Woahh Hi there!!! Welcome to my main blog!!! I figured Iâd do an updated intro post bc mine is really old⌠(IIIâĽ_âĽâ )
áŻâ My name is Yuri!! I used to go by Rye here so thatâs cool too but I prefer Yuri :)
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My (current) main fandoms are Outsiders smp, Pow creations, Daybreak 2, Legend of Zelda, and whatever else happens to be hopping around in there :3 Iâm in a LOT of fandoms, but those are my main ones!!
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"starbells vs lavendermoon" have you considered that they all have two hands? We can all win here with this one thing that starts with p and ends with olyamory
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not every mutual fits neatly into an archetypal medievalism but there are some mutuals that im like yeah addressing you as âmy liegeâ would come strangely naturally
Hi guys itâs me Iâm back with regularly scheduled content Owain au where the one of the gods (probably rogue god, in some sort of bet with the knight god) grants him his most selfish wish. To forget the pain of what happened to his family.
Owain who ends up in the Blue Kingdom in a similar situation to Shan, where he has no memory of what led him into becoming a knight or where all these habits come from but knows he must continue regardless. Owain who is so much lighter and willing to take his helmet off on occasion like Ser Bek and learns not to feel shame for his scars.
Owain who, when face to face with a horrified group of older knights from the kingdom of Walesland (with symbols on their shields kind of like the ones on his armour!!! Does that mean he was from Walesland?), can only squint at them in confusion before asking if he knows them.
Owain was the first person to ever call Galahad âHaddie.â Arthur was the second. Others occasionally called him that. Gawain adopted it to tease him, Bedivere when being affectionate, Tristan when they were messing around, but none of them with the frequency and absolute sincerity of Owain. Arthur adopted the nickname as well, not as often as Owain, but with the exact same casual adoration.
But then he lost them both. In the same night. Arthur to death and Owain to exile. And with them the nickname.
The last time he was ever called Haddie was as he was staring down Owain in the stables, blood pouring from Owainâs newly gashed face. He was supposed to do anything he could to stop Owain. But he also knew that Owain would almost certainly be killed. He couldnât be the one responsible for sending Owain, his little brother, his cenaw bach, to his death. Even if he had condemned Arthur to that same fate. Something in Galahadâs mind screamed at him that it didnât make sense, none of it added up. He told Owain to go. âRun. Run and donât stop running until you reach somewhere nobody knows of any of us.â
And Owain did. He mounted Llamrei, looked backed to Galahad who did his best not to look away from the horrific mix of tears and blood h the at covered Owainâs face. He muttered a prayer to the Knight God under his breath that somehow, someone would heal that for Owain.
âIâm sorry, Haddie,â came Owainâs choked and shaky voice. And just like that, Galahadâs little brother was gone.
Kitty in Walesland - ItsabirbE - Bannerfall SMP [Archive of Our Own]
OH MY GOD I DID IT FINALLY CHAPTER 1 I'M FREE LET ME OUT!!!!!!! First chapter of my fic about Kitty meeting the Round Table Knights from Owain's backstory is complete!!!
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Owen confirming during the panel that Owain would never go back to Walesland even if the option was presented because he's found genuine fulfillment and connection in the blue kingdom... oughh
Kingdom wide Bannerfall hide and seek except its the kotrt trying to find Owain because they know he's there and they need to tell him they love him and believe he's innocent and are sorry /j
Owen confirming during the panel that Owain would never go back to Walesland even if the option was presented because he's found genuine fulfillment and connection in the blue kingdom... oughh
Kingdom wide Bannerfall hide and seek except its the kotrt trying to find Owain because they know he's there and they need to tell him they love him and believe he's innocent and are sorry /j
Owen confirming during the panel that Owain would never go back to Walesland even if the option was presented because he's found genuine fulfillment and connection in the blue kingdom... oughh
Shelby Is Not Naive, Or: Everyone Cares Too Much About Scott Goldsmith
Shelby fully expects the people of Oakhurst to kill her at the first opportunity. Shelby is so invested in the coven and so willing to excuse the flaws of other vampires because she has bought into the idea that the humans can and will hurt her at the first opportunity. There are many reasons for this, but Scott Goldsmith is not one of them.
