Okay so this just happened like 10 minutes ago.
I had just finished my shower and was back in my dorm when I got hungry all of a sudden. Really hungry. And I don’t have any snacks with me and he told me that if I ever wanted snacks to tell him, even if we’re not together.
So, I decided “screw feelings, I’m hungry” and I messaged him through IG.
Anyway, I was waiting for him and mind you, I had just finished my shower and I was wearing shorts that were hiding under a long shirt. Point is, I didn’t think of this until it was too late.
So, I was waiting when I heard my door trying to get opened. My roommate isn’t with me today for some reason so I knew I had the dorm to myself. Now, I thought I had my keys with me INSIDE the room but turns out I left them outside on the door knob.
I REALLY hope he doesn’t think I left them out there on purpose.
He saw me and gave me a smile and I couldn’t help it. The word liar was running through my head but the smile on my face was genuine.
I know, I know. Hold up there’s more. Don't shake your heads just yet
I REPEAT
HE GIVES ME A HUG
and hands me the snacks too. I place them on my desk and thank him and as he was about to leave.
You can start shaking your heads now, I know.
Little side story: I completely shattered my phone and it won’t turn on. At all.
So, I told him this and well here’s the dialogue:
Me: Yeah, it completely done.
Him: *steps insides my room!!! and goes over to my drawer by my bed where my sad broken phone is at* How did this happen?
Me: *follows him in* It slipped out of my hand and fell face down, completely shattering the whole thing.
Him: *looks at me* How are you messaging your mom then?
(I have a protective mother who messages me constantly)
Me: *looks at him* She gave me her phone for the moment until I get a new one. She’s using my little sister’s.
Like when your OTP is so close to kissing but because the writers suck sometimes they don’t because one moves away or they both move away from each other and you’re just like “WHY?!?”
Only, we both moved away from each other.
I sat on my bed and because I’m 5′0ft, my feet and legs were dangling. He gives me a look over, takes one step forward closer to me and then takes another step back and I noticed that he looked slightly uncomfortable, I don’t know why he was uncomfortable but I instantly felt bad when I noticed he was because that wasn’t my intention at all.
He started walking to my door to leave (for real this time) and I followed him out because I was taught that way so I was used to it. He turned around and told me ….
Him: So you’re telling me this so I know to message you on IG?
Me: *internally thinking “You’re not going to message me at all”
Me: *out loud* Yeah, so people won’t think that I got hit by a car again or think that I’m ignoring them.
he smiles that same stupid smile that I like.
then tells me that he’ll see me tomorrow morning.
So I asked him “Tomorrow?” and he gave me a look that meant that I should know. he said “Breakfast?”
me being me I said “Oh yeah”
then he proceeded to tell me he might be going with the guys because he thinks I’ll be going with this other guy to breakfast.
The other guy kind of freaks me out though, He told me today that I should wear shorts more often and does these other creepy things too, like he pinches my cheeks after I told him to stop many times and that It makes me uncomfortable. It’s kind of giving me anxiety about it. I don’t want to go to breakfast with the creepy guy but I also don’t want to go to breakfast with my ex(?). Can I even call him that?
Anyway, at this point I might even just go with my ex because if I go by myself the creepy guy will make sure he sits with me. So no.
then he smiled and left and I feel like he really wanted to leave the room for a couple of reasons, I don’t know anymore.
A) He’s uncomfortable because he still likes me and doesn’t want to make the mistake of kissing me.
B) He has the other girl in his dorm waiting for him (more likely solution)
C) He was just uncomfortable and didn’t want to deal with his ex.
Now, I’m just debating whether to go with him to breakfast or not.