It's Only In The Mind

My last post was about me and my boyfriend, Rellie, graduated from college last March. It was so great being with your love while both of you are conquering life full of ups and downs. Now, we are already facing this phase in life where we have limited time to talk with each other, to hang out, to have dates and go on trips. He’s currently working at UNAHCO, Inc, He actually spend most of his times, working overtime but we never forget the things that make us fall in love over and over again. Me? I’m working at.....

I’m now here at BLIMS Lifestyle Group, Inc (if you haven’t heard of this company yet, then you need to consult mr. Google) as a Marketing Associate. I realized now how it really feels like to work in the corporate world. Being the top furniture dealer in the country, the pressure here at BLG is just very uncontainable. lol kidding aside, people here at work are really friendly and okay but there were some that are really not my type of people to be with. 

I experienced handling event and promotional activities and had a chance to talk to different types of people inside and outside the industry. For the past 3 months of being an official BLG employee. I love how work seem to be so fun irregardless of the pressure that  deadlines bring to us. But some hell of a times, you can’t just escape on how this job affects your emotional and physical being. 

I’m sorta not new to this industry since I did some research for my feasibility study which is my baby “Harundo Furniture”  but there is a huge difference between ideas and creativity that you type and put into a paper and ideas and creativity that the company will implement to support the needs of other people. 

3 months and this company has fed me with rejection and emotional stress but hey, I am still here, alive and kickin’ officemates’ butt hahahaha I somehow wish I studied better when I was in college for there are more opportunities if you have had flying colors. 

Looking through the things I’ve done and contributed to the company, it actually make me proud. Really. But it’s never enough, I want to be better. I want to be more knowledgeable in every thing that I do, I want to be smarter when it comes to dealing with situation that makes me feel weak and pressured. I want to literally bring out not the beast but the best version of me. Well, I only have 2 more months to prove myself to them. I’ll fight til the very end! 

“Staycation” the newest term commonly use by some people na stay in sa bahay ngayong summer vacation. Nabasa ko lang din ang term to.

Summer ngayon at nandito lang ako sa bahay pagkatapos ng madugong pag aaral last sem dahil sa thesis at makatunaw utak na mga exams. Tumataba ako na walang kalaban laban dahil sa oversleeping at over eating.

May mga bagay akong hirap tanggapin at di ko lubos maisip kung bakit ito nangyayari sa akin. Hahahaha ito sila oh:

1. Sa wawa dam. Wala pa din family outing. Kung magkakaroon man, ramdam ko na may trabaho na ako sa mga panahon na yon. Wawa naman.

2. Hindi makagala with friends. Puro alikabok at singkong butas laman ng wallet ko.

3. Surfing. Ito lang ang tanging nagagawa ko. Yes, surfing. Surfing the internet. Hahaha puro kaweirduhan na ang mga nakikita at nababasa ko.

4. Friends are posting their summer bods, beaches, out of town trips and then there’s me posting needs and wants, random stuffs and weird selfies. As always

5. Nabutas yung tanging inflatable pool kung saan kasya ako. Hahahaha

6. Kain-Tulog-Di Makagala lampera. Kaya kain-tulog lang talaga.

7. Last but not the least, nangingitim na ako agad. Di pa ako nagsiswimming. Nangingitim ako kakabili sa tindahan tirik ang araw kapag inuutusan ni nanay. Hahaha walang kalaban laban.

Staycation. Bow

Ps. alam kong mas marami pang bagay na mas importante kesa sa mga to. Sinasabi ko lang naman kasi bored ako :)

These are some of the photos my cousin and I have created for her school photography project.