IF I HAD IT ALL IN THE PALM OF MY HAND

*flirting* are you ever repulsed by ur desires

i’m doing really well for someone who goes through the five stages of grief every day

real yearners miss shit that never even happened

hold on let me try to invent a version of myself who can get us out of this mess [holds really still for a minute and a half and then turns to you with a flat affect] we probably should have killed ourselves an hour ago

we could have a disgusting thing going on if you want

In my next life i'll find u sooner and love u longer

i'm doing everything wrong & i'm not even trying

i want to experience myself as i am, without imagining how it would look in somebody else’s memory later.

i could add a few more stages to grief if they let me