I had a good christmas. I actually saw my cousin Ky. And I didnt realize how badly I missed him. He’s all grown up now, going to college out of state and he drives and has a girlfriend, even facial hair! it’s truly amazing to see your loved ones grow up. But also very sad. Like friends, family over time disappears too. Living their lives.
And I hold Ky in a special place in my heart. I would do anything for that kid. I’m glad that I got to see him this holiday.
I’m also glad that Jordan got to meet him, along with my aunt and uncle and cousin Mikki. He even talked to my Aunt Tia over the phone who lives in Minnesota. It makes me happy to have him meet and connect with my family. It actually makes me feel like he is apart of my family now and it’s been officialized upon meeting all of them. I feel a completeness. Trully happy because of this.
I’m glad that he didn’t almost ruin Christmas for me again this year. I’m glad everything went well.
Nobody seems to understand how important the holidays have become to me over the years. They mean more to me now than they ever did while I was a kid. If everything doesn’t go perfectly, I cry and I get panic attacks. With my parents fighting all the time and everyone so far away from each other, the holidays are the only time of years where everyone comes together (whether they like it or not) and spends time together. It means alot to me. And I’m glad that this year, my holidays went smoothly.
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