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Dom was more than relieved as Iris wasnât dismissive, as he so expected, but rather accepted him, and it appeared not to be so begrudging. It was noticeable in the way she let her eyes meet his, no matter how brief, contrasting the way her gaze had darted all over the place looking for a safe place to land, and this was more telling above any roll of the eyes, glares and stolen glances theyâd ever shared. This felt pivotal.Â
He stepped towards her more confidently, more comfortably, to somehow assure her of his sincerity. That this wasnât all just to mock her later in front of the school or through whispers within the hallways. It was clear she wasnât used to opening up like this, revealing all her chinks in armour and hoping no harm would come to her in return. He wasnât used to seeing her like this either, but he found himself admiring her for it. Perhaps it wasnât so much the fact that she wasnât used to this level of intimacy but more so being used to the kind of hurtful responses whenever she, or anyone around her, tried that brought her hesitation. Flashbacks to her very public but unfair break-up came to mind, and it made him even more careful in his approach.Â
The room faded away when she stepped into him his embrace. He wrapped his arms around her, gingerly rubbing her back with one hand and the other on the back of her head, hoping itâd be reassuring. Until a sudden recollection came to mind, and Dom quickly lowered his hand from her head in hopes she wouldnât realise heâd been stroking her hair with a hand thatâd touched her own urine.Â
Could she sense it from the way his heart beat sped up a little? Dom was pleasantly surprised from the way she fit into him, as if he was made to hold her forever. He never realised she was so petite but he supposed that was the Iris King attitude making her seem bigger than she really was. And it came into action once again.Â
A low, throaty chuckle rumbled from the pit of his chest as he drew back slightly to look at her with a feigned frown. âYou were crying? No, thatâs impossibleâŚâ He said, voice gentle with a teasing lilt, whilst bringing one hand up to cup her cheek, wiping a tear with his thumb. âI mustâve missed it. Besides, I would have never have walked into the womenâs bathroom.â Only Iris would make a threat in a situation like this and he hadnât expected any different from her. Whilst his lips curled into a soft smile as an attempt to lighten the mood, a part of it came from being absolutely charmed by her.Â
âHey, itâs going to be alright,â and this time, Dom believed it a little bit more. He wasnât sure what changed in the last thirty seconds but he could feel it in his chest. âThere isnât anything the Iris King canât handle. And even if you canât, if you donât feel like going to anyone you particularly like, then Iâll be here for you if you ever need me. Sometimes itâs easier to talk to someone you donât really know. Or, to be more precise, hate.â
Iris liked the way Dominik felt against her - soft, warm, and comforting. Even the uneven sound of his heartbeat brought an odd comfort to her, knowing that he was also out of his element when it came to whatever this exchange had turned into. Against his chest, everything else seemed to come to a temprary standstill. Here she was, a couple months into eighteen, her familyâs business failing, and an unwanted pregnancy threatening to ruin her future, and yet all she could think about is how nice this felt. Under different circumstances, this could have been the start of something normal and less hostile between them. But she was quick to remind herself - he wouldnât be comforting her under these normal circumstances sheâd craved. Rght before she could tense up and pull away from him, the soft rumble in his chest caught her attention, and she tilted her head up to observe the other.Â
All she can do is stare up at him for a moment, realization dawning on her that she doesnât think sheâs ever seen Dominik laugh, and its such a pretty sight she almost doesnât notice his hand cup her cheek to swipe away her tears. The feeling is soft and brief, and the sensation tingled her skin and left her cheeks burning red. His smile was infectious, and Iris found her lips curling upward in response to the man before her. How had she missed this side of him before now?
She laughed slightly at his words, the noise soft and quiet, a sharp contrast to her motherâs loud laugh, which was perhaps the only thing Iris had not learned from her predecessor. âWhat are you doing in the womenâs bathroom, Nikki?â That nickname had a nice ring to it, Iris had decided, and she quite liked the thought of giving him a name only she could call him. She couldnât fight this growing fondness even though she wanted too, and every moment spent in this bathroom just dragged them closer to a point of no return. How could she go back to making fun of him after this?
When Dominik said the word âhateâ, Iris felt almost this instinctual notion to deny the truth they both knew. âI donât hate you...â Who was Iris King to lie to Dominik Blair? They were nothing if not overly arrogant and honest toward one another, but him saying the word to her, as if he knew it as fact... it made her want to deny having ever had malicious feelings for him. She wondered if it had something to do with him comforting her, if that made her feel guilty for ever harboring ill feelings toward him. On the other hand, she knew she liked to disagree with him out of spite, or whatever odd game they played during class, but this didnât feel quite like that either. She drew in a sharp breath, her tears finally slowing down as she began to focus on everything else. âAnymore.â She breathed out, her face burning hot at such an admission.