Scott is her bestie because he stands still and says nice things while everyone else is running around introducing her to new and exciting forms of torment nexus. It is a âluigi wins by doing nothingâ ass situation.
Once Shelby is turned, it becomes nearly impossible for her to talk to a human without being threatened. Many social interactions from the very instant she walks back into town after the fishing trip are shadowed by someone openly planning to hurt or kill vampires.Â
Avid tries to test if sheâs repelled by silver and then starts building a jail cell in front of her. Apo isnât directly threatening, but basically comes to Shelby with the hypothetical âwhat if there was an evil vampireâ. And then they emphasize the importance of keeping a stake at hand.Â
Shelby asks Ren if theyâll really have to fight each other, and Ren says that itâs just the way of the world. Sausage emphasizes the point by yelling âstab them all until theyâre dead!â, which isnât really a great thing to hear when you are one of the âthemâ in question.
Eventually, Apo gets turned, and most of the vampires convene at the beacon, where Martyn burns her alive.
Let me repeat that: she burns alive.Â
The video editing emphasizes this as a big deal. Shelbyâs narration in the aftermath concludes that âif i asked for a chance to talk, they would have just killed me without a second thought.â From Shelbyâs perspective, they did just kill her without a second thought. It is the climax of their episode 3, and one of the first things Shelby mentions in episode 4. It is a major turning point for the character, with good reason.
As far as Shelby is concerned, the vampire vs human conflict began with her experiencing a horrific death for the grand crime of crouching next to a beacon.Â
From this point forward, non threatening interactions with humans vanish almost entirely.Â
The only conversation Shelby has with a human is episode 4 is her face to face with Avid, which has high points and low points. The low points include Avid telling her about staking his partner because she attacked him.
Shelby, does, however, visit the town later, where she finds Avid burning her house down.
And then Legundo reads the cure book in front of the houseâs ashes.Â
Legundo also scolds Avid for burning down the house, but Shelby misses that part. In fact, Shelby missed all of the pro Shelby comments made in the town around that time.Â
According to the post series creatorâs commentary, (which i canât link because twitch deletes old vods so it probably no longer exists aajfas;llllldg) this isnât even a matter of clever editing- Shubble was legitimately out of range for all of the parts of the story where people agreed that they wanted to help Shelby.Â
In episode 5, she is approached by a group of Drift, Cleo, and Pearl. Shelby is surrounded, and asks them to put their swords away. Pearl takes a minute to do so, and when she does she switches to a bottle of holy water. Shelby backs away and Pearl moves forward.Â
The start of this conversation very much has shades of an interrogation: âwhy do you look so different? Did you eat truffle?âÂ
Shelby tells them about being burnt alive, and the response she gets from Cleo is âbut you got betterâ. Which sucks, and serves as an ironic mirror for the way that Scott and Owen are dismissive about the trauma involved with turning people. Both factions are expecting Shelby to just walk off the wrongs done to them, but the Oakhurst faction is openly threatening future harm to Shelby. Â
Of the three of them, Drift is the most supportive. The conversation improves from there, and some nice things are said, but Shelby was still threatened. It was still the preamble to the nice and productive part of the talks.Â
Then she has the meeting with Avid where he asks to be turned, which goes fairly well but ends with Avid being decidedly non human. Also Owen replaced one of Avidâs messages to Shelby with a death threat, so Shelby was still threatened over it.Â
Episode 6 has the Oakhurst invasion where all of the vampires visit Oakhurst and Pearl gets chased around. Shelby doesnât really talk to anyone here, but she sure does get to hear Pearl make a generalized threat. Because Shelby can never catch a break.
