Inestimable world

"I used to believe people could changefor the better. I also believed that those who meant more than just 'people' in your life those who were once family heart & home would remain constant. But as I look around now, I see everyone has changed. Not in the ways that heal or grow, but in ways that hurt, divide, and distance.

Even once the closest piece of my soul, has become someone I barely recognize. There’s a coldness now… a silence between us that screams louder than words ever could. I try. I reach out. I care. But all I get in return is indifference, ignorance, and distance. And when I finally gather the courage to speak, to confront the pain, I’m made to feel like i was the problem all along as if my feelings were a burden, my love… disposable.

I’ve changed too, maybe. But not in the way they did. I’ve still held on to care, to love, to memory. I still show up, even when it hurts. And it does hurt deeper than I thought possible. Because the people who know you best also know exactly where to cut.

Well not so well But it can See it's COMPLICATED

But is it that hard to make an effort However, even after fulfilling it what if the results are just as same as before Is it worthy? Maybe for our overthinking brain But the hurt can be fatal Or destructive Or maybe it can make us aware of the things we should have been!!

But at times even after your constant trying & giving your all in MAKING AN EFFORT ! doesn't make any change It just exhibits how much you have broken yourself again and again and again and again

A bunch of questions interrogated me. But after all this chaos inside my brain My feelings intercepted me to a point where i felt that no matter what i got, what i chose out of all those things at once..I still learned, I still felt the joy of those things, i still grow and live with grace.

Jennie feeling the lyrics