âBut do you even know what youâre signing up for?â Iris asked, arms crossing as her sharpness returned ever so slightly. âLike people can be very emotional while pregnant.â Iris recalled the whiplash of emotions her fatherâs secretary had given her depending on the day, she could only imagine how she would be. âAre you sure youâre equipped to deal with that?â She asked, perhaps as some final test for Dominik, still waiting for the other to jump ship and leave her to her misery.Â
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Dom could hardly remember when or how things had gotten so complicated and bitter between them, which was unfortunate considering he could very vividly remember when things had been utterly heavenly. Euphoric. Too good to be true. It made these moments harder to digest, even though they were the only moments Iris and Dom had together these days. âGod keeps the door of his mercy and offer of salvation open to everyone,â he quipped back, not meaning to sound as sarcastic as he did but he couldnât help his purposefully reverent choice of words. With the bottle in one hand, her shoes in the other, he walked back towards the other side of the room to the shoe rack, though he was pretty sure this one belonged upstairs in her room. At the second utterance of the nickname, he froze for a fleeting moment before clearing his throat, and continuing towards the shoe rack. There was a few seconds of silence as he thought of how to say what he wanted to say. Once heâd put her shoes away, he stood up straight, finding her eyes as he sighed once before replying, âI thought we could go to the church. Itâs safer. Less people.â
Iris wasnât religious. Religion was something built in blind faith, something that just didnât register within her. She worked too damn hard her entire life, watched her motherâs business rise and fall to believe it was all in some higher powerâs hands. It didnât mean she hadnât tried - it just didnât stick. That being said, she couldnât suppress the roll of her eyes when he got all preachy. Sometimes she really had to sit back and wonder how on earth she had married a man as remotely devout as Dominik could be. She could almost hear the echo of her mother telling her she was too young to know what she wanted all those years ago. Unfortunately for her, her mother had been right. But perhaps she was too stubborn to say that aloud, and perhaps she still hoped her mother was wrong.Â
The sigh that left her lips was exasperated, tired, and annoyed at his insistence. She knew too well what a stay at the church would entail, and she had already dealt with some of his friends on Thanksgiving, she could not stand to spend a whole two weeks with them on lockdown. âCome on, Dominik.â Iris all but whined, giving him a pleading look. âDo you really want to be locked up there for two whole weeks?â Her face scrunched up in disgust at the thought, âSharing one room with fifteen other people?â She knew deep down she was being a tad dramatic, but she couldnât help but want to run at the idea of being forced to hear from the religious sort for two whole weeks. Not to mention their judginess about things like infidelity. The nerve.
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Just as he had flattered her, she returned it in kind. It made him a little hot under the collar, to think that she might have been as intrigued as he was, but he couldnât give in no matter how fiercely he wanted to. The game was half the fun of it, and who was he to call the round before theyâd both played their full hands?
He chose not to speak as she responded, studying the curve of her mouth, the glimmer in her eyes, and returning both. Something electric lingered in the air between themâa promise, he was sure, though of what he didnât know. But the way she spoke, it was like the deal was already done. She seemed surprised at first, but it was a beautiful thing to watch her readjust, paint him into the elaborate mural she had made of her life. Though he could not see its form for himself, he had a feeling that his visage balanced out the composition in a way that was irresistible to a woman like her.
He raised his cup, knocked it against hers firmly, took a sip to seal the toast.
âNone would. Theyâd see us coming and turn tail, or stoop so low as to avoid staining our sight with their presence.â
There was some poisonous pleasure in speaking ill of others; it spread through his veins like ice, sharpening his mind, steeling his spine. Though heâd vowed to be done with that kind of social economy long ago, the feeling of being completely in control over everything and everyone in sight was a high unlike any other. Judging by the sly smile she wore, the glimmer in her eyes, he was certain she felt it too.
As she spoke next, however, in her words lay a challenge, yet another hurdle to clear. She would soon discover that heâd cleared every hurdle set before him thus far. Well, most of them anyway.
âI was once invited to a wealthy socialiteâs eighteenth birthday party. I was happy to go, of course. I love a good party, and Iâd just gotten a new blue velvet tux that I wanted to show off. So naturally I arrived in style, and I mingled for a bit, and everyone was stunningâI mean, ballgowns and black ties, practically dripping with jewels, just breathtaking. And I remember sitting there, champagne in hand, talking to some girl about her fucking new house or whatever, and I laid eye on this guy in the corner of the room. Face unremarkable, poorly accessorizedânice hair, though. But what really got me about it was his outfit. This joker with the knockoff Cartier was wearing the same fucking tux. I mean, not the exact same one, obviously, since mine was custom tailored, but close enough that an untrained eye might think them the same.
âI realized then that no matter how tantalizing it is to surround yourself with diamonds and rubies and all manner of luxury, at the end of the day, it all shines the same. It becomes just as dull as a day spent in the sordid squalor of an unremarkable life.â He paused for a moment to catch his breath.
âBut living in a place like this, when you find a diamond, you wonât be able to tear your goddamn eyes away.â
He sat back and sipped from his coffee then, but he didnât look away from her once.
âSo to answer your question, I suppose you could call me a surveyor. I poke around in all the nooks and crannies, looking for that special shining something to bask in, knowing that no one else will share its light. And, well, I havenât left yet, have I?â
The moment their coffee cups clinked, sheâd known that their meeting had been aligned in the stars, the fates, whatever was out there, and now the course had been changed in a way Iris could have never predicted, but was thrilled for all the same. Perhaps it was theatric, after just one cup of coffee to be considering this man in such high regard, but with the catch before her, it was hard not to be.Â
Irisâs lips twisted upward, a soft, haughty chuckle escaping her lips at his biting remark. âOh angel - youâre absolutely right.â Of course Iris relished in her superiorities over the lovely townsfolk of Sallybrook, it was only human nature to be proud of oneself, even if it was as ovecompensation for her own insecurities. Nonetheless, a certain smugness settled into her knowing this was only the beginning of whatever was brewing between the two of them.Â
There was something so relaxing in listening to him speak, as if sheâd never grow tired of him, as if, by some turn of events, he could sate her need to be surrounded by the finer things in life. It was as if he was a lost art piece finally returned to her collection. And how she would adore and boast about the piece, wave him around for all her friends to see, and everyone would be in envy of the exclusive work of art she had curated. It was an odd feeling to want to show off a person she wasnât exclusively physcial with, yet she couldnât say she minded the feeling too much. She mused, however briefly, if this was what it felt lke to make a friend to which she felt a genuine connection with. It amazed her, and the fact that he managed to do that, excited her.
