IF I HAD IT ALL IN THE PALM OF MY HAND

i want to experience myself as i am, without imagining how it would look in somebody else’s memory later.

i could add a few more stages to grief if they let me

when the song tackles you to the ground and starts beating the ever loving shit out of you

Wait i can learn from my mistakes? Ohhhhh ok i was just using them to torment myself

no it’s fine, it’s just that being vulnerable is scary and disgusting and makes me want to die haha lol so funny am I right?

they’re saying the suffering is going to amount to something. any day now

uhh, can i love you in a way that's little gross and insane

The psychological thriller of figuring out what you want and what you’re going to do about it

”time heals all wounds” WRONG. it merely allows for infection.. it is Too late for me