I don't know what to put here

idgaf about career development im using the rest of my 20s to build my lore

"they should be at the club" "they should be at the farmers market" "they should be at the public library" well i should be in my lovers arms but im not am i. life is full of disappointments

“what have you been up to lately?” i don’t leave the house

they should invent a being in your twenties in which you do not feel your life is unsalvageable and ruined

me after sleeping ljke shit for the 10,497th day in a row: this is good actually because now i'll be really tired when i go to bed tonight

god i hate knowing i have stuff to do it's like bearing a curse

the sirens wouldnt even have to sing beautiful or anything. id still come over to the shallows and rocks to see whats up see whats happening. whats all going on

I can beat my avoidant tendencies I just have to stay away from any situation in which I might become avoidant. Problem solved