She leaned forward, elbow propped on the table to rest her chin against her hand, and offered a nod as he finished. Iris was impressed by how he could go on for so long without getting winded, and his pause offered her a small window of opportunity to speak up if she so desired. Yet, she found herself instead waiting with bated breath for him to continue.Â
Iris looked away for a brief moment, masking a crooked smile and fighting the flush of her cheeks when his words returned. How he had not crossed her path sooner, sheâd never know. But she did know that the boy before her was a mixture of chaos and exhiliration, all wrapped up in a look stolen right out of a fashion magazine. He was perfection. Heavenly. Angelic.Â
âYour wise beyond your years.â She finally spoke, tilting her coffee cup to swirl around its contents. âA little jaded, perhaps, but wise.â Her shoulders rose and fell, her opinion not meant to offend him. âMany would say that youâve been trapped by Sallybrook,â She chuckled at the thought, and adjusted herself so she could fold her hands into her lap. âAnd perhaps you have. This town has its allure and mystique, but those just passing through call it eerie.â There was a slight shake of her head, almost in disbelief. âYet you make it obvious that you are here of your own volition. I canât help but wonder if you ever truly cared for the worlds youâve lived in before now.â Perhaps it was pointless to imply, yet with the words already hanging in the air between them, she couldnât find it in herself to regret them.
âSo when you discover everything there is to know about this place, what then?â She asked, head tilting to the side. It was a curious thing to study the man before her. His intentions, his adventures, everything about him was bizarre and enchanting, and Iris was determined to figure him out. She would pull him together piece by piece, every scrap of information sorted and arranged so when she stepped back, the puzzle would finally make sense before her eyes. Her brows quirk upward, and she asked her final question, âHow long before Sallybrook is just another place you go rattle on about to the next jewel you happen upon?â

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he taps the wood with his knuckles, the light sound echoing strangely into the room beyond, the door slightly ajar despite itâs possible explosive contents; the woman on the the other side. noah has been warned now by three different people about the sort of life heâs about to step into, about the sort of room heâs about to step into, about the sort of dealings and darkened intentions heâs about to meddle with, but heâs heeded nothing of this, heâs listened to nothing of this. people are not monsters, are not mythological, are not ghouls or goblins or machinesâ theyâre people, all bone and blood and sinew and mess. and whatever it is they say about iris king-blair, a fire-breathing dragon or a widow spider sitting on all the webs that connect the town, noah knows what heâs good for and knows what heâs not, and as long as a man has that between his fingers, thereâs nothing much can affect him.
itâs a trick heâs learned from nine years on the brink, nine years hopping from town to town with barely a shadow in his wake, nine years working whatever crumby ends of cities he could crook a foothold into, whatever side dealings he could etch himself good for; heâs a far cry from the boy who left. noah bishop at eighteen years old had learned to live with himself after the gruesome reconstruction of his own family history, his own family curse, his own family haunting; thereâs not much under stars or sky that could ever be worse, and thatâs the hell of his situation, thatâs the misery. that no matter how bad, no ounce of guilt can touch him now.
so he knocks on the door and opens it a crack, blue eyes peeking inside, his other hand wrapped around a newspaper. âmrs. king-blair? i donât mean to disturb you but⌠my nameâs noah bishop, iâm here for a job?â
Iris wasnât a woman of many worries, yet a simple package delivery had been plaguing her for the past few days. With the lockdown fast approaching, she couldnât risk such a delicate order being sent to the regular post and sitting there while the entirety of Sallybrook came to a standstill. No. Iris had a business to run, and she knew better than to risk speculation by asking for a rush order. Instead, she chanced discretion through the modern means. Well, semi modern means, Sallybrook was far behind the times when it came to applying for jobs.Â
One would still probably call her old fashioned for even using a newspaper, but people in town were stuck in their routines, and she knew for a fact she was in the majority that still read them. Perhaps as she approached her forties, that made her old, but Iris would rather die than swallow that pill. The moment sheâd sent the request out to the paper, sheâd tried to worry about her immediate problems rather than what she couldnât control. To her surprise it would be less than a day after the paperâs print that someone would answer her.
Irisâ face fell to a frown the moment he called her âMrs. King-Blairâ, and she suppressed the âewâ that was forming on her tongue. Nearing twenty years of marriage and she still couldnât stand to be referred to as a âMrs.â She supposed in hindsight, that should have been a sign, but she brushed the thought aside as she rose from her desk and offered him a polite nod. âCome in - Noah, was it?â She asked, rounding the table to meet him in the center of the room. âA pleasure to meet you. But please, call me Iris.â She cocked a brow in his direction, extending her hand for him to shake. âThis wouldnât be about the delivery job, would it?â
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Her honesty was refreshing, and he appreciated her candor. Another might make excuses, leaving the pair in the hallway while their intentions clashed, but because Iris told him why, rather than simply she was fine, Conor was content to leave her be. He tried his best not to be overbearing, and the straightforward way she spoke allowed him to keep himself in check. Being cared for, rather than caring for was a new experience for him; he thought perhaps he could enjoy it if he could grow accustomed to it.
Her eyes were able to convey the message easily, somehow Conor knew that the words she spoke to him and the affection she seemed to hold was genuine. Again, Conorâs hesitancy with the situation was simply a lack of model on how to deal with it â maternal figures were rare at best within his life.
