having a hard time focusing today. i've also had a hard time focusing for the previous 15 or so years leading up to now but this post is about today.

looking up at night and realizing omg !!!!! stars !!!! - i dont think i’ll ever outgrow that

"find something that doesn't feel like work to you" so close! everything feels like work because I just want to be at home doing nothing and to go on walks

every summer night without fail is like . i should be in love right now but instead this loneliness envelopes me like a second skin

i’ve spent my whole life trying to be someone else. how am i supposed to know who i really am anymore? i don’t know my own favorite color or food, i’m not sure what i enjoy doing and what i’m forcing myself to do for people to like me

I dont know what im waiting for.. but im waiting

i know you can’t stand me just tell me already

this app is literally my public private place to talk to myself

they should invent sleeping that makes you less tired