gender and pronouns: cis female, she/hers
occupation: costumer and company member of le thÊâtre de nuit
criminal occupation: none
A child who wants the world will never get it freely - at least, not a child like you. The world would have you begin the race three steps back; you knew this, and so you vowed to run harder, work smarter, reach a little higher from the hard pointe of your ballet shoes. You came from dysfunction and still managed to blossom, a flower flourishing beneath the crushing weight of stacked circumstances; yours is a story the world knows all too well, and yet deems appropriate to overlook, but you were never the sort to stand being overlooked. Yours was a found family, a troupe of girls who dreamed of stage lights and velvet curtains, of roaring audiences and roses thrown at your feet. And while their attentions wandered, while they drifted off into the abyss of wandering, you persisted. Some started families, some went to college - some disappeared from your worldview entirely; yours was a singular focus, and so as they strayed from the path youâd all dreamed of, you worked harder. You learned to sew; worked three jobs to afford lessons, shoes, leotards; slept on park benches outside early-morning casting calls. Every so often, a familiar name would float across and out of your line of vision - invitations to weddings, baby showers, christenings, birthday parties - but you could not afford to be pulled into oblivion by those who were content to settle.Â
A traveling company found you at a call in London, and you never looked back. Youâd not spoken to your mother in months, though she was all that remained of your fragmented family, though you promised in a short and concise letter to send her ten percent of what you were paid at the end of each month. It was meager to begin with; dancers are hardly wealthy for a reason. But you sent the money with no note, no explanation, from a different locale each month. You knew it would be dangerous to look back, for the thrumming stream of empathy which threatened to run about your ankles, rooting you to the murky bottom, always babbled at the back of your mind whenever home was mentioned. You wouldnât change a thing - you know that much, at least. But it has been a lonely road, clamoring your way to where you were then without the support of the girls with which you used to twirl about, without the mother whoâd stood at your back through every failure. You wonder, in the small hours of the night, if the solitude was worth it; you were never allowed to plant roots like the ghosts of your childhood, for you became the longest-running member of the company in its history. And now that you have deigned to settle here in Paris, you do not know how to sit still, how to sink your ambitious claws into the dirt and stay. Perhaps now is the time to make up for lost moments of reflection, of peace. You cannot be a whirlwind of a woman forever - there are people here that may need you, wars waging that may require your aid.Â
coworkers: carlotta giudicelli, ubaldo piangi, christine daae, baylen moreau, fleur renard, lea jammes, lisette sorelli, meg giry, odessa faust, sebastian renard, xavier carmen
curiosities: manon lellouche, xavier carmen, vitantonio damiana, narissa king
dislikes: raoul chaney, omar faust, dulce vilaro, remy bourque
You were parallel lines once upon a time, the night and day framing an artful dawn. Perhaps, had you allowed yourself to slow, you would have ended up like her, with makeshift family and business to sustain you. But you were never the sort to be shackled, though you are the sort to judge without reservation. You cannot imagine your life had you remained her parallel track, the moon to her dazzling sun; you see her now, and you see what you might have become - for better or worse. You would not have seen nearly as much as you have in your lifetime, but you would also have a family, a reputation to be eternally proud of, and the sort of stability youâd always thought you would eschew.Â
You are not a sympathetic woman, but there is something about the sympathy that comes from encountering a similarly rootless soul that stirs you. While you are as distanced from your empathy, your emotions, as you can be, a businesslike climber in every sense of the word - survival, you say - she is nothing but an empathetic streak. You feel for her, wonder where she came from, where she will go; she refuses to tell anyone of her origins, of how she came to be here, but you are determined to pry the truth from her. Not to destroy, as many would; not to judge. But to learn. She has no roots, no ties, no history, where you refused to create just that for yourself. Is she a mirror or a distortion?Â
He makes you wonder if planting roots of the wrong sort might be the right way to get ahead in the world. Look at him - his life is so dualistic in nature, for he operates within the theater and within the whispers of dealings beneath the veneer of the theater, that you cannot help but wonder if keeping your nose clean is not the way to stay at the top of your game. Though you are getting up in years, you see no end to your potential; would dabbling in his sort of business keep you as young and successful as you always wish to be? Your vain nature is nothing near Carlottaâs, of course - you merely see and seek whatever it may be that will assure your success as long as you shall live. Is Richardâs way the high way?
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