âNo,â he replied, possibly a little too quickly. Grand Madamâs had given him purpose and connection. It was all a play down those stairs, one where the audience interacted directly, and the small framed boy had become something of a method actor. He could convince himself that he was something to those that came to visit him, if only for a few hours, and in doing so he convinced them that they meant something. It might be draining once the lights came back on, but in the moment Conor enjoyed a strange sort of comfort in the act. âI mean, if you think it is a good idea, but Iâm alright with the hours Iâm working now.â
Deciding to change the subject slightly, Conor looked over to the other as the exited his apartment building, and furrowed his brow slightly, a visible mark of the thoughts churning in his head. âWhere are we going by the way?â he asked, voicing what had been on his mind. He didnât have a particular drive for one place over any other, simply he was someone who liked to know where he was going ahead of time.
There was something calming in talking with him. Perhaps it was because she cared for him far more than she should, but perhaps it was as well because he was easy to talk with. She supposed that came with his occupation, though part of her would argue that he might have been this way long before he followed her into the basement.Â
Though she knew technically he had to be nice to the woman who wrote the checks that paid his bills, she also hoped (and sort of felt) that he had accepted her presence as more motherly than that of a boss. She supposed she should apologize to Conor, with all the unused motherly advice sheâd never get to give her own children, he was stuck getting the brunt of it. And yet, in the sweetest way, he reciporcated these actions as often as she would allow.Â
The moment he spoke up, Iris worried something was amiss, and she feared she had misspoken. But she remained unsure of how, and so she could only helplessly watch as Conor continued to speak, her mind scrambling to stop from rushing into a panic. She struggled for composure, regarding him with skepticism before offering a shrug. âIt was just a thought.â The words feigned nonchalance, when in reality Iris was assuring him that nothing was final, and if he was opposed (as much as he surely seemed), then that would be the last she spoke of it. âFinancially, it would probably be a setback.â She added, shaking her head dismissively.Â
âThough Iâd love to take you out to Boston, Iâm afraid business keeps me in Sallybrook.â She sighed heavily, as they exited his apartment building. She loved Sallybrook dearly, but when it came to places to eat, there were only a handful, her own bakery included. She hummed as she pointed to her left. âMoonlight Diner?â She asked, fighting the shiver that the light wind brought on her. If only she could change how many restaurants were in town, and the cold weather. Then her hometown would be perfect. Well, mostly.
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âIt is in the negatives,â he stated firmly, and for no reason at all but the fact that it was just one of those nights. It was one of those nights where they clashed left, right and centre. There was nothing they could do about it, as if it was written in the stars. Their roars would tear through the roof in a desperate cry for help, and they would always go unanswered. And so, Dom could feel something acerbic bubbling under the surface, and had he looked at Iris a little longer, he wouldâve been able to see that she felt the same: she was tired too.Â
He hated the fact that he caught ear of her chuckle, and tried to erase it from his memory immediately. Until they clashed again. And he confronted her, again. His eyes bore into hers, refusing his mind to go to a place of futile questions and expired memories. And her response helped. He fell silent for a moment and looked at her with disbelief. Taking a deep breath, he simply sighed and walked past her, shaking his head lightly. âYou couldâve hurt someone,â he grumbled under his breath as he picked up her coat and shoes before walking over to the coat stand across the room.Â
âWhere are we going then?â He asked lowly whilst hanging up her coat. âFor this ridiculous quarantine.âÂ
Iris typically would have fought him on whether or not it had been in the negatives, but given the fact that she was still freezing from her brief walk from the car to the house, sheâd believe him just this once. Her drunken state was the least of her worries tonight, and if she were honest, she drove home under the influence often - she just supposed tonight had been the night where sheâd drank a bit too much for even Dominikâs standards. And the thought of that was funny all in itself.
It was desperate that she craved his gaze, wasnât it? Even as he stared at her in what she could imagine was a disapproving look, it still made her stomach twist in knots. She still longed for him to long her - desperately wanted him to flash her a smile, or say her name without exasperation following suit. Instead, she shrugged at him, watching him walk away from her and clean up her mess, again. âBut, love - I never do.â With nothing left to say, Iris turned to go upstairs, satsified that sheâd be getting out before a horrid fight started.Â
Of course, he was known for pushing the limits just as often as she, and when he spoke again she leaned against the wall, sighing heavily. She didnât bother to turn and look at him as she spoke. âLast I checked I wasnât as devout as the company you keep.â She paused, fighting the way her heart jumped at the thought of the two of them going somewhere together. Reason settled in, of course heâd offer to go with her, she hated this time of year. âI planned on going to the motel. Will you be joining me, Nikki?â The nickname slipped out again, and she felt her face flush temporarily.Â
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Aliceâs shoulders tensed immediately. She was used to this by now, being talked down to because of her faith. But she never hurt anyone with the teachings of God or Jesus, never used it as a reason to invalidate anyoneâs existence, and she knew that through the work of the church, she was able to shape and change lives for the better. The words and side remarks people used to make at her, Iris included, did not bother her like they used to. Now, she continued to feel prideful of her faith, of her devotion to it, even though very few people understood. âIâm going back after dinner,â she replied with a slight smile before turning back around to keep making their pies for desert. âWeâre going to be feeding some of the kids from the shelter, giving them a thanksgiving dinner, singing some Christmas songs, weâll have board games. It should be fun.â She looked at her from the corner of her eye. âYou should come. It is the season of giving, after all.âÂ
Whoever thought Alice was only sweet truly did not know her at all. Even Iris was on the outskirts of ever really knowing the other, yet she knew that underneath all of that love, affection, and sweetness, there was something that could (and should) bite back. In Sallybrook, Iris supposed, that had to be a given. But Alice hid hers well and for so long Iris thought it didnât exist, but Iris supposed she did always bring out the worst in people. It was second nature at this point. Just look at Dominik.Â
But truly, this side of Alice was the worst, struggling to be kind in spite of how truly awful Iris was being. If this were anyone else, she would probably have outwardly applauded their endurance against her, but even after years and years and years of dealing with Alice, Iris could barely stomach being kind to the other. Of course Iris knew it all boiled down to some insecurity, of what she was mostly unsure. Perhaps even the kindest person in all of Sallybrook not liking her actually hurt her feelings? Iris didnât want to dwell in these feelings of insignificance much longer, so she took a sip of wine and waved her hand dismissively. âOh, sweet Alice - thatâs what I give away my money for.â As much as the thought of being around children would probably soften Iris up, she didnât want to be in the presence of Alice longer than she had to. âBut do take anything we donât eat over there.â She looked on at the pies Alice was prepping, and gave a small smirk. âEspecially whatever youâre trying to pass that off as.â

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Iris King was pregnant.Â
Dom wasnât sure why but the fact hit him like a tonne of bricks. Perhaps it was because teenage pregnancy was surprisingly uncommon in Sallybrook, or unsurprisingly well hidden. Or maybe it was because sheâd been dating a family friend of his not so long ago, and the thought of the pair having a baby together unsettled him. Or maybe it was because of how distraught she looked that could possibly mean unwanted circumstances â was it disapproving parents, lack of a supportive partner, or the simple fact that this would mess up her plans for the future? Whatever it was, crying alone in a public bathroom didnât exactly seem like she was over the moon.
