I haven't touched this blog for more than 2 years. It helped me so much back then and I guess I need it again. I haven't felt this low in a very long time, it just constantly feels like I have this dark cloud over me, my head is scrambled and I just can't shake it. I try and get through it by doing something I need, taking some time out and I try to shut off. It sort of works but then it all comes flooding back again. The anxiety about everything and nothing, the constant tiredness, the heart palpitations, trying to motivate myself but I just can't. I can't even tell you what got me here. There's so much going off it could be but I can't pin point it. I just feel like my head is a blur, I'm just drifting by and getting washed over. Hopefully if I keep taking some time out I might just get through it. I need to get through it.