We also see another instance of Shelby assuming that the townies are after her: her narration says âi thought Pearl was chasing meâ
Then thereâs a conversation with Sausage. Sausage pulls out a stake because of course he does.Â
Then Drift pulls Shelby aside, and they have a lovely chat where there are no threats of bodily harm. However, Drift is a vampire, so it doesnât count. Rip.Â
When Avid starts talking about the cure, Shelbyâs immediate assumption is that if Avid asks to be cured, the humans will stake her without a second thought. She also is the one to suggest sabotaging the cure for the sake of protecting herself and the other vampires.Â
Episode 7 sees Shelby dealing with humans twice, and both of them are decidedly hostile interactions
The first bit of human contact comes when the vampires burn down the walls of Oakhurst. This is, naturally, open combat. Shelby makes a point of targeting Martyn.
Her second human interaction in episode 7 is running into Abolish, who promptly introduces her to the Veylocke murder box. In other words, Shelby is stunned, rendered immobile and helpless, and executed in cold blood. It is not an easy death.
Abolish even acknowledges that she didnât do anything, and then kills her anyway.Â
episode 8 is the finale, where she fights some humans, hides from humans, eventually has a truce with humans for the first time ever, and then wanders off into the sunset with Drift and Scott.
Thatâs basically all of Shelbyâs major human interactions post episode 3. There is never an instance where speaking to a human is not linked with being threatened by a human after that point.Â
For the most part, this is entirely the result of the people of Oakhurstâs own priorities and character choices, but there is one vampire that tries to make sure that Shelby canât talk to the humans. Someone that tries to isolate her, someone that uses threats, someone that is willing to lie to keep Shelby in the castle and away from town.Â
That person is Owen.Â
Owen interferes with Shelby speaking to townsfolk three times, to mixed results: he joins the conversation with Apo and successfully diverts them from trying to convince Shelby sheâs wanted in town; he replaces Avidâs letter with a threatening message, but Avid manages to set up a meeting with Shelby and clear the air with her anyway; and he appears in the Pearl-Drift-Cleo meeting with Shelby in episode 5, which arguably improves the situation because he took the conversation in a useful direction and Shelby had already felt threatened anyway.
âŚactually, all three of these things happen in episode 5. Owen has a very brief window of being invested in the coven in this particular way. He does some pretty nasty lying in that window, though.Â
While this could be an interesting plot thread, Owenâs contributions are something of a cigarette in a burning warehouse. Shelby got killed twice as collateral damage, and both deaths were exceptionally traumatic. No amount of intercession on Owenâs part is going to speak louder than the wrongs done to Shelby by the humans themselves. No amount of lying on Oakhurstâs behalf is more damning then Oakhurstâs own failure to address the damage theyâve done in any way. Heâs burying a relationship so far underground it is already in hell.Â
Even seemingly minor things like Pearlâs tendency to casually arm herself do more to damage Oakhurstâs reputation then Owen is really capable of- there is a direct line of cause and effect between Pearl saying she has a stake and Shelby assuming that Pearl is chasing her down. Shelby is rightfully skeptical of the claims Owen makes about other people, but when someone else is making those kinds of statements, she tends to believe them.Â
And then thereâs Shelbyâs backstory.Â
Shelbyâs backstory, where she is isolated from her entire community growing up. Where people she considered friends and neighbors didnât care about her in turn. Where nobody had even done something as basic as telling her that sheâs fun to be around.Â
 Of course Shelby thinks that Oakhurst is willing to write her off at the drop of a hat. Thatâs what her hometown did.Â
In conclusion
1: the town is not blameless in the Oakhurst vs Castle conflict. They have done real harm to the Coven, and most of it has fallen on their friendliest and least aggressive member.
2: Shelby is indeed afraid and isolated, but the bulk of that fear and isolation is generated and maintained by the people of Oakhurst themselves. The one time Scott had an opportunity to sabotage one of Shelbyâs outside relationships, he chooses not to.
