you gotta die sometime

Whumpril Day 16 - Side Effects

Put much more effort into Misaki lololol

Calvin's broken skateboard

Calvin's broken skateboard

Finally inked this sketch so I can post it for Whumpril!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/83038741

Whumpril Day 6 :3

I wrote a paragraph that I'm so proud of :3

But they keep making me think, "I wish I had this" and that makes me sad.

Sure, writing whump also makes me sad but that's cos I can relate to it.

I have the ideas (so many ideas...), the extensive research, and the interest. I just can't put words on the page (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

I just have to find the motivation because everything else is there and I'm the only one who is gonna write this story.

I get burnt out before even 1000 words (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠)

This fic is about a suicide attempt and there is no comfort.

Content warnings:

- Uncontrollable shaking/tremors

- Suicide attempt

- Cutting (Neck and wrist)

Please take care of yourselves and only read if you're in the right headspace for heavy angst with no comfort <3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/82733036

This fic was created on a whim after something that happened last/tonight

And I wrote all 1100 words before burning out :3

Right now, I'm drawing Misaki from Killer Chat! I played their route for the first time last night and I love her so much <3

I'm refining my art skills by practicing and it's been awesome :3 I still have a long way to go but I'm improving and it's one of the few things I'm motivated to do without much external motivation!