I feel like vampiric transformations are too... fast, most of the time. I want to be claimed slowly: to be visited night after night, and fed from and enthralled until any resistance or resentment I might have had at first has faded to lust and craving. I want to be drained of my will to live a mortal's life; I want to yearn for the slow descent into eternal undeath, forever bound to the one who gave me this gift. Every day a new symptom of my transformation grows more apparent; an illness begotten by the poison in my veins, but curable -- perhaps -- if interceded before it's too late. But it's not just my mortal body that grows weaker, preparing to be made strong again in new life. It's my mind as well. And by the time fear turns to wanting, then it's already too late. The control over my sense of self has already taken hold, and I will never stop wanting to finish what was begun now.