware of how all of the bikers are staring so intently at you. And those that have spoken so far have sickeningly thick English accents.
"Ah- yes, yeah. I was just on a walk and I heard you guys from the other street- but he just loves motorcylists so much, he took off on me. Usually he just waits until they pass us by. I'm so so sorry if he got in your way or anything." You scramble to try and seem somewhat normal as you switch between standing like a deer in their headlights, and holding your arms as the wind blew against your back.
"Ain't that a funny coincidence." The biker next to him stated, his accent thicker, and different. Possibly scottish.
"You watch it- It is a good name for a dog like this." The skull-helmet points an authoritative finger at the scot before patting Riley's head again. The man in front of you laughs heartily and takes his helmet off, revealing an older- FINELY aged man with hair in a short, short pulled back light brown and gray spotted ponytail. His mustache pulled down into a scruffy beard by mutton chops, giving him a real grizzly harley-rider look. You swore your jaw dropped when he took it off, and you were quick to cover your mouth when he smiled at you.
"I'm sorry about that miss- You've got a good dog protecting you. My names John Price." He walked up and took your hand from your face, squeezing it lightly. "My boys back there are harmless. You seem to have roughed yourself up a bit." He tilts his head as he leans back and looks you up and down, still holding your hand. Oh how deeply thankful you were that he was blocking the headlights from illuminating your red face.
"Yeah- I'm fine though, really! I just, can't keep up with Riley if I tried." You laugh and tremble a little as the cold air catches up to you. He raises an eyebrow- and fuck it gets to you because it makes him smirk a little bit too.
"Well, no offense but you look like you're in no condition to walk home like that!" A woman's voice comes up from behind Price's. You squint at the light when she comes up, and you see a blonde woman about his age with smile lines and blue eyes that could knock you down to your knees yet again. "My name's Kate, don't let John here scare you, he's just an old man." They banter a bit as you stare into space, begging any ethreal being to show you a sign that this is real life.
'Fuck being bisexual, god hates me.' You curse to yourself as you smile shyly at her.
"We can give you a ride home if you'd want! I wouldn't feel right letting you have to get yourself home with blood down your legs." Price motions with his free hand at your torn fishnets, rocks littering the cuts on your leg.
"Oh- I don't want to impose or anything, and I'll have Riley!" You struggle to keep yourself still as the wind continually stings.
"Lass, you're shakin' like a leaf in this wind." The scottish man shakes his head in his helmet, leaning back against the flat of his bike.
"You ain't getting home with just a dog draggin' you forward." The gruff voice of the skull-head from beside him made you look away in embarassment. They were all right, you were blocks away from home, and you didn't have your phone on you either.
"Um.. If you're sure you don't mind... but what about Riley?"
"He can ride wi' me!" The scott excitedly patted the flat he was leaning on, shuffling a few top panels to show a compartment on the back of it that had a hooking mechanism for leashes. Assumedly he had dogs too, and how greatful you were for it.
You sigh in relief that you wont have to limp home in your misery, as strong as you are, the chunk of you lost twice to the blacktop actually hurt more than you'd ever want to admit.
Before you can take a step forward, you're lifted off your feet and holding the shoulders of Kate. She laughs as you gasp and sets you on the back of skull-head's bike so you can backpack him, right next to Riley in the odd formation their bikes created.
"I promise he's not as scary as he looks- right Simon?"
"I don't bite." He chuckles deeply and you tense against his back as he does so. "You might want to hold on tho', I'm not exactly the easiest ride." You blush, hard as he says it, and the group laughs loudly as they start their bikes.
"Oi, treat her nice Si." A soft voice jeered from the last bike to Kate's right. "Or else I'll have to take her off your hands."
"Nice try Gaz."
"Boys! Quit scarin' her." Price chuckles and lights a cigar as he revs his engine. "Or else she wont wanna see us again. Now where do you need us to take you, love?"
'Ah.' Was all that crossed your mind as you locked your arms around Simon's waist, and you all shot off down the street.
TikTokers are such pussies when it comes to ships. âB-but theyâre not canon đ„șđ„șđ„șđđđđâ honey back in my day we shipped characters from entirely different medias uphill both ways in the snow
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Thinking of Ghost carting around a tiny notebook, itâs basically a keychain that hangs from his belt loop. The kicker? Itâs cute. Like, uncharacteristically so, for a man like Ghost that is.
Itâs fucking pink. With goddamn glitter and a cat on it. With a small, pink pen to match!
Everyone whoâs seen the keychain all think theyâre having a damn stroke seeing the stupid thing for the first time. Itâs so small, like if was meant for a kid, so what the hell is a Lieutenant doing with a fucking keychain notebook?
The purpose is debated to this day. To keep track of all he kills in the field? Marking losses? Reminders for the future? Fucking journaling his feelings?? No one even know if Ghost ever uses it, but are well aware that the man is strangely protective of his notebook, like some sort of rabid dog. snapping at anyone who tries to take it, and god forbid someone touches it. At least they know heâs aware of the pink notebook.
