Apr 9, 2023
tbh i didn’t plan to make it this far in life so i’ve no idea what i’m doing lol
FR- I was on suicide mission in 2020.
Every year, over and over again, I had no hope to make it ‘till my birthday. Somehow I became 16.
And then 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23.
I made it again and again, but I hadn’t thought bout a plan b for school and college. I never thought to exist yet. My future was a dream of -12 me. Death of +12. So now here I am, going for 24, a sucking body, lots of scars, and no fucking idea of what I should do. Wtf do I have to do? Has anybody a clue? I need a manual for life. Can anybody hear me? I’m lucky but also doomed