3: Scott is Shelbyâs first friend, ever, and the feeling is mutual. This is a key component of why Shelby is Like That.Â
4: The answer to most gripes regarding vsmpâs story arc and ending is Shelby. Why did Scott live and Pyro die? Shelby. Why did Scott suddenly pivot to pacifism? Shelby. Why canât the humans just wipe out the coven and call it a day? Shelby. Why was the coven a legitimate social structure in the first place? Thatâs also Shelby. Itâs Shelby all the way down.
In Shelbyâs story, Scott is the prize she wins for her kindness and Pyro becomes the avatar of all of the senseless violence she has suffered.Â
Shelbyâs character arc is one of being the collateral damage of other peopleâs agendas so frequently that she becomes convinced that she must use violence herself. This culminates in her killing the most direct and personal threat to her physical safety, which is Pyro. Shelbyâs other character arc is about seeking peace and companionship despite the bloodshed around her. This culminates in her turning her closest companion from the path of violence, and that companion happens to be Scott. Scott and Pyroâs conclusions are mirrored halves of Shelbyâs finale, and reflect Shelbyâs greatest triumph and lowest low.
The outcomes they get make sense if you position Shelby as the central character, and her choices were the ones that decided their fates.Â
#As someone who hasn't yet had the time to sit down and watch all the perspectives this is such an interesting cool thing to see
#Bc it's also once again another instance of that perspective creep of course townie pov mains and even even some vampire mains are inclined
#to see her as sticking by the coven as a result of the coven's actions - most if not all townie povs have her as *the* poster child example #put forward it town for why the vampires shouldn't be dealt with w unidirectional unrestricted violence
#âShelby is still Shelbyâ is strewn all over the town fights all throughout episodes 3-6ish in Doc's pov as is the underlying idea of her as #âa forgivable monsterâ to the rest of the coven's unforgivable both in Owen's pov and at least partially in Avid's
#So it's hard to conceptualize of her as *not knowing that*- but it also speaks to its own kind of negligence
#The town cares about Shelby enough to tell she's not *changed* since becoming a vampire just not enough to seek her out and double check or
#Or even to seek her out and tell her this to her face
#She's well liked enough but she's no one's priority - no one thinks of her *first* and even those that do don't *tell her*
#For all the many ways to be alone in a crowd it's no wonder at all she'd stay where she's safe and actually wanted
I would say that it's one of those situations when two things are True at the same time. Yes Shelby has a legitimate reason to fear the town. You listed it pretty clearly and i have nothing else to add that. This is objective correct.
Scott doesn't do much to keep her on his side that is also true. Mostlycuz he and Owen assume she doesn't need any encouragement to stay. They like being a vampire and the town really hurt her. Avid often talks about her as she was dead after all.. But at the same time she herself does a lot to stay. When they talk about her like she's just food they call it out but ultimately ignore it when voicing her discomfort with that is brushed off. When Pyro brings up that he's scared of Scott SHE brushes it off. When Owen says something off-putting she refused to hear it or finds an excuse for him. And this is what I think most people refer to when they say she's naive. I wouldn't call it that - its more of a wishful thinking than naivety to me, but that's my personal opinion. Shelby isn't "Naive" because she doesn't go back to town, she's "naive" because she stays with the coven. Which isn't the same thing. Every time someone brings Scott's flaw she finds an excuse for it. He wouldn't hurt her, hes thier bestie. He was hungry. You attacked us first. He's just old and needs to be show the proper modern ways. Hes learning. Her turning was SCOTT'S plan, and Only Scott's. He attacked her and drink her blood too. But she only ever blames Pyro cuz it's easier. Cuz he is the one who got the final hit and it's easier to forget Scott was ever there. Cuz she's scared of the town so much that she needs to excuse what coven does because if they are both "bad" she has no other option. And she pretends as such until she can no longer - until Pyro and Owen hurt her fledgling. Not a friend, fledgling. She's not mad at them for killing Avid she's mad at them cuz they excluded her from that decision. And when they do so, they are deemed the worst people on the planet. She no longer excuses Owen as misunderstood or just sad. She claims Pyro to be just far gone. Because it wasn't a Coven Issue it was Owen and Pyro issue.
