indefinitely maybe

#bucky barnes when he woke up in a hydra facility

I am deeply, ridiculously in love with you. And above everything else I just wanna be with you forever. So Leslie Knope will you…. Y E S.

There should be a word to describe that horrible feeling you get when you realize halfway through telling a story that it’s not as funny as you thought it was, but it’s too late to back out. So you just finish the story and everyone listening does that awkward polite laugh and then it gets quiet, so you burn your house down, fake your death, move to Chile and start a new life as a loner fisherman.

not recognizing abusive behavior as abuse until you’re out of that situation is not at all unusual and does not mean your experiences are less real, less valid, that the abuse didn’t happen, or that you deserved it

#the hallmark of trauma is that it breaks your brain’s ability to build a consistent narrative#some researchers believe that’s the DEFINITION of trauma (via star-anise)

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