But the real reason Ghost even has it? Why would he even carry such a dainty, childish thing like that? How could he even manage to write so small with such large, almost clumsy fingers?
You didnât know how your friend had convinced you to go on a blind double date in the first place. In fact, you werenât even the first choice, but when your friend came by to ask you to fill in for another girl who had bailed out last minute, you pity-agreed to help her out.
You werenât sure if you were making the right choice. Dating wasnât your thing, and you avoided it like it was the scum of the earth. Not to say you had bad experiences, per se, but you also didnât have the best choice of men. None of them understood your situation to its fullest, but that was okay! You didnât need their validation, and you were perfectly content with the way things were.
There was no harm in going on a fun date and having a few drinks and good food, you thought. One night, and youâd never have to see your blind date again.
Besides, your friend seemed to really be into her date from the way sheâd gush about him after they met online (not your favorite choice, but youâd support her anyway), and you didnât want to ruin that for her.
Thatâs what led you to be here, shoulder to shoulder with your friend as she rambled on about how excited she was with speedy hand gestures, how grateful she was that you came, that sheâll make sure your dinner and drinks are paid for. You werenât exactly sure where the two of you were going, but judging from what she forced you to wear, it had to be a bit fancy and lavish.
You didnât have the heart to tell her that was also not your favorite choice.
She guided you inside of the building, which was a preview of what was to come â high ceilings, ravishing decor, and low lighting that made everything much more romantic. You took in the fluorescent scenery as she spoke with the hostess. You didnât know what they were saying, but as the waitress gestured with a hand for the two of you to follow, you assumed the two men were already there.
Your arm was looped loosely with your friendâs as the two of you walked after the hostess. When you approached a table, you took in the sight of one man that looked familiar â your friendâs date, a man with smooth, tanned skin and a smile that could cure sickness. The other man was new to you, and compared to your friendâs date â Kyle? â he was much more phlegmatic.
Kyle gave a polite nod towards you with a blinding smile, and you have one back, bowing your head in greeting. You sat next to your friend, watching as Kyle pulled out the chair for her, to which your date definitely didnât do the same.
That was alright. You werenât planning on making it past the first date anyway.
Your friend began to chatter with Kyle while you and your mystery date sat in silence. Your hands remained in your lap as your eyes scanned the menu that sat on the table.
Focused on appearing as busy as possible, you were unfortunately snapped out of it before it could last long when your friend nudged your shoulder with hers. When you looked up at her, she was smiling, and she lifted her hand to signal the man in front of you.
Blinking at him, you realized he was possibly trying to talk to you, and you shifted awkwardly. He probably thought you were rude.
âSorry, Simon. I forgot to mention sheâs deaf, so she didnât know you were introducing yourself,â your friend apologized, and you watched as he stared at her before nodding in acknowledgment. âIt wonât change anything, yeah?â
You sat in tense silence as you averted your eyes back to the menu. Your date had eyes that could pierce right through you if they wanted to, and you werenât quite sure you wanted to be their next victim, date or not.
A phone screen was slid across the table from where you were studying the menu, and your eyes flickered to see a string of words typed out in the notes app.
âSorry if that came off as rude. Iâm Simon.â
Glancing up at him, you flashed him a smile that was relieved. He gave you an awkward one back, and you thought maybe he didnât do it much.
You picked up his phone from where it sat in front of you and began typing out your response before slipping it back to him. You watched as he read it, a look of amusement in his eyes as he did so.
âNot rude at all. Sorry she didnât tell you. You can back out if youâd like, I wonât take offense.â
Kyle and your friend were conversed in conversation with one another while Simon and you had your own back and forth.
âWhy would I do that?â his next note read, and you tilted your head at him. He offered you a shrug, and your fingers tapped along his screen in return.
âMost men wouldnât like being blindsided by not knowing their date is deaf.â
You saw his mouth part open when he read it, and you wondered if he was chuckling to himself. You wished you could hear it.
Was it deep? What if it was one of those contagious laughs that sounded like the literal gates of heaven opening up, and you wouldnât ever have the chance of hearing it?
You didnât have time to think about it when he placed the phone back in front of you, and when you glanced down, you couldnât help but smile bashfully to yourself.
âA pretty girlâs a pretty girl. Iâd be an idiot for backing out on the prettiest one Iâve had the gall to see over something like that.â
Fuck.
You werenât supposed to like your date, much less so quickly. You only came for the food and for the sake of your friendâs happiness, but here you were, cheesing to yourself like a stupid teenager with a new crush.
But as the date continued, with the both of you eating alongside Kyle and your friend, shamelessly passing his phone back and forth and filling his notes app with evidence of your growing infatuation, you knew it wasnât only for the food anymore.
He was sweet. Sure, it was all on paper (well, screen), and you told yourself to always be cautious with men.
But when he asked you out on a second date, then a third, you allowed your concrete walls to crumble.
And when he showed you the new signs heâd been working on so he could communicate with you on the fourth date, spelling out your name with cautious, slow fingers, eyes searching for your approval? You couldâve already married him then and there.
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