Can you hear them? The voices?

i hope all mutuals who i never talk to are having a good day

Every day I hold myself back from committing terrible acts of violence

i swear to god if i weren't so scared of the pain i would've already killed myself by now

w h y c a n t i m o v e o n f r o m p e o p l e

my only talent is appearing calm and emotionless when in reality i am on the brink of death

looking at old photos of myself thinking not only is that girl dead but i killed her

i say ‘anyway’ and ‘so like’ to start sentences the entire day as if i were havin the same conversation even though i am speaking to totally different people and the truth is i am having one conversation it is just a constant dialogue with me and the universe and whatever victims it offers me

Having abandonment issues is so funny because someone will be like "I love you. I care for you. Your heart is safe with me. I won't leave you." And no matter what I'm just sitting there like "Sounds fake but okay."

it scares me that you never know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you and everything that they say could be one massive lie

i’m struggling to hide how damaged i’ve become