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Kinda basic head cannon but if owain did(he would never but yk) take his helmet off or it got forcefully removed, he would refuse to look anyone straight in the face. Like I think he would constantly cover his face with his hands when talking or make an effort to face in the complete other direction of whoever he's talking to
Donât tell my other asks Iâm answering this first even though it was sent 10 minutes ago and I still have some from the beginning of April.
So. Owain is pretty autistic, I donât think that can be any more canon unless OwengeJuiceTV himself said it was true. That being said, as far as Iâm aware, thereâs two main ways autistic people deal with conversing and thatâs the way you described and then thereâs intense eye contact that is too much and makes people uncomfortable. Personally, I think Owain would be the latter with certain people. Specifically with monarchs and enemies.
However! I think with anyone who isnât in a higher position than him, an enemy, or he doesnât know very well, he would look away, but never down. Looking down would be like submitting and he would not do that to someone who hasnât earned it.
However, however! Thereâs a select groupâShan, Mae, and Kittyâhe would look towards the ground. Owain trusts them enough to not be alert the entire time heâs with them, but he doesnât have a fearful-respect of them like he does with a monarch.
TL;DR, intense, too much eye contact with monarchs, people in higher positions than him, and enemies, looking off to the side with basically everyone else, and looking down with people he trusts immensely
oh my gosh itâs Owain day here on Tumblr thereâs so many Lion based posts happening 𼚠I like to think his intense eye contact isnât as threatening as people imagine it to be without his helmet because heâs got such big round eyes. He stares at monarchs with respect so itâs kind of like being looked at by a critter
No exactly heâs just a guyâšď¸ I like imagining Arthur just coming across him randomly throughout the day and having to pause because:( thatâs his son bro oh my god
I need fanart of baby Owain (prince or princess) like I need air in my lungs. Imagine him with a little mask or lion stuffy or tiara or even a cardboard crown. I sob on the ground for him
Kinda basic head cannon but if owain did(he would never but yk) take his helmet off or it got forcefully removed, he would refuse to look anyone straight in the face. Like I think he would constantly cover his face with his hands when talking or make an effort to face in the complete other direction of whoever he's talking to
Donât tell my other asks Iâm answering this first even though it was sent 10 minutes ago and I still have some from the beginning of April.
So. Owain is pretty autistic, I donât think that can be any more canon unless OwengeJuiceTV himself said it was true. That being said, as far as Iâm aware, thereâs two main ways autistic people deal with conversing and thatâs the way you described and then thereâs intense eye contact that is too much and makes people uncomfortable. Personally, I think Owain would be the latter with certain people. Specifically with monarchs and enemies.
However! I think with anyone who isnât in a higher position than him, an enemy, or he doesnât know very well, he would look away, but never down. Looking down would be like submitting and he would not do that to someone who hasnât earned it.
However, however! Thereâs a select groupâShan, Mae, and Kittyâhe would look towards the ground. Owain trusts them enough to not be alert the entire time heâs with them, but he doesnât have a fearful-respect of them like he does with a monarch.
TL;DR, intense, too much eye contact with monarchs, people in higher positions than him, and enemies, looking off to the side with basically everyone else, and looking down with people he trusts immensely
oh my gosh itâs Owain day here on Tumblr thereâs so many Lion based posts happening 𼚠I like to think his intense eye contact isnât as threatening as people imagine it to be without his helmet because heâs got such big round eyes. He stares at monarchs with respect so itâs kind of like being looked at by a critter
No exactly heâs just a guyâšď¸ I like imagining Arthur just coming across him randomly throughout the day and having to pause because:( thatâs his son bro oh my god
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