💋insufferable whore💋

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since more people are interacting with me (yay!) i figured i should probably make a dni list:

porn blogs

radqueers + transIDs

terfs

proshippers AND hardcore antis (neu and don’t like discourse)

skk ship blogs/skk shippers

eating disorder blogs (i have nothing against you guys and i wish you all the very best, but i’m working very hard to recover and interacting with these types of blogs will only make it more difficult <3)

pro-lifes

pro-contact paras

pro ai

trump supporters

pure vanilla cookie centric blogs

i am not obligated to explain my dni to anyone.

of course, i am unable to police people who idly interact with any of my posts. this list simply exists to provide context to newcomers if they’re blocked seemingly out of nowhere, as that can be a frustrating and upsetting experience for some people. this list does not reflect my opinions on certain groups of people. i just want to keep my blog a safe and comfortable place for me which means keeping discourse, triggers, etc away from me.

lace divider: @ahimewa

cherry dividers: @plum98

blinkies: @cheezitofthevalley

So my ex basically reached out to me and I decided to entertain her behavior after months of ignoring her and leaving her on read often.

Typically, I block my exes because of a few bad experiences. But she full on begged me in November of 2025 for us to be friends because she couldn’t imagine being without me. Reluctantly, I obliged, even after trying to convince her out of it!!

I started developing very minuscule feelings for this girl in January. They disappeared between February and March. In April, the feelings returned once she started mentioning how she kept on feeling like something or someone was missing. After that, I asked if she was referring to me, and (unfortunately) she said yes. I told her I was willing to give us another try, since our relationship was cut easily due to her mental struggles and other personal struggles.

She stated that she needed a 1-2 year break from relationships, given she was in multiple within the span of 8 months. I understood, even though a small portion of my mind, it felt odd looking back.

So it goes well from late April, until early May runs around, and she mentions that she fell in love with her ex boyfriend. I got SO pissed off by that, leading me to cry harshly for a few hours for about 2 days, and on sporadic days.

She blocked me on the app we were talking on, and when I asked her on another app, she said she didn’t need distractions while she thought over her feelings. SHE ALSO SAID THIS WHEN WE BROKE UP LAST YEAR, which irritates me.

So I went in a spiral, hoping she’d choose me over him and prove that she loves me as much as she says she does, but she made a playlist about him literally hours after she told me this.

(I was initially going to reach out to you but I didn’t want to burden you, since you’re still coping with Rei)

Most of my other friends kept on telling me to block her. So, I left her a few paragraphs telling her not to overthink it, but I have to put myself first. I also mentioned that I don’t hate her and never will, but she seriously hurt me and I can’t afford doing this again.

I’m still angry because I usually put a lot into the relationship. I listen to her vents, check on her, and then some more. ☹️

And she wouldn’t do that for me, and when she would it wouldn’t match what I put in. And I get people display love differently, and I hoped that I was overthinking it, but I kept on trying to convince people that she wasn’t a bad person/girlfriend (which wasn’t working, people definitely weren’t buying it)

LIKE WTF

and I spent the rest of May sobbing and ranting about her

THE END!! Thoughts?

ANGELLL IM GONNA BE COPING WITH REI FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE YOU CAN ALWAYSSSS REACH OUT!!!!

- a

Decided to touch grass and headed to my backyard window and thought of you! <33

US WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER IRL

IMA GIVE YOU THIS

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