Days like this should be filled with joy, he foolishly thought. He remembered when his own mother found out she was pregnant after trying for almost nine years. Sheâd been elated. He couldnât remember if sheâd ever shown such true and genuine emotion before. Sheâd lightened up wherever she went for nine months. This felt far from that, but it didnât have to be.Â
As the first tear rolled down her cheek, he instinctively took a step forward, and his hand jerked upwards, but he stopped himself there. âYou donât have to say anything,â he reassured quietly, wiping his hand on his jeans.Â
His heart broke for her. It was difficult to even look at her when she looked so sad, even more so at her struggle to maintain composure. He was starting to think he was doing more harm than good by staying here. Sheâd always held her head up high, even when everyone was wanting for it to hang in shame, and heâd liked that about her. But there was a time to be prideful and a time to be vulnerable, and she clearly was only comfortable with him seeing one of them.
âHey, heyâŚâ he said, taking another careful step forward, relaxing his posture as much as possible to let her know he really was just trying to be there for her. âYouâve just found out, right? How are you supposed to know what to do? Just take one step at a time. Itâs going to be okay.â The last sentence slips out of him. Dom was never known to utter words that could amount to an empty promise, no matter the circumstance. However, in this moment, desperate to comfort her in any way, he lied.Â
âIris, look⌠Iâm going to give you hugâŚâ He said, walking towards her slowly, arms open. Though she continued to avoid his gaze, he didnât stop searching for hers. âBut if you want to be alone, just tell me to⌠fuck off. I can stand outside, make sure no one comes in until youâre ready.âÂ
Vulnerability was not something taught in the King household. Her mother had said something as horrid as vulnerability could make Iris look weak, and in the world, people jump at the opportunity to cut someone down at the first sign of weakness. She was right, of course. Iris had seen many of her friends expose a flaw, something weak or intimate about themself, and she had just as soon watched others tear them to shreds in an instance. She herself had even been known to behave in such a way - which may or may not have been the other thing her mother had taught her.Â
But Dominik Blair cared not for what others thought of him, and little seemed to ever effect him. Where Iris King was built upon a facade that she kept up so no one could ever cut her down, Dominik Blair simply couldnât be cut down. And she envied that slightly more than she hated him.Â
Yet here she stood, as vulnerable as she could get, crying in front of a man sheâd hated for a good portion of her life. And even with such a high fight or flight instinct with Dominik, her body would do neither, and she could only hear his attempts to ease her worries. It was bizarre to be standing before him, and odd that he seemed not to care who she was and who he was, but just genuinely cared to make her feel better. Iris decided she didnât mind this sort of attention from him, and it was an odd comfort in her current state of distress. It was short lived, of course.
Itâs going to be okay. How could he possibly know that? She tilted her head up at him, and for a moment her anger almost overpowered her. But then there were those eyes again, staring down at her, and instead of whatever he was always looking at her like in class, there was something soft in his gaze, something that almost made her feel safe. Iris sniffled loudly and turned to look around the bathroom, because that gaze made her feel like her world wasnât crumbling when it so clearly was, especially with the thing that was going to start growing inside of her. âThis wasnât supposed to happen like this.â She admitted, crossing her arms and looking down at the tile around them. âHow am I ever going to know what to do?â Her question was honest and desperate, and the quiet sob that came out at the end certainly did not make her seem anywhere near calm.
Iris despised feeling out of control - and that was exactly what this little bathroom had made her feel. Uncertainty sat in the pit of her stomach, and her heart beat heavy as Dominik took another step forward. Despite her mind yelling at her body to step away from him, Iris took a small, hesitant step toward him. âYouâre an odd one, Dominik Blair.â Iris almost laughed, which was a sudden feeling to have in the midst of crying. She let their eyes meet for only a moment, and she let herself show him an ounce of trust as she began to reach toward him. Even if her mind was telling her not to trust him, Iris wasnât listening. She needed this. So, Iris wrapped her arms around his waist, and pressed her tear stained face against his chest. And in some vain attempt to maintain control of the situation, she offered a muffled threat from against Dominikâs chest,
âIf you tell anyone that I cried on you - Iâll castrate you.â
conorcuberoâ:
Tired was part of his charm. He was young and sweet in most of his appearance, but there was an age behind his eyes that some had told him was comforting; Conorâs soul had been given the opportunity to age quickly. His presence was comforting and he had, with years of practice, become very good at taking care of those around him. It was what people enjoyed about him when he sold them pastries, that he asked and remembered, that he made them feel like someone cared. Now, it was what made him such a gracious host downstairs.
