It3darling

I don’t know

anything

at

all

over and over

again

Im always in denial

I never learn

blindly I trust you

more than myself

you and I

in our own sense

we don’t kiss

we don’t touch

but we sing the same lines

than not love me enough

Never been on a date

Never been looked at in a romantic way

It feels weird

Is something wrong with me?

How come nobody wants me ?

I felt the guilt

I know I’ll see you

and you’ll say you missed me

and I’d kiss your lips

a person

I am real

I wish I was part of your imagination

and I hope that when I sleep tonight

I’ll sleep forever

and if I’m a part of your imagination

I wish for you to forget about me

So that I can disappear

into nothingness

all was new

as we sat on my bed

my bed felt new

I’ve been caressed and I’ve been loved before

but

when you touched my skin

and kissed my lips

it was all new for me

maybe not

the best

But it is was my best

and I promise we’ll meet

even though I know I’ll leave

Keep in mind

my soul It bleeds

It can’t be my smile or eyes

Nor can it be the way I laugh

Is it the way I love ?

With my entire being

before she even got to know about his existence

I loved him first

even when she came around

I held him first

he loved me first

Why isn’t that enough ?