so it goes

Not to be vague but not again please

i have so much beef with the concept of time 

my traumatized ass: do I have a crush or am I just idolizing this person for being vaguely nice to me

hearing “im so proud of you” when you feel like you aren’t doing enough really lifts some weight off your shoulders

When you love someone, and i mean really love someone, you hear their name different. You go out of your way for them, just to get an opportunity to spend even just a few minutes with them. You spend every waking moment thinking about them. You accept to go through all the pain and suffering that comes with loving them. You’re okay with hurting and getting your heart played with and enduring all those sleepless nights obsessing over them. You accept to feel the embarrassment of knowing that someone can be that important to you, that someone can take over your life that way. You’re okay with living through all the bad, just to have some of the good; just for a couple of moments a day of feeling completely alive. It’s a crazy feeling this thing we call love. Especially when the one we love, doesn’t love us back.