濤声

I‘m rarely here but whenever I’m angry or need somewhere relatively „neutral“ to vent I come here. Sorry. Most people don’t read this anymore anyways. But honestly those people… I’m so sick and tired. He does occasionally read stuff. See the case of yesterday‘s commotion on twt. And also other instances. He did see it happen in real life right before his eyes. yes, but definitely also has seen some stuff online. Because it was horrible and it happened to so many women during the live. So… why do you think writing anything that comes into your small mind is worth sharing when you could hurt or offend someone? Especially someone you pretend you care about. Yeah. It’s whatever I guess cause people don’t change and it has always been the same. I just wish you would realise he is a human being too, a very perceptive one as well. I wish he would never see that shameless objectifying bullshit.

I got so disgustingly and violently groped at the first Kyoto live, I have marks all over my body. It made me shiver and I almost crumbled. But I decided to go to the front again today. I don’t want some disgusting pigs to diminish the experience. Especially after being told it’s my own fault for going to the front… what the fuck.

People selling the paper money that rained down during 畏畏. He told you to not even pick it up (people still threw themselves on the floor, pushing others during the song just to get it) and you are selling it on mercari. You learned nothing huh?

The two lives and the atmosphere couldn’t have been more different. It was hard not to be sad and overwhelmed yesterday, so I just let the feelings wash over me. Today a little lighter and in the end it was just indulgence.