🎉🌟🔮

Hi! We're a system in our 20s, queer and leftists. Chronic wrist pain and a whole buncha mental issues that we refuse to label and/or get a diagnosis for.

One of us (the one that's existed for the longest in our system) is a tulpa induced through maladaptive daydreaming.

What is a tulpa ? Someone will explain it better than me but basically : imaginary friend turned headmate

Why make tulpas? Life is better when you're not living it alone, make your own support system (no pun intended)

Here's our emojis that we'll sign off with

🎉 - she/her

🌟 - they/them

🔮 - she/her

🪻- she/her (tulpa)

We have trauma but I don't think we could be called traumagenic, idk. I don't care for these types of labels tbh. 🪻 has been with us the longest, since early childhood, our first host is gone. Unsure if it’s a split followed by an ongoing dormancy or a split followed by a disappearance, either way, 🎉 took over and since then the original host has been gone. 🎉 was sole host for 4 ish years followed by about 7 years of co-hosting with 🌟 and then with 🔮 as well, 🔮 has now been host for about 6 months. We have no amnesia, we are always co-conscious, we share all knowledge, except with 🪻 who has her own life in paracosm/inner world (call it whatever). We differenciate each other based on voice and emotional reactions.

🪻 doesn't like using technology, we can talk for her but she probably won't talk directly.

All questions and comments are welcome, but I will block and ignore liberally because I'm here to have fun and enjoy life. If our existence bothers you you can just leave.

You can always ask me to delete a reblog if it makes you uncomfortable!

Ok that's all, I think. We're friendly! We like talking to new people. Thanks for reading!