"FLECTERE SI NE QUEO SUPEROS ACHERONTE MOVEBO"

Being into many BL series is such a mystic experience. Like on saturday I wanted to be engaged to a sexy rich businessman, while living my bad girl dream on a motorbike. Yesterday I was on the point of leaving it all for a road trip on an orange truck searching for holy water. The last weeks I was ready to start a chaotic gay gang, fighting for social justice and burning buildings. I also predict I will soon want to join a stylish mafia gang, fuck in waterpools and learn how to use weapons.

Danyok didn't have a last scene kiss because this is just the start of yok's forgiveness, as well as this is the start of dan's atonement for his murder and to his lover.

Not me made me a better person, we discussed so many things in this fandom, I started asking myself so many questions...

Everybody is out there screaming about KinnPorsche, TimeTay and VegasPete (fair enough, I feel you sweeties), while I'm here being OBSESSED with Tong Thanayut. I don't even know well his character, just seen him slaying in his fur, shaking his ass on a table and shushing his scary mafiaboss father... and for me it's enough, I'm a CERTIFIED TANKHUN SIMP bye

I'm living for a reality where Danyok goes to visit Dan's parents on a warm sunday, at their little farm. Dan taking Yok to the places where he used to play as kid, maybe some sweet simple landscape, all green and sunny. Dan searching for some fruit (and flowers, because there's no way he is not a flower boy) and Yok admiring and teasing him on their little blanket on the grass. Yok putting daisies in his man hair, while he fell asleep, and drawing him. His traits are relaxed and kind, far from all the suffering and pain.

I am devastated. I love the meanings and how the show stayed true to itself, delivering another one of its important messages... however I am heartbroken. In pieces.