Playing my songs is the way I cope with life

locked the fuck out. distractionmaxxing

“you’re so distant now” you made me feel unwanted so i fell back

so hard to beat the “annoying” allegations when you’re annoying

if anyone would like to give me butterflies instead of brain damage hmu

can someone invent a type of letting go that actually feels good instead of feeling like your soul is getting ripped out via large intestine

reassurance kink bc my brain makes me feel unlovable

I wish I didn't leave but loving you was ruining me even more.

I don't even start arguments anymore. I just let people slowly lose access to me.

the bond between a girl and her room is stronger than the gravitational force of the earth

You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.