50kilos

art will save you, being unreasonably passionate about something niche will save you, letting past sources of joy show you the way back to yourself will save you, earnestness over composure will save you, the natural world will save you, caring for something bigger than yourself will save you, daring to be seen will save you, kindness not as a whim but a principle will save you, appreciation as a practice will save you, daring to try something new will save you, grounding will save you, love will save you, one good nights sleep will save you

It's real funny because whenever things go wrong my brain will automatically think of suicide.

I’m attached to things and people I don’t like just because this is my comfort zone but you don’t know how tired I am of being controlled by my mom with more than 25 years lol I could change it moving out from home, I’m tired of my bf I don’t love him as the beginning of the relationship but I can’t break up with him, I’m fat as hell, I have anxiety… I can chage everything, it’s my life.