Pyrates are Not Here

I don't know which of my pasty ass ancestors gifted me the ability to tan in the moonlight, but just noticed I have sunburn on my boobs and I wore a thick black hoodie and solid black t-shirt all night at work. This is the 2nd time this week! Gotta start wearing sunscreen at night now too.

Can't sleep due to rlly rowdy neighbors exploring all the ways to make a home. Decided to do the dumb choice of taking nyquil to knock my ass out. Thought it wasn't working until I try type. Autocorrect is heavy lift rn. Don't take nyquil to block world out.

Had half a 20oz jar of just straight apple butter because I can. Only mildly regretting that choice.

Sad about Joann's closing because it was really like the biggest and most accessible means for me to get yarn I could see irl. I refuse to shop hobby lobby for personal reasons and Michael's near me has the expensive and fancy carron cakes and that's really about it. Looking for other retailer options to see what I can do to fill the yarn variety void. It's a 1st world and selfish problem, but it did have an impact in getting me into crochet and dealing with my mental health journey. @-@ It will be missed.

Feeling less burnt out and rearranged my apartment. Now gotta figure out how to go through my horde of journals, yarn, and sketchbooks. @-@ gotta downsize and all that jazz it's just a lot more than I remembered. It's also been nearly 4 years since I moved in so bound to just have a horde of stuff. I need to make plans to install the shelves I've had for years and purchasing a proper bookshelf for what I do choose to keep. Optimizing a keepsake box will probably help too.

Gave my dog a hug and told her I loved her and now she's just glued herself to my butt. Send help we're cheek to cheek. 😆 I can't leave my spot on the bed.

Super mentally burnt out and trying to follow a sock pattern right now. It's going and I somehow have a functional heel so far. Absolutely don't think I'm doing the pattern correctly as I gave up on fully counting lol.

Winter blues and schedule distregulation got my home in quite the messy nest state. Instead of burning myself out with trying to do one big clean I've elected to do smaller cleans. It's slow, but helpful as I am making progress.

Glad I skipped work to be with my sweet bear. Also didn't realize how many bathroom trips we were both going to make tonight. @-@