#inksteady

If Vina and Calix exist in real life and Toni G. invites them for an interview in Toni Talks, I just know I would cry for 10 days straight.

I dunno but something about inksteady's writing makes me sad even though I'm not sad at that moment. However, it lets me reminisce about something from the past that I thought I was healed from but, isn't still. Like the times when I had tendencies, the times I was at my weakest and solo points, the times when I was betrayed & mistreated even though I didn't deserve it. The difference is, it doesn't hurt that much any more. It's more like a memory—from a distance then afterwards, it blurs out, it disappears and I move on. We don't usually get healed and we still carry that baggage but we try to go on even though it's getting heavier as each day passes.