He was thankful for Iris and all she had done for him. Grand Madamâs had become a strange little family for him, with Iris acting in a maternal role and Abigail almost as an older sister. It was unconventional, but most things in the young boyâs life had been. Besides, he might not admit it, but he did better when he was around others, rather than shutting himself up in an apartment that, two years later, still felt empty for the lack of another. Maybe he should get a pet, but it felt cheap to replace Sean like that. It was wrong to restrict himself so, but he had defined himself as Brother for so long, that acting without thought for it was nearly impossible.
Conor furrowed his brow at Irisâs response. âDo you want a hat or a scarf? I have some extras inside,â he gestured towards the door as he spoke, wanting her to know that it wouldnât be a hassle. Abstractly he knew that others worried about the season for the strangeness that accompanied the dropping temperatures, but it rarely occurred to him naturally. To him the cold was real, but The Haunt was a whisper that had never touched him.
âEverythingâs fine, I promise,â Conor replied, his voice warm and a reassuring smile painting his face as he followed her. âI wonât lie, Iâm a bit tired, but I usually am in the mornings, especially after work. Itâs nothing for you to worry about, you worry about enough as it is.â His words were soft, encouraging her to take a break rather than chastising her for not doing so already.
Conor was one of her favorite (if not the favorite) workers in the Grand Madamâs, and she had no problem admitting such a thing. He had years on many of her employees, and she hoped that she had become a fixture in his life just as he had in hers. Perhaps she would never have children of her own, but she would always have those lost souls in the brothel. They needed her guidance and she needed them, and she was painfully attached to just about everyone there.Â
Her dearest Conor was so thoughtful, the expression on his face making her swell with affection for the young man. She offered him a smile and waved off the thought, âYou are too kind, dear.â She laughed, and gestured for him to come along, wanting to get out of the cold apartment building and into the cold weather, and then safely tuck them away in her car and blast the heat. âBut Iâd rather freeze than mismatch.â She finished, shrugging her shoulders because this was a fate sheâd long resigned herself to.Â
Iris let relief wash over her as Conor reassured her, even if she did not agree with his opinion of her. She was thankful he was well, and she let her hand touch his arm and gave it a light, reassuring squeeze. She couldnât withhold herself forever. âOh but my dear Conor, itâs my job to worry about you.â Iris admitted. "I just want to make sure you are taking good care of yourself.â She gazed at him with affection for a moment, hoping her eyes could convey the genuinity of her concern and adoration for the young man.
And just as quickly as sheâd been giving him a serious, concerned expression, she turned to a lighter, easier topic. Business. âShould I be giving you less hours? Perhaps I could make you an exclusive. We could really rake in the big bucks that way.â She teased, hurrying down the staircase. âOf course, the people might riot.â She added with a look over her shoulder.
ApĂŠritif || Iris & Rosaline
@iriskings
Winter closes in, chipping the sunlight away little by little, though usually by nine in the morning, the day would have settled in, and the customers looking for their morning coffee would have rotated out, switching places with people looking for more elaborate fares, ready to start their day. The 24-hour diner as usual, roused to life as the sun drew from the horizon. It was a rather calm, beautiful day outside, but right now, all Rosaline wanted to do was to go home.
Changing out of her work clothes, she rinsed her hands again when passing by the sink, out of habit if nothing else, and nodded at the waitress beside her who was at that moment, diligently facing off the stubborn coffee machine. âLater then, thanks for the hard work,â she smiled at her, and circled around the counter. As she gathered her stuff, Rosaline thought to herself about the approaching month of terror, about the series she still needed to finish on Netflix, about the people of Sallybrook and the smiles they brave everyday or have long given up on. But most of all, she thought about heading home as soon as possible, grab some wine, seize a nap, maybe both. Yeah, definitely both.
Then she saw a figure pull up right outside of the diner, craning their head slightly, looking through the window seemingly in an attempt to find someone. Likewise, Rosaline was compelled to do the same, and despite harbouring little intention to be sidetracked from her day plan, the outlines of the face now looking right back at her flushed away all her desires to be alone, and replaced her thoughts with one, single long faded fixation.
She rarely felt that way about anyone anymore, rarely had moments where a glance from someone could draw her down a diverging path, whisk her away from from her well laid out plans. But like anything, there were room for flexibility, there were exceptions. This was one such person. In fact, she has always been quite a welcomed diversion.
And Rosaline began thinking of her, of how oddly rare that their paths have barely crossed during the past few years. And she thought of all the time her thumb hovered over Irisâ name on her phone in hesitation, how that hesitation became uncertainty, how that uncertainly led to dissolution. Then odd and cliched it was, emotions surfaced like all this happened only just yesterday. Because in truth, she was hurt. Hurt enough by the plain dismissal to question whether their friendship was worth preserving through effort that would include her being insistent.
But at that moment, nearly five years later, none of it mattered anymore. And any hesitation, long gone. She was just glad to see her, glad and ready welcome her back into her life.
She missed her, she realised. She really, really missed her.
