Be Free

And then fast forward to now. I was just thinking kung buhay pa si Laki, will we converse about God and our faith? How will it be? Ang sarap siguro ng pakiramdam nuh. Na you and your grandpa will talk about how Lord Jesus works on our life.

Hooooot!!!!

Yeah. Cried a river.

Nag-move on ako from Taming the Waves for 3days. Actually hindi pa talaga ako prepared to start new story of inksteady. Pero nacurious lang talaga ako dito sa isang to. And it almost end me. Yung hindi naman ako depressed pero grabe ako humagulgol. Sobrang mapanakit.

Another pair to ruin. Buti pa grades ng mata ko, pataas ng pataas.

Coincidentally.

PS: Corrections were made in our software/platform. Haha.

Sabi nga ng The Juans, hindi lahat ng unang bumibitaw ay gusto talagang mangiwan sa ere.

Simple message but means a lot to me. Pareho kaming busy sa work and not like other days, nabusy din siya ngayon kaya hindi kami nakakapagusap. And I was busy too, like other days. So yun nga. Hindi ko naman expect na magtatanong siya ng ganito siguro kasi nasanay na ako na hindi naman ako tinatanong ng ganito. So yun, ayoko naman icompare pero iba siya sa mga ex ko. And hoping that he will not change.

Nacompare ko lang talaga siya.

And here comes a guy that was introduced to me by the husband of my friend. Reto boy! So we were chatting and getting to know each other with being clear about our intentions. Him knowing me better and will see where it leads us. And that goes the same for me. Malay mo naman siya na diba? Purnada na naman ang aking balak na magforeigner jowa na lang. As time goes by, we became open to each other. His plans, past, ongoing situation and all. The same as me. And he is very supportive with warning. Nope, he’s not letting me do all the things I want to do. He will stop me when he knows that its not right or the decision was something bad. He will call me out when I am doing somwthing wrong but he lets me enjoy whatever I want. He works hard and madiskarte sa buhay. Family oriented and parents first before jowa. And HE ASK PERMISSION FROM MY MOM IF HE CAN PURSUE ME! Kilig ako? Kind of! Syempre sa tanda kong to sinong gagawa nun diba? So, we’ll see what will happen. I don’t even know if I can update this story. Well. Hahaha basta ako kinilig ng konti.