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happy pride

Jere be like What the fuck is Bojan, You are my boyfriend, You wanna keep me yes, *proposes*, Bojan has heart in the right place, We laugh a lot, Together me and Bojan have so much fun and romantic, Thank you Bojan you are here, Bojan my best friend I love you Bojan, Always together, You are always number 1, Baby, Miss you, Between us there’s something I feel it -something good, And maybe something more, *cancels 20k gig to join Nordic Tour*, *washes Bojan’s clothes*, He’s mine he’s all mine, Don’t ask why Bojan was in my house, I love Bojan, *serenades*, We love together, I can be your sugar daddy, You are my fire and water, *proposes*, *performs with Joker Out during his break*, Bojan where are you I miss you send me something, *puts Bojan’s face on his setlist*, Is Bojan here, *goes to watch his 7th Joker Out concert*, Best thing that ever happened to me

and Bojan be like No no no, Actually I am thirsty, I keep you, Baby seal. Yes, Finngger, Kaarija, Rankka viikko ja paljon pitkii päivii takan, Peliä, Onks kellään denssii, Feels horrible to meet again, Brader, Private show, *forgets slutshirt and underwear*, How do you say this line?, Ljubav, Laughter is a part of it. Should be a part of it, You have a show in Ireland, We keep in contact, I'm not even going to answer that question, Jere was tentatively asking, Jerč, Livelovejere, Suomi is in for a white eyelash trend 🫶, He left everything, Bluza. The blouse, Zelenc, We already had the perfect date, As soon as we woke up, *radiosilence on social media unless in Finland*, Meaning of life is to meet Käärijä, King, *takes a picture of ruisrock crowd*, *hugs in the middle of vkv* (I don't feel pain when I'm in your arms), I miss you but you already know it because we talk. A lot, This is just for the internet, Uno reverse card, I can't wait to see you soon, Brother

How in the hell am i meant to explain the train wreck that has been my mental health since i heard the news last week to my therapist 😭

once i beat the depression and the burnout and the anxiety and the loneliness and the exhaustion and the guilt and the awkwardness and the apathy and the low income and the chronic illness and the impatience and the vulnerability and the creative block and the capitalism and the cruelty THEN you'll see