Rosaline sprung towards the door, her bag hanging loosely from one shoulder, tangled with her hair. She stepped outside into the crisp, morning air, almost biting, and despite her weariness, there was energy in her movement. She trembled slightly facing the bitter coldness, and landed her gaze on Iris. Itâs her, it really is. A jolt of excitement manifested itself as a wide, close-mouthed grin, lighting up her features. Too much? She thought. She wanât a schoolgirl, but she didnât care. Propelled forward by eager steps, she called out to the woman. âIris?â
The sun hung low, the morning fog offering a beautiful but dim light, making the only town Iris has ever loved look even more tranquil and dazzling. Iris was among the type who despised winter, if only because she hated the way it made her feel, and how prone to illness she could become. Though such admissions were hardly uttered by her herself, it was common knowledge to anyone that had spent enough time around her to learn her mannerisms. Among her mannerisms was overworking, and pulling all nighters in the brothel was common for Iris. Because of this, and her preference to avoid being at home as long as possible, she was far more used to driving home as the sun was rising than she was to waking up to the sun already risen. Â
Yet her drive home today was leaving her weary, and her mind was wondering in a hundred different ways. Perhaps all she needed was a sign - and it came to her, literally. The Moonlight Dinerâs sign had just flickered off its nightlights, but the motion was enough to draw Iris into the turn lane before she could even really ask herself why. She felt possessed by the notion to wander in, to sit in a booth and order some breakfast, and perhaps stumble across her lovely Rosaline.Â
Rosaline. There was something so comforting of the otherâs presence, and Iris had been enchanted the moment they had struck up their first conversation. Perhaps it was the melancholy the other possessed as well, the way sadness had lingered behind both of their eyes but they still had managed to ignite something in the other. But as Iris pulled into an empty parking spot, she pushed such a thought away. No, she couldnât get caught up romanticizing a past lover, let alone one she had inevitably screwed over. But Iris was flawed, painfully human, and dare she think it, full of guilt.Â
The thought of driving away almost captured her, but she felt compelled to step out of the car, to just check on how the other had been. Perhaps not even speaking, just a glance, just a moment where Iris can see her and know that the other is well, though she would not fall into her old habits again. She would indulge in this moment of nostalgia, this desperation to know of Rosaline and her well being, and then she would disappear, stay on her side of Sallybrook and avoid her until they had both resigned themselves to this path once more. She was a pro when it came to this, managing to do it even with the man she had chosen to spend her life with.Â
Such notions were thrown out the window the second Rosa said her name. Her legs carry her close to the other, and suddenly the cold doesnât feel so bad, not with the warmth bubbling inside of her chest.Â
âMy god...â Iris whispered, a smile on her lips. âHave you always been this beautiful?â The blush that tickled her cheeks was as embarrassing as the words that she spoke. Even sufficiently embarrassed, she couldnât help but let her gaze linger on the other, taking in the curl of her lips and the look in her eyes. Iris hoped she had missed her, but she knew it was selfish to want such things. With a clear of her throat, she let out a small laugh, âItâs been awhile.â
You want to enjoy your night, and you donât want to suffer in your heels too long. Lipstick compensates for the lack of heels. Itâs a good option, and it works.
dominikblairâ:
The hallway was dark, unlit. At the end of it was a single light by the front door, and under it stood Iris, which only further illuminated fatigued form. It wasnât his problem anymore. Not even the fact that she still managed to puff out grey clouds of smoke having seen the way her own mother deteriorated. No, it wasnât his problem.Â
âRight. Sure. Makes sense. Not like itâs minus degrees out. Canât ruin the look,â Dom grumbled as he walked down the hallway, slow and as steady as possible, shaking his head with frustration. At sight of her belongs by the floor again, he clenched his jaw, running a hand over it to physically stop himself from muttering a snide comment. Instead of going over to pick them up himself, he shot her a telling look before turning towards the kitchen.Â
âI do,â he said plainly from the kitchen, loud enough so she could hear. âJust like every⌠other⌠weekday.â With a bottle of red wine in hand, he turned back out towards the foyer. This had been the most interaction theyâve had in a while, and it was clear why that was the case. However, Dom knew he wouldnât be able to sleep knowing the mess sheâd made by the door, so he began to walk over there until he passed Iris. A strong smell hit him. He stopped in his tracks, glaring down at her. âDid you drive here..?â
Iris met his gaze, noting the way his eyes flickered from her discarded belongings and back to her. She ignored him, of course, far more concerned in staying steady on her feet. All she wanted was a warm bath, and probably some more to drink. âItâs not in the negatives...â Iris countered, though she didnât actually know for sure. âPlease donât be so dramatic, Nik.â She sighed, and took another drag of her cigarette. She wasnât sure if smoking was more habit or stress induced, but she did find that she could keep her cool for longer when one was between her lips. And for nights full of unexpected arguments conversations with Dominik, it was best if she continued breathing in the nicotine, only mildly concerned of the second hand smoke he was facing.Â
A soft chuckle left her lips as he talked from the kitchen, noting the way he stated it as if he couldnât fathom why she was asking. She walked further away from the entry, hoping to reach the stairs before being provoked any further. However, Dominik is quick, his large strides reaching her before she had barely made it five feet from her original location. She frowned and crossed her arms, eyes floating to the bottle of wine. For a moment, she thought of asking him to share, and memories of curling up by the fireplace and talking about their days flood to the surface, wrapped up in blankets and drinking whatever expensive bottle theyâd purchased.
