not much to say anymore about anything cause at some point everything becomes irrelevant anyway

life really isn’t what it used to be and in some aspects yes that’s exactly what i wanted but in others not so much

why’d i have to lose something to gain something

it can feel like i’m not meant to have good things or good people in my life and that’s a miserable thought process but i just want one thing to work out

how much longer do i have to act like i give a shit

sometimes i think if i could just not be anything and i could just live carelessly as a person without features or to be perceived i would do so just so i could fly completely under the radar and everyone could just forget i exist

you are unlike anyone in my life, no one can replace what you add and that will never change

i wonder sometimes if you only talk to me when you’re lonely, when things in your life aren’t going the way you please, or maybe you’re just bored, i’m really tired of being that for people so if that’s what i am just leave me

If you're seeing this I really miss you, I think of you often and imagine what you're doing. I wonder how your new job is and wonder if you're happy, I just want you to be happy. Wish we could talk and be more than messages I can't respond to, cause it hurts more than I think you're aware. I hope one day you can at least meet me halfway.

pretty much nobody knows this account exists i love that