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FIVE  SIMILARITIES

neither of us is the most patient kind; that makes us prone to not only getting peeved/restless quickly when things aren’t as quick & exciting as we’d like them to, but also to acting on impulse and making rash decisions/saying things we often regret we said 0.0005 second after they left these big mouths of us. We want it all and we want it now, and if we want something we take it. Then come the consequences, unexpected like the spanish inquisition despite for everyone else they’re obvious B/

we both thrive on adrenaline; alike to Kenpachi, i tend to feel fully alive only in the moments i’m in actual danger. I like to move fast, i like to drive my bike between trees so that i miss them by milimeters only and do dangerous things only to feel that thrill of dancing on the edge. It’s that strange state of flow when you’re hypervigilant to everything around you and soak in every tiniest detail yet your mind is completely clear -- i don’t know a feeling of bliss greater than that. You can get addicted to it, and you never get enough.

both Kenpachi and me are kinda rough around the edges on the surface, but we aren’t cold or cruel people; we can be pretty caring, loving, and warm with our closest ones, but we have our own ways of showing it (or not showing, yeeeeah). If you know us, you know, if you don’t, you likely think we’re dumb/assholes/both.

we learn by using our hands; any instructions, visuals, books, lectures or whatever just don’t work for us. We learn with movement. We learn with muscles. We need to try, make mistakes and learn on them, and gain experiences to eventually find our own way of doing stuff - which usually diverts BADLY from what’s considered a standard way. Like it or not, we’re doing things our way and as long as it brings us the result we want, we don’t really feel a need to change it.

we despise paperwork and anything that requires unnecessary waste of precious brainpower; we would rather go and unfuck our habitats (just as boring as paperwork, but at least you don’t have to strain your brain cells too much) than do some overly complicated and usually useless shit that in our notion is just a waste of time. We hate doing useless shit (unless it’s exciting, hella~), and since the brainpower is a sparse resource and we get tired (and hungry!) quickly when we need to get some braining done, we’d rather save it for things we enjoy. And innuendos.

FIVE  DIFFERENCES

the most obvious one: i’m not 2 fucking meters tall. Like Pachi pls, why the fuck would you ever grow so tall on this crappy Rukongai diet of yours?

i’m also not that physically fit (anymore, as i can’t arse myself to exercise like i used to) -- but this is in reach if that fleeting creature called motivation deigns to return some day {B |

i have some hobbies Kenpachi certainly doesn’t, like writing. While i headcanon him as a guy who enjoys a good read from time to time (since he learned to read, which was pretty late -- after he became a captain), i totally don’t imagine him spending time on wrestling with words like i do. Actual wrestling is more fun, agreed, but writing is this sort of challenge/outlet i just need to function, while Kenpachi does not. (I’ve never kept a diary tho, this is not the kind of writing i need and i would have a problem to keep it even if i wanted to cause i forget to write in it = v =)

my childhood wasn’t as rough as his; i didn’t have to face the problems Kenpachi had to struggle with every day, and while my early life certainly was not all rainbows and ponies -- i’ve been through some hardships and seen stuff i never wanted to see -- it’s not the level of difficulty KidPachi had to play on in this weird little game called life.

in certain situations i’m likely more talkative than him, though we haven’t really seen Kenpachi (in canon sources) engaging in some nice conversation with people he liked and knew well; i’m pretty sure he’s far more verbose than he seems to be when he wants to, but while i’m rather sparse with words in daily situations, i can get extremely, awfully verbose with people and topics i enjoy. It really depends tho, so i would call this one a 50/50.

tagged by: @breselin​ (thanks mah frend! : D)

ooc;

Yeah, of course. There’s been a lot of people I interacted with over that time, and that time was in general a time of good memories. The people I mentioned in this post were the ones who made my experience here something far bigger than I initially thought it’s gonna be -- people whose characters not only built a closer relationship with my Kenpachi but ones I grew attached to personally, and most of them are my dear friends up to this day. I was staying up to 4 a.m. at times rping with them, and the stuff we created together could be a base for 3-4 books easily (two of which I’m actually writing~).

swallow my love, it’s hope that you taste

just a short reminder that this blog is on an indefinite hiatus. perhaps i will return to roleplaying some day but for now it doesn’t give me kicks anymore -- i’ve said what i have to say and my Pachi had found happiness and balance, so we both moved on to new, different things.

rping here was lotsa fun for me, i’ve learned a lot and met some great people -- i’d like to thank particularly Ramona, the Milana’s mun (@giving-without-receiving), who i owe a lot of great time and who will always be my dear friend no matter where our fates will lead us; @rangikusan​ for all these funny little interactions and never forgetting about me even when i was inactive for long time; @flashkitty who is the biggest sweetheart i’ve ever knew and even while we didn’t manage to rp too much cause we’ve met late, i’m glad we happened to meet here at all cause it would be a fucking shame if we didn’t; and Minna, who is not around anymore but still we’ve met via rp and i owe the friendship with her to this site.

there’s many, many more who i’ve had helluva fun with and while i’m not able to mention every single person by name, i still want to thank you all for these almost-five-years of damn good time.

hang on in there guys and see you in hell!