âHm?â She asked, tearing herself away from the memory to gaze up the seven inches from her face to his. She fought a soft sigh, taking in the tired eyes and shaggy hair - it seemed only yesterday heâd had bright eyes and a cocky smile, his hair scruffy but maintained. âOh? Yes, Nikki, of course.â Irisâ face fell into a sort of âduhâ expression, and she patted her husbandâs arm and tilted her head. âHow else was I supposed to get home?â

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avercyyâ:
Avery was surprised with themselves for not putting together who it was that stood beside them. Perhaps it was their ego blocking their memory. There was a moment of embarrassment considering they were counting out cash in front of the owner, but they couldnât dwell. They attempted to appear smooth as they reached in their pocket for their lighter, smiling as they lit it with a smile. âI guess not.â They shrugged, the light of the cigarette illuminating the two of them in their separate corner of the establishment.
Perhaps there was a part of them that wanted to feel bad for their dirty deed, however they needed the money. Avery hadnât been putting in the work necessary to sustain themselves at Witchâs Manor and their never ending parchment for liquor was expensive. So they sized their counterpart up, envious of the cigarette they so proudly held in their mouth.Â
âBut I gotta say I wish I was.â Perhaps it was stupid to assume, but they felt as though their only way out of this situation was to dig themselves further in. There was a small smile that crossed Averyâs face as they continued to keep their gaze locked with the other offering a small chuckle before they spoke. âI mean honestly I canât believe no one beat me to the thought sooner.â They shrugged as they leaned closer to the owner daring to pluck the cigarette from their lips. âI mean honestly am I really the only druggie in all of Sallybrook to infiltrate Grand Madamâs?â Avery shock their head in mock disappointment. âI mean I feel like the two just go hand in hand.â There was a second Avery looked across the crowd hoping their counterpart would follow suit. âCorrect me if Iâm wrong.â
Iris couldnât help but feel like they spelled âdangerâ with their words. âTroubleâ wasnât too far behind, and she was sure with the way they kept speaking, the phrase âa bad ideaâ was almost guaranteed. And yet, she stood there, taking in a drag of the stolen cigarette, knowing it to be a rather cheap brand. It told Iris all she needed to know of her competition, they were just living on the edge, dipping into danger without having the cash to back themselves up. Well, after the night spent in the Madamâs, she supposed they did have a small cash flow growing now.Â
âThank you, sweetheart.â Iris smiled, the two of them had only been leaning in close for a short moment, though Iris longed to do it once more. Perhaps it was the sense of danger, but Iris liked being close to them, liked the challenge they offered. She liked the cockiness, the smirk, the way they looked at her - Iris couldnât help but feel drawn in. Irisâ brows shot upwards, a crooked smile pulling at her lips. âDo you now?â The Grand Madamâs revivial had been used as a way to revive herself, as well. On the brink of losing everything, she had flung herself into this place, and even though her mother had passed, she had felt this place made her mother eternal. To hear someone want what she created, it made her blush with pride, and she pressed the cigarette to her lips to keep from grinning.Â
âOh sweetheart, you arenât the first to try and seduce my patrons with your goody bags.â She shrugged, and offered the cigarette up for the other to take. âThough you have been the most successful.â She shrugged. While typically, the moment Iris has noticed someone trying to drug up her darling escorts, she had them hauled off by security and beaten until they knew better or were never to be seen again, she couldnât help but be intrigued in the thought of working with the other. It was probably because they were so easy on the eyes, though she doubted she would say that aloud. âI have thought of that myself...â She trailed off, running a hand through her hair. âBut I donât like the idea of my workers having access to product like that.â With a quick quirk upward of her lips, she gave the other a quick glance over,Â
âBut youâre free to give me your business proposal - but youâll have to buy me a drink first.â She paused. âTime is money, after all.â
alicesolakâ:
Her parents had decided to go down to Florida that year for Thanksgiving, telling her they needed a break from the cold for a while. Of course Alice didnât mind, her parentsâ happiness always came before her own. When she had told Dom, he had invited her to his with Mar, and knowing her two favorite people in the world would be there, she really couldnât say no. She had forgotten, however, that with one of her favorite people, came her least favorite person. She acted nice though, like she always did, and ignored her for as long as she could.Â
Every petty remark of hers left a horrid feeling in her chest, one that she desperately wanted to be rid of. But she knew, so long as Iris was around, she would continue to think thoughts that were not in His light. How could one love thy neighbor when thy neighbor was a huge bitch? She took the bottle of wine, and handed it over to her, smiling in the way she knew Iris hated. âThere you go, love,â she said, and quickly turned back to her cooking. Niceness, she knew, was worse for Iris than any mean thought that flew through her head.Â
If there hadnât been a chill in the air, it definitely arrived with Aliceâs icy reception. But that only made Irisâ lips twist higher into a smile - though it bordered the line of a sneer. âThank you, Alice.â She grasped the bottle and filled her wine glass more than half full, trying to fight the temptation to harrass the other further. Perhaps she should just settle into the office and pretend she had work she needed to attend to, but a stronger part of her wanted to aggrivate the other. It was probably due to the fact that she hated feeling so ignored, that she knew that all of the people that were here, werenât here for her. And she just couldnât take it.
âIâve gotta say - Iâm surprised that you even bothered showing up. Shouldnât your day be spent holed up inside your beloved church?â Iris asked, swirling her wine glass around. Her shock was slightly genuine, Iris imagined her least favorite bible thumper could never take a day off, and so to see her in Irisâ house almost seemed like a sin. She supposed there was a chance she was being hard on her, but Alice loved being such a little do-gooder, Iris had to hold her up to the impossible standards, didnât she? âGuess I should thank my lucky stars you could make it.â Her voice laced with malice, she leaned against the counter, satisifed with herself. She was sure sheâd get an earful from Dominik later, but she had never been one to think of the consequences before she spoke.