GOD BLESS THE SOUTHERN MESS // @littlexsparks

2130H 01/21, Kanagawa, playlist now: Moon’s reaching out stars

I wonder if Ryu and I had ever gone somewhere far away from the city. Just the two of us. I did not think much when I said we should go for a drive. The two of us. Life has been crazy for the two of us and all I wanted to do was bask in Ryu’s arms. Reckless decision to leave everything but I am pretty sure Naoto and Natsuki could handle it. They are more than capable especially Naoto. Enough all that. What matters most is now that I have Ryu nearby, I can kiss wherever and whenever I want — none of people can say shit that I am holding my precious fairy this close. Bureau should give people like me a rest with their loved ones or I am going to start to deduct payrolls for certain people for the sake of it but then again, I am only part of the government so when can I do? I wonder Ryu is happy with someone like me. Someone who dedicates their hours more than they should for the masses? I know he knows what it means to be a Sawamura but… I think Ryu deserves better at times.

Even if some days bad things happen When I meet you they all fade away The days I can't meet you are my rainy days If I hear your voice sun will shine automatically

2130H 07/16 playlist now: Nobuo Uematsu's Lydia's Theme

Attached above is what i have been working for the past two weeks. In gratitude to Peri, I have started owning some watercolour on my desk. Do I make a mess out of myself from time to time? I do but hey, it is relaxing and less... stressful that coming out with chords so I can see why Yuna and Sungwoo would draw or paint in their spare times. I am going to pester Peri for more of her time to brainstorm arts together or just, you know, hang out. It is always a fresh air to hang out with someone who you don't see every day. I think I should bring Peri some of Layla's masterpiece as an offering, I did call her deity as means of joke but I can see that Apollo may have drop some of his musings in her so yeah. Offering to Apollo's daughter. Oh. Gonna end this now, muse is coming in.

Nothing is more boring than waiting for your turn to be interviewed during a press release. Nothing could ever change Vanness's mind on that as he sits at the side while having his make-up artist reapplies his smudged foundation and lip product to make sure his looks extra presentable today. His make-up artist, being chatterbox he is had definitely manage to drain out of his energy that he thinks he needs to go into solitude once the interview is done but nothing, nothing in this world prepares him on what he will see next after his phone buzzes. Mindlessly, he slides it open and unlocking — holy — right — fuck — Fen — That colours his cheeks red more than any blusher available in their side but then again it is immediately washed over with a sense of amusement while he thinks: how horny is Fen now to be sending this to him despite knowing his busy schedule?

🖂 vanness: all alone without me? rude 🖂 vanness: send more 🖂 vanness: better yet send me a vid of u babe