Gideon house

So what had happened was, I've been missing my dolls (half of which were sold, the remainder of which have been in storage for a few years now). And I decided first to rebuy my blue fairy may girl. But blue fairy has that whole monthly system now and that got annoying fast, so I hit up the DoA market for a second hand one.

First off no one is reselling BF mays these days (if you ARE Please HMU) I found ONE but "its a boy!" And not just cuz hes got junk down there, but becuase his spirit told me he was a boy. That cool tho. Im gunna see if i can do two birds with one stone and revive mori boys AND bjd.

So I bought him, tariffs were a thing, took forever, but he arrived. I think he's the offspring of koda and freya. So something wolf like Fenrir/feyrn felt an appropriate name. (Still feeling it out, ive been calling him Finn in the meantime)

A few months pass. I made him pajamas but not much else happened.

Then like.. 2-3 weeks ago I'm at an anime convention. This lady is selling second hand bjd (what luck is this?!?) I'm passively flipping through her selection and my eye falls upon the most adorable YoSD girl. (Asleep Eidolon: custard)

I buy her right a away, she is mine and i love her. As it turns out she also has boy junks. But her spirit is undoubtedly "she" and so a "she" she shall be.

The green eyes gave me Everest/Evergreen vibes. Inspired, i immediately bought her a bunch of cute "earthy cottage core forest child "clothes and wigs and things (theyre on the way) in the mean time I bought more clothes for Finn as well.

Those clothes are slowly trickling in and my kiddos are coming to life. My little girl i'm calling various names mostly evelyn, "evie" or "laney" for short.

They both seem pretty alive now. and as I watch packages come in for them at a rate I have never experienced in my early years as a hobbyist, a thought occurs to me.

Being in this hobby as a teen/young adult forced me to have self control, as i simply could not afford to splurge.

Now in my full adulthood, its giving "moth to a flame" type energy.

Annnnnyway. I'm reviving this tumblr. since snapping pics and babbling about my dolls sort of goes hand-in-hand with the hobby.

I was really hesitant to post this becuse if anything went wrong I didnt want to have to write another depressing post about it. The beginning was just so rocky, what with all the flares and medicine and doctors visits.

But as my house slowly fills up with little pink socks and blankies, I can’t help but face the reality that this is really happening. My baby shower was this past weekend and i’m already 7 months. In the back of my brain it was STILL too good to be true but shes really almost here.

So, as I sat in my living room the day after the party folding onsies in ascending order from newborn to 1 years old, I was forced to see a physical representation of my future to come.

It really clicked for me that i’m actually ACTUALLY pregnant. and that means I’m creating not just a baby but a human life. One thats going to grow and play and learn and hopefully become a nice person.