gee golly gosh darn whiz i do love them paperbacks

- the scene of the. Mass murder with dark and h4ck3r shutting the door before starting to. yeah. oh my god that made me feel sick

- Mitsi didn’t come back along Mitsi didn’t come back wrong victim did it’s so much worse

- the goddamn parallel of him crawling to Mitsi and agent while dying paralleling when Alan was slowly erasing him

- dangerbit crumbs

This shot it’s so over it’s so over

- the scene of the. Mass murder with dark and h4ck3r shutting the door before starting to. yeah. oh my god that made me feel sick

- Mitsi didn’t come back along Mitsi didn’t come back wrong victim did it’s so much worse

- the goddamn parallel of him crawling to Mitsi and agent while dying paralleling when Alan was slowly erasing him

- dangerbit crumbs

This shot it’s so over it’s so over

- the scene of the. Mass murder with dark and h4ck3r shutting the door before starting to. yeah. oh my god that made me feel sick

- Mitsi didn’t come back along Mitsi didn’t come back wrong victim did it’s so much worse

- the goddamn parallel of him crawling to Mitsi and agent while dying paralleling when Alan was slowly erasing him

- dangerbit crumbs

This shot it’s so over it’s so over

but what. but what. he's okay trust me i was there. trust me. yuo have to trust me okay

It didn’t register for me until recently that my experiences of being forced to strip naked multiple times at the mental hospital to be ‘checked’ when I was 14 was sexual assault, because the people who did it were nurses/doctors who clearly didn’t find me sexually attractive but instead used it as a form of humiliation and control towards children they deemed as ‘unruly’ and ‘uncooperative’ (ie. children who asked to be treated like people). I thought only people who fit into this idea of a child attracted pedo could be child sexual abusers, so I thought my experience didn’t count.

my stepfather would openly sexually harass me and my siblings at dinner while also loving the fantasy of killing pedophiles. whether he personally found our abuse sexually gratifying was frankly irrelevant to whether it traumatized us. whether he would be considered a pedophile or not doesn't change that he committed sexual abuse of children

I do not know why the hive chose me, but it did.

And I think that it always had. The song is loud and beautiful and I am so very afraid.

There is a wasps’ nest in my attic.

Perhaps it can